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2022.01.17 16:54 Training_Brilliant44 Im in love with my best friend
So about four years ago me and homegirl became best friends. She was going thru a depressing time and i carried her through. I was at her house almost everyday, we would watch movies, make food, do drugs and what not. Everything was fine, we were just friends and only that. She didnt have any friends so i went and brought her along to hang out w my people. They started to have a crush on her(each one on their own respective times but never got past first base if even that) and that was fine. I even remember them asking me if it was okay bc i had cut off girlfriends in the past because theyve had a problem with how close we were. I always thought they were being ridiculous, in my mind she might as well have had a penis bc i fs was not into her. At least i thought.
Flash forward, she ods and we have a falling out bc we agreed she wouldnt log off without me. I was angry, she was sad and she moved to hawaii for 6 months.
She comes back and theres tension for a while. Until she called me in the middle of the night. She was with one of our friends (hes gay) and she was giving me a drunk speech on hiw much she misses me and wants to see me. I can see shes clearly intoxicated and not thinking right. At the time i was working in getting new bushings in my car and it just wasnt working and i was visibly frustrated. She said “im gonna come to youre house wether you like it or not” i begged and pleaded with her not to bc i knew that i wasnt going to act like myself bc i was livid ab this car project that wasnt working out. I didnt want to say the wrong thing and accidentally lash out or project on to her. She pulled up anyway. I told her i was fr and she had to go and she left. I felt bad so i said fuck it i can finish all this another time. So i shower wash all the grease off me and call her back saying to come scoop. Shes confused but does it antway. Me, the mutal homie, her homegirl, and her go grab another bottle from the liquor store and otw back to her house im trying to catch up to them so i guzzle half the bottle of titos then i chase it with sprite. I am turnt. I had forgotten to eat before so i was drunk before i even put the bottle down. So we all in her house having a group discussion, shit faced. As im talking i notice shes finding excuse to make physical contact w me and holding eye contact a little to long to just be friendly if ykwim. I forget how it happened but the sun started coming up and me and her ended up alone because homie and homegirl were busy doing something outside. She said she wanted to talk to me and I said OK and then she starts going off about what kind of person I am and all the toxic patterns I live with. I brush it off because one I’m usually the bigger person and two I can feel that she’s projecting her own issues on to me saying that I’m the one who does it but I bite my tongue and say oh is that how it is with the mischievous look on my face and then we held eye Contact and it felt like the world had stopped and I was staring at her for thousands of years longer than I’ve even been alive. Then she comes and sits next to me. She gets close enough to where were touching hip to hip and I sober up for two seconds and realize oh this is probably not a position that I want to be in so I suggest we go to our local state park to watch the sunrise. In a hurry I grab our folks outside and I drive to red rock. (I was later told we held hands the whole drive there but ion remember that) We get there and it’s raining we’re all standing under a canopy but then she walks out to the distance into the rain. And I was like damn that’s dramatic as fuck I don’t wanna get wet I’m not going over there. So I walk a little ways away and find these two older men talking to each other that I later find out don’t know each other and actually met there. So I’m talking to them sitting on the floor discussing the different angles of life and she walks up to us introduces herself and again sits down next to me. It must’ve been second nature because the next thing I knew I was cradling her in my arms and once I realized I felt a jump of electricity surge through my entire body not a sexual one but as corny as it sounds, feeling of love. and for a second we forgot everything that happened up to that point it just felt right. Her homegirl points at us with a confused look on her face she gets up and we leave. I asked the homey to drop me off at home but then she interrupts and says she needs to talk to me and will take me home. My heart drops as i think of the endless possible things she could say to me. After a silent car ride we pull up into the front of my house and she finally says do you like me. My head starts pounding and i Said the first thing that came to my head: what makes you think that? She said its cus homegirl said that she thought we had a thing w the way we were acting. I denied it tooth and nail recalling on all the times we couldve done something but didnt. I asked her if it made her uncomfortable and wanted me to stop. She said ofc not the only unsettling thing was what homegirl said. I rationalized it in my head thinking it only happened because we haven’t seen each other in a while and the emotional floodgates opened. I went inside, i didnt have the heart to ask her if she liked me. and we continued on but this time around things were worse there was more tension and we didn’t talk about that night or to each other really for weeks up until a mutual friend we had invited us both to celebrate his birthday.
She text me a week prior trying to talk saying that I’m trying to push her out of my life and I say the same that she’s trying to do that to me. We try to make plans but it falls through every time.
So we’re at the birthday party or whatever and she goes home early and I start unraveling thinking did I just make this worse by not talking to her. So I start getting shitfaced and then I up and decide to leave. With the full intention of going home expecting her not to answer I call her for shits and giggles. She answers and I say the first thing that comes to mind can I come over so we can talk she says yes of course just let me get dressed because I was going to bed. I come over there and we started spilling both of our beans from everything that happened up to that point every problem we’ve ever had with each other. We came to both understand that it was just a misunderstanding on both sides. Keep in mind this is at like three in the morning and it starts to turn into one of those talks. She starts airing out all of her problems and I air out mine and somehow we end up in the back seat with her head on my chest listening to my heartbeat in my arms. We lay and talk like this for literally nine hours I start to realize it’s getting a little too intimate so I let out the biggest fart I’ve ever farted and it breaks whatever kind of tension we have. She laughs and we talk for a few more minutes and she heads inside.
This happens a few more times and I start believing it’s not the floodgates anymore or just cause we haven’t seen each other in a long time. this is real love being resurfaced by deep-rooted connection that’s been lost and now found again.
But then I hear through the grapevine that the homey still has feelings for her and is actively trying to be with her. This is an obvious violation of the bro code on my part especially since they look up to me for guidance and if I turn around and act childish by continuing this I lose all credibility. I don’t want to lose either relationship they’re both very near and dear to my heart I can’t say which is more important I would never be able to choose. Even when im not with her Physically she still with me she dictates my thoughts she haunts my dreams I wake up to other bitches in my bed and im still thinking about her. At this point i yern for her. The fact that she gave me the stuffed animal back that I gave her years ago that she wants back after it smells like me isn’t helping either. I don’t know what to do anymore I think I’m in love with her please help
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2022.01.17 16:54 Garden-stuff1234 Finally received forgiveness after 167 payments!
I did login and see that my loan balance is now zero. I also received an email that I will be receiving an overpayment for 33 payments. I’m not sure why it’s not for 47 payments. When I log onto student aid.gov their record show I went into forbearance in March 2020, but I didn’t. That was the technical forbearance. For the entire country, however I continued to make payments. Will those be refunded or do they not count? The form I received from Fed loan said I had 167 qualifying TEPSLF payments.
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2022.01.17 16:54 plsreadcancipin finally got my childe and zhongli pins in!
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2022.01.17 16:54 niuz-bot Marea Britanie spune că aprovizionează Ucraina cu arme antitanc pentru a se apăra în fața unei posibile invazii conduse de Rusia - [Actualitate][Internațional]
Marea Britanie a anunțat luni că furnizează Ucrainei arme antitanc pentru a o ajuta să se apere de o potențială invazie, într-o confruntare cu Rusia, care a adunat trupe în apropierea graniței cu Ucraina, relatează Reuters.
Citeste in continuare: https://www.hotnews.ro/stiri-international-25307165-marea-britanie-spune-aprovizioneaza-ucraina-arme-antitanc-pentru-apara-fata-unei-posibile-invazii-conduse-rusia.htm
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2022.01.17 16:54 K3nright The Jack Denmo Show - Episode #17 (Jake Hillhouse) discussion thread
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