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I'm just looking for input

2022.01.26 20:16 BquinnIJ I'm just looking for input

Hello everyone. I'm so sorry we are all here. My guy passed 4 weeks ago. We were together for the past 3 years. We are each other's final act. We said the God gave us to each other to make up for the crap that happened in our lives prior. I was an intensive care last year and almost died. But I didn't.We believe God saved me so we could enjoy our final act together :)
Then, a year and a half later, he is gone.
My question is an honest one. My guy is who I live for. Our present and our future. I truly mean, other than my dog, I have nothing to live for... I have 2 adult sons. One who doesn't speak to me due to a divorce, and one who has a beautiful wife. They have a great life together and I'm so happy that they have each other.
I've got a job I'm not crazy about. I have wonderful friends who love me, but they have their own lives. I don't want a new person in my life. We always said we weren't each other's first, but we will be each other's last. And that's how it's going to be. I'm not suicidal per se. I'm not going to do anything stupid. We are still a couple :) He's just bodily challenged. Please excuse my sick sense of humor.
My question is, why should we even try to keep on living? I hope you have some answers. I don't want to hear because he would want me to. 'Cause I want to be with him right now.
I'm in therapy. Yes it's the very beginning of this grief process. That is so painful... it hurts so bad.
Thank you for reading this...
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2022.01.26 20:16 DannyCavalerie Review #81: Bookers 2021-04

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2022.01.26 20:16 LyGladiatrix [R] does anyone have The Romantic Ukulele by Tony Mizen?

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2022.01.26 20:16 Aviriia The TLDR video with the upcoming 7.0 gearing changes (after PTS feedback)

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2022.01.26 20:16 N64islife Are arcades still popular in Oceania?

So I was on a retro gaming subreddit discussing the possibility of arcades coming back, and a New Zealander mentioned how arcades are still popular in East Asia and Oceania. He brought up how arcade games were popular in New Zealand arcades as well as the fact that many Japan centric such as Rhythm games get Oceania releases. They also mentioned how they have a chain called Timezone in Oceania. From what I saw on google maps location pictures, arcades seemed to be more clean and had more varieties of games than in the US. There was also tons of Pinball. So what is with these?
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2022.01.26 20:16 Kind-Ant-1 How much would you pay a dogwalker and how often would you want them to walk your dogs?

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2022.01.26 20:16 sunnyBC4 r/depression_help is so much better than r/depression

People can actually post uplifting things here. Unlike depression which just becomes a cesspool of sad stories with no help, and because it's so popular it seems like nobody cares, which becomes even more depressing.
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2022.01.26 20:16 macbatches FETT WEDNESDAY! SHOW US YOUR MOOBS!

is anyone still watching this? im not gonna lie its total shit. but what else does star wars exist for other than to feign outrage over nerd minutiae
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2022.01.26 20:16 LT_Moist This guy looks like a fluffy snowball

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2022.01.26 20:16 jellybeanzz11 So why did Yuno even kidnap Yuki?

So Yuno goes psycho mode but x 100 apparently and kidnaps Yuki and tries to kill his friends. Completely insane (also not sure why basically all the characters just forget this even happened like 2 episodes later) but is it ever even explained why Yuno even does this in the first place? After 4th was killed it seemed like Yuki was starting to give her a chance and trust her more? It just makes no sense for Yuno to all of a sudden pull a stunt like that out of nowhere, unless it was, you know, to keep him "safe."
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2022.01.26 20:16 Heavy_Desk_346 What can we as Christians do to help make this sub better?

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2022.01.26 20:16 EtchedBoredApe Take yours now!! We are going to🚀🚀🚀links are below

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2022.01.26 20:16 alexthegreat093 Where is iridescent shards for Bubba?

Anyone know where the iridescent shards are?
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2022.01.26 20:16 coldnoodle4 Would you rather eradicate the thing in your life that is causing you the most stress, or earn $100 000?

View Poll
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2022.01.26 20:16 Ruptrice My updated sealed collection!

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2022.01.26 20:16 pokegorandomness Regice Need 5 more people 1082 9559 5696

Regice Need 5 more people 1082 9559 5696
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2022.01.26 20:16 yotaman2020 Transmission mount?

Hey guys! I recently purchased a 2010 tundra 4wd. I’m now getting a little shaking when going from R to D and then when going above 65 I feel the truck shake. I did balance all 4 tires. I ran it by my mechanic and he is pretty sure it’s the transmission mount, but won’t be able to look at it until next week. Anyone experienced this before?
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2022.01.26 20:16 present586 First every Warhammer model painted I'm glad with out it turned out

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2022.01.26 20:16 Longjumping-Usual-35 Selecting correct equipment…

Due to cost consideration, I’m looking into the TP Link Omada system for my home, meaning I won’t likely adopt UniFi Protect. I’m looking for the correct NVR for the ability to record and live view (iPhone) any PoE IP Camera across my network (I have out buildings with mesh/ptp connections). I’d also like person and vehicle detection if possible.
Secondly, I need help selecting appropriate cameras. I’m looking for a couple 4K (similar to G4 pro) for license plates in my driveway and the rest will be area surveillance (2K is ok similar to the AI360). I may have a couple indoor 1080p/2K as well. These are for home application.
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2022.01.26 20:16 dyevoya Should I date down or stand my ground?

Tired and need input! I (33F) can’t compromise on my list of expectations towards a potential partner (male). Here is the list:
- Open-minded and friendly - no racist/sexist shit, but also no antivaxxing, climate-denying bullshit (overall a trusting, people-oriented person)
- with a real, true passion for something ( which he invests time and money into )
- self-supporting
- of high emotional intelligence - working on fixing his issues/family issues/ recognizing unhealthy patterns in his life/able to communicate/ emotionally stable
- accepting and better yet participating in my parallel life of clubbing, raves, consciousness expansion (I can't fathom a partner not experienced with or, worse, opposing the use of psychoactive substances)
- well educated (not necessarily the titles, but real knowledge, ability to think critically, to be able to hold conversations on variety of topics)
- experienced in life - with stories to tell, cool places to recommend and interesting people to meet
- selfless - ACTIVELY helping people, NOTICING when others need assistance, not expecting gratitude for helping, initiating projects for his community/those in need
- aware of his privileges and willing to step down and give space to those who had less luck in life/never had a chance to shine (nothing more sexy than this!)
- caring for his body (healthy food and sports) and having a personal style (can't stand those men who mumble 'i don't need to look attractive, attractive is for girls'. Go away. you’re not masculine, you're lazy)
Is this too much to expect? I have been actively screening my environment for someone with all these traits, and so far I have found a few... women :D I am a part of different social circles, and I haven’t met one guy that would have these traits ☹
Do you find this list excessive? I feel like these are reasonable things to look for in a partner, but maybe men should have a lower bar?
Do you have expectations towards potential partner or you just go where the wind blows?(me- I’m done with that!)
If you have expectations, how do you compromise on them when choosing a partner? How much is too much and what expectations are ok? (my new rule of thumb: I will only date men who will fulfill the same expectations that I have of (and fulfill) myself)
I am slowly accepting that I will never date again, but tbh the thought of going back to a relationship that does not bring any change, or even changes my life for the worse, does not seem like a viable option.
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2022.01.26 20:16 aPiMpNaMEdSLiCkBaCc Buy bolívares

Okay so I’m a collector and I was wondering if anyone from Venezuela would be willing to gather 25 US dollars of bolívares (with a reward for the person that does so)
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2022.01.26 20:16 Zachtitkik hell driveway

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2022.01.26 20:16 Transcend-28 Last challenge Complete, now i can sleep..............................

i really hate this maps, i must create lagoon at top of the map and i glad my mosa don't have needy trait and the age more than expected age (-90 % because challenge, Hunger trait)
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2022.01.26 20:16 Comprehensive-Ad3963 Data constructor "not in scope" despite me having imported it

I'm new to Haskell and have been working through an old problem set.
I have a Log.hs file that contains these data types:
data MessageType = Info | Warning | Error Int deriving (Show, Eq) type TimeStamp = Int data LogMessage = LogMessage MessageType TimeStamp String | Unknown String deriving (Show, Eq) data MessageTree = Leaf | Node MessageTree LogMessage MessageTree deriving (Show, Eq)
I have another file, LogAnalysis.hs, that imports LogMessage and MessageType from Log.hs
module LogAnalysis where import Log (LogMessage, MessageType(Error)) parse :: (String) -> LogMessage parse str = LogMessage (Error 10) 4500 "hello"
Haskell complains that the LogMessage data constructor my code is trying to use is not in scope:
LogAnalysis.hs:4:17: error:
* Data constructor not in scope:
LogMessage :: MessageType -> t0 -> [Char] -> LogMessage
* Perhaps you want to add `LogMessage' to the import list
in the import of `Log' (LogAnalysis.hs:2:5-47).
4 | parse str = LogMessage (Error 10) 4500 "hello"
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2022.01.26 20:16 Wlf4_Here_For_Beans Shirt trip missions

Add me @ alessiobond50
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