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2022.01.20 23:08 ForgottenAutumnLeaf the lovely things: a monologue

I wrote a personal essay on love, grief and closure in an effort to heal, but also to feel like my side of the story is out there, even temporarily. Years ago, my ex wrote me a beautiful story of how we fell in love and the wonderful, intoxicating feelings. He's since deleted the essay, but he's still poetic nonetheless - you'd know if you've been reading his stories. Now, here's my story.
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At 17, I fell in love for the first time. Not a first love - I had the typical high school first love that’s a toxic infatuation. No - this was real. Two people who bonded over a similar past - experiencing the end of our “first loves” and first heartbreaks together, surviving the toxic single Asian parent who valued our success more than our well being, surviving the small town mentality and being interested in what the world had to offer outside of the small bubble we were currently trapped in.
At the time, we saved each other - from doubt, pain, and a potentially crushing life. We felt less alone in life. We Skyped almost every night that first summer after becoming friends. The pain slowly eased. We grew stronger together, and we grew closer. You fell in love first; I told you it wasn’t real. It was after our first kiss and I guess you liked me for a while - but I had a twisted view of love, so I didn’t understand what you felt. We still talked constantly and even saw each other a few times that first year. You drove 7 hours to see me - more than once. By the end of the year, we were dating. On one of those visits, you cried because you said you loved me so much and you were so happy to be with me.
Truth be told, I was still unsure of us. I never thought that we could work out; I thought I was a rebound, an emotional in-between for you. One day, you’d realize we only bonded because of the emotional distress we were simultaneously experiencing. I knew I wasn’t good enough for you and couldn’t fulfill you intellectually. All I could do was love you and support you. I savored every moment together - every sweet text, the hours of cuddles in hotel rooms, the late nights falling asleep on video chat, hours of binge watching anime movies together, and the unconditional love I felt from you. And our love always felt fresh. It’s one thing that always amazed me - people say love mellows out as your relationship ages and you get lost in the “normalness” of things, but that didn't happen to us. I remember even 5 years into our relationship, seeing each other at the end of a hallway and immediately smiling and feeling my body fill with warmth - purely at the sight of you - and we would embrace. Many times we did this, we had just seen each other an hour or so before.
Those were the feelings on the surface, but there were many underlying issues we kept ignoring. One was my overwhelming insecurity and unhappiness. Life most often felt hopeless and unfulfilling to me while you embraced it with open arms and found joy and wonder in things. I felt empty while you burned with curiosity. I watched you navigate life with passion and purpose, and you tried to share that with me. I was mostly unreceptive - not that I didn't want to be receptive, but I had no compulsion to be. I lack desire and passion. I’m a void - an unfulfilled, broken person. I don’t know how to appreciate life or find joy in exploring it- I can only explore it and hope that one day I’ll open up to those positive feelings you feel about living. I wanted it for myself in a shallow way, but the desire to grasp those feelings was buried too deeply for me to act on it. Over time, the frustration and exhaustion grew. On top of everything, I traded one stressful situation for another, always feeling indebted to someone. I left a toxic, controlling household and dove into your safe embrace, listening when you said everything would be ok from now on because we would support each other and get through life together - but that wasn’t it. It was your mom holding us up financially - the same thing I just fled from; instead of growing debt with my family, I was now growing it with yours.
Growing up in a wealthy family, you never understood my fear of debt or financial insecurity, and the way it made me feel owned and controlled by others. You never saw how it played into my general insecurities. You told me not to worry - that one day I’ll make so much money I’ll never be afraid again and I’ll be happy with my newfound independence; that never turned out to be true. Yes - I became financially independent, but it didn’t rid me of constant financial insecurity and anxiety. I sacrificed 4 years of my well-being and a potential future filled with passion or career I cared for to study a subject I didn’t enjoy to work a job I hate to make enough money to stop being afraid. But I was still afraid, insecure, worried - I carry my whole family on my back.
Your family is wealthy, successful, and educated. My family is poor, uneducated, and buried under all the typical stress of life. They suffer through addiction, tear each other apart, and drive wedges into every relationship. They suffer and pull everyone else into their suffering, including me. Their stresses become my stresses. There were no boundaries and no one had a sense of self. Of course, it was unhealthy but none of us were raised any differently. You were - the way you disregarded your family and their needs made me envious. It sounds slimy writing it out, but I felt like it really allowed you to feel free. You cared only about your own pursuits and the love we shared, saying “fuck you” to anything else. I wish I could've cast everything aside like you did - I tried - but the feelings of selfishness never disappear. I need to help my family, I thought. It’s the only way they’ll discover that the world isn’t only full of suffering - there’s more! Look how happy you are, that means it really is attainable. It’s not a lie we tell ourselves to make it to the end of the day. It will give us a reason to wake in the morning. I wanted to convince them of those things because I couldn’t fully convince myself it was true and work to achieve it, but I could convince them to try to achieve that dream.
There were plenty of reasons I justified being together - we loved and supported each other, even when everyone was against us - friends and family alike. Not necessarily against us but against one of us, and that meant both of us. We had something special in the way we always put each other first. But it was not always a good thing - nothing is always good.
I put everything into being an emotional support for you - encouraging you to find happiness again. You transferred colleges to be close to me because I made you forget your loneliness. I encouraged you to get back into math and brought you back into a world of nostalgia - teaching the same thing that ignited your intellectual curiosity and giving you room to explore your creativity through teaching your passions. I don’t know if you knew at the time, but I joined that organization because of the love you had for math and how it shaped you as a person. I admired you and your experiences, and wanted to encourage those kids and help them discover their own passions just like you were able to. It also gave us something to shape and grow together, something we parented together for years. It’s amazing looking back to it - we made a great team. Unfortunately, all things come to an end. We had to move on. We graduated. We left it behind.
During those years, you grew and I supported. You shined. And I saw you genuinely try to do the same thing for me, though it never worked. You were so confident it would work if I just tried - apply myself and I’d discover the same passions that you found. So you tried to spark my interest in the things you loved - anime, Magic: the Gathering, math. And we started new things together - fitness, joining that organization, gaming. I tried some things a few times and others stuck for a few years, but in the end, most of them were things you enjoyed and I did. After you realized I wouldn't love the things you did - after the frustration, arguments, and low points - you stopped pushing me to do those things with you. You encouraged me to find joy in things I was passionate about as a kid and even so some therapy - you still were confident I’d discover (or re-discover) passion.
I started therapy and all these underlying issues surfaced - insecurity, abuse, control, lack of boundaries. You remember them - we talked about it. You denied they were your own problems, even partially - you said it was my issue. We went back and forth and you shot down every effort to fix our issues and grow into a healthier future. After a while, I realized how toxic our relationship was. It was subtle - others could hardly notice it. Eventually, the toxic behaviors became inside jokes - like how you’d walk home for miles when I said something that annoyed you while we were out with friends, or how you tried to push the things you loved on me as if I should love them just as deeply despite vocalizing how much I disliked them. I didn't think these things would break us when I started therapy - I’d say “yeah he argues me down for hours when I disagree with him and continues to belittle me even when I tell him I need space, and he’s a but controlling in the things we do or buy but it’s because he cares, and we’re pretty co-dependent but we truly like doing everything together just because we love each other so much - but it’s all forgivable - we can slowly change this, get the space we need, and understand each other’s needs better.” I practiced my new skills - saying no, creating boundaries, calmly asking for time and space even when you were adamant we talk then and there.
Over time, I felt like I was growing and finding myself and you were content living in the staleness of our past. In the ways you were willing to change, it either didn’t fit with the future I wanted or you were compromising yourself to make it fit. We didn’t fit anymore. I no longer saw shared values or hope for a successful partnership. I saw two independent individuals who wanted different things in life - the things I find fulfilling aren't in your scope; you don’t desire them. So we grew apart…
I started working more just to have an excuse to not spend time with you, and I’d spend all my nights and weekends absorbed in reading. If you asked me to put my readings down, I’d get frustrated and say “it’s the only time I get to relax because I’m always working to support us - You don’t make shit and you want to live in luxury, you don’t want to get a better job - I have all this stress and you want me to help around the house and I feel like I have to do everything.” It was all an excuse - a way to justify avoiding you. I was stressed and overwhelmed, but I was ignoring the root of the issue. I treated you awfully and it wasn’t fair. I only felt my own frustrations and resentment - resenting you for being happy when I wasn’t, resenting that I was stressed whether it felt justified or not while you could play video games all day and still make 60% of my salary, resentful that you were content in our relationship and I wasn’t, resentful that I wanted a family and you didn’t and you made me feel selfish and disgusting for wanting to create a new life with you. I resented all the lifestyle changes I thought you took too far and how I couldn’t even buy a pack of cookies at the grocery store because you couldn’t easily recycle the packaging. I resented that you prevented me from having small comforts and pleasures in life because even when you “let me” have them, the guilt had already set in. I felt conditioned.
At some point, I realized I didn’t have any confidence in my own thoughts. There was always your voice in my mind guilting me or questioning my choices. I want to be my own person, and I felt I couldn't fully be that with you. Even if I could, I still wanted different things in life than you did.
I knew breaking up would shatter both our worlds, but I felt it was necessary. I knew we’d heal in time. It would be worth it because now we’d both really be free to choose the things we want in life. You felt I was robbing you of the one thing you wanted in life - me. I felt like we could both take a breath, spread our wings, and discover things that fit better for both of us - and eventually, find a partner more fitting for ourselves than each other. Yes, I loved you and even when I ended things, I still did. I think I still do, even though it’s overshadowed by a lot of other feelings now.
Getting specific, I feel like if your mom was ever sick or your brother died, I’d stand by your side providing any support you need at the moment. I thought it’d be the same for you, but I don't know why I hoped for something like that. It’s selfish of me to want your comfort. I ruined your life yet I still seek your comfort? I don’t deserve it and I don’t deserve you. We don’t owe each other anything. Yes, I still wanted it. I just didn’t expect it and I can’t be disappointed that I didn’t get it.
I realized in those moments of intense grief, suffering from a loss even greater than the end of our relationship, how little any of our post-breakup bullshit mattered. My view of things suddenly felt clearer and I saw what mattered and what didn’t. We were so caught up in guilt, blame, and resentfulness and neither of us fully took responsibility for our own actions.
It no longer matters to me how we wronged each other - I’ve let go of the guilt, resentment, anger, and disappointment. I want you to be happy, and I accept that I don’t provide that for you. I can accept how you feel about me and how it fluctuates - how much you despise me, how you have no respect for me as a human being, and how you resent me for our past whether it’s positive or negative memories. I believe you’re entitled to how you feel and I won’t fully understand it or how I impacted you. I only hope that you can understand my perspective even a little - I’m human too. I feel too, despite what you may think. I’ll always value our past and wish for your health and happiness, and I want you to know and accept that my feelings for you were genuine - the love, support, hope, respect, and admiration - even if some of it was tainted by abuse, bitterness, and resentment. I now see many of the ways I wronged you too, and I believe you’ll heal with time and find appreciation in life from yourself and others.
I will say, though I’m not angry or disappointed, I see and feel that you don’t value me or wish for my healing and happiness. It’s why I stopped talking to you - not because I didn't care about you anymore or that you were never important or interesting. It’s because you’re full of bitterness, hate, and resentment. You can feel your feelings, but I won’t be there to be your punching bag and be belittled and degraded by you at every turn. I’ve moved past that. I hope you will too. And if that means never speaking to each other again and completely severing our connection, that’s okay. What we had was beautiful even in the dark moments. I still think we are proof of true love - the highs and lows, the best and the worst. It’s just that people grow and they change - I truly believe that after experiencing it for myself - and so does love. Our love changed. I love you as family, but family can be hard - you’ve surely seen it over the years and I’ve struggled with my family ties.
One day, I’d like to run into you and both be able to genuinely smile at each other and feel that warm feeling of seeing each other again. I hope for you to find happiness again - you're one of the most incredible people I've ever met in so many ways, and I can never convey how much I admired you as a person, friend, and partner. I’m happy you’ve had interesting post-breakup experiences and fell in love again. I’m happy you found closure with your dad and that you’ve gotten closer with friends. I’m happy you’re able to see that you’re whole without me and you never needed me after all.
I’ve found my own closure through unfortunate circumstances. I hope you never have to suffer through such a debilitating loss - but maybe you felt similarly when I ended things. Maybe I feel some of your pain after all - the world-shattering pain as if someone pulled the rug from beneath my feet and revealed that I’m falling down a dark, lonely abyss. Life isn’t only filled with misery and suffering - things will brighten someday. We’ll grow around our grief, and it’ll become manageable. Re-discover happiness and let go of resentment - they’re taking space away from better and lovelier things.
Enjoy the lovely things again.
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