2022.01.24 02:47 cambeiu American History told by butter
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2022.01.24 02:47 rjc2k2 What it's like growing up with MD (I think?)
Hello friends pretty recently I've discovered what maladaptive dreaming is! I've been doing it since about 4/5th grade and I'm not exaggerating when I say I've done it at least once every week since then (I'm 19 now). Upon doing very brief Google research I've learned that most of the time people who have MD develop it as a coping mechanism for trauma and for me it checks out. My dad passed away in the summer between 2nd and 3rd grade when I was 10 and after that I isolated myself from every kid at my school and started gaining weight like crazy which lead to bullying as i was an easy target, the stereotypical fat quiet kid at the back of every classroom. My mother had to start working more than usual to afford our mortgage and bills by herself so she'd get home at night and worked both weekend days, so she wasn't really in my life as much as I would've wanted her to be. Anyway I don't want people to pity me as I'm in a better place now but back then I wasn't really in a bad place neither. I never felt overwhelming sadness or loneliness because anytime I wanted to I could maladaptive daydream. I don't remember how I discovered I could do it, most likely on accident, but all I needed was some music and a clear path to pace back and forth and I'd be entertained for hours. While I don't have specific memories of WHAT I was dreaming about I know that at first it was of my dad. I would replay the memories I had of him and I would daydream what his reactions would be to whatever was happening in my life. Around when middle school started I shifted to daydreaming about whichever fictional works I liked at the moment like tv shows and books. I would invision how I would've done certain episodes different, what my favorite character would've done in specific scenes they weren't in, I would bring in characters from completely different works of fiction, hell sometimes I'd completely reimagine the whole thing like I was a screen writer! 've NEVER liked the idea of daydreaming about real people though, personally I felt kind of weird to be imagining someone I knew as something else. When I tried to daydream about real people it felt like what I was doing was wrong. I've never daydreamed anything violent or sexual but it still felt like I shouldn't bring in real people into my fantasies. Although I would say that daydreaming has helped me with my social skills. Of course having kept this a secret for most of my life I was a really good secret keeper and because I was good at processing information and viewing it in alternative ways I became pretty good at listening to problems and giving advice to my friends hence why I was often a shoulder for people to cry on. I loved being able to emotionally support my friends and even though I wasn't a licensed therapist I knew that I was good at comforting people. Anyway when I learned that there was a name for my 'condition' and an entire online community I was overjoyed but at the same time really surprised. While researching I found that most of the time MD was considered an illness or disorder. My whole life I had viewed it as something positive so I was surprised to learn that it was actually causing harm to some people. I don't know everyone's story but to me I felt like I used MD to my advantage. When I was bored or feeling lonely I could leave reality for a moment and stimulate any kind of emotion I wanted using only my imagination to curate different scenarios. While I can't say for sure about other stages of my life I'd definitely say that daydreaming helped me cope with my dad's passing. I don't know when or if I'll ever stop daydreaming, maybe when I feel like I'm happy with reality? But until then I'll keep on pacing my way through life!
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2022.01.24 02:47 CarbonylChloride What is happening
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2022.01.24 02:47 awkwardmamasloth Rockhounding up the coat of lake michigan
2022.01.24 02:47 NeoCriMs0n I made an art of Narmaya cosplaying as Jin Kisaragi from (BlazBlue)
2022.01.24 02:47 junglesushi What Font Is This?
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2022.01.24 02:47 akimbo6969 First grow just ending week 5!
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2022.01.24 02:47 _aleutian_ what to do as a second semester senior
I went into high school believing that I would never get senioritis. Here I am, almost 4 years later, tired of high school and just wanting to get it all over with. College apps are done, finals week for 1st semester is done, and im just like, done.
Any other seniors out there know what to do as a 2nd semester senior?
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2022.01.24 02:47 Infectedtoe32 Weapon Malfunction Nerfs.
Anyone else think the weapon malfunctions should be needed any? I’m not a weapons expert, but I’m pretty sure it takes some beating to make them actually start malfunctioning. I know it’s not the same for every gun, but that’s where a good mechanic comes in, have aks, which can take brutal beatings and still work hardly ever have a malfunction, but something extremely mechanical like a dvl-10 or something malfunction more frequently.
Yesterday I killed several people with absolutely dog shit gear. Literally 4 round shotgun with buckshot, because they got the jump on me and their gun went click. I was also on the other end of it a couple times as well.
I think they did some tweaking to it, but all I’m saying is this mechanic could be a lot more sophisticated, and drawn back a bit more, because some of the fights I win / loose are sometimes completely bullshit because of the malfunctions.
Again, I’m not hating on the mechanic I like tarkov being a struggle, but when it’s basically impossible to actually repair a gun and they misfire constantly, it can be a little ridiculous.
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2022.01.24 02:47 Horrorisepic do you think she lurks here?
2022.01.24 02:47 Fault-Suspicious nice friends ya got there
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2022.01.24 02:47 TurtlesTurnMeOn That puppy is the grim reaper
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2022.01.24 02:47 Cold_Grass_4609 [Chinese > English] Translation? Deconstructing a pair of red monkey jeans I had n the pocket has this (silver one) n idk what this says but I’m pretty sure it’s Chinese since the brand started in hong kongI believe so yea any help appreciated 🙏🏽🙏🏽
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2022.01.24 02:47 Aeonjira I finished my adventure with Yarna, sadly this whole thing of the hackers ruined the final stage (I planned to do some pvp before beating the game), but I enjoyed this. I'll see if I do NG+ to gain every spell and complete the achievements, but for now it's over. See ya next year.
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2022.01.24 02:47 kcmoosedong1995 Still wondering where I can buy chargers playoff tickets?
2022.01.24 02:47 LosSoloLobos Is it a bad move to try and get to onyx in open play or cross play without any personal teammates?
Has anyone else done this? Clawed through the rankings completely alone?
I have one/two decent friends that are my skill (D4) but they’re inconsistently on and don’t know position and call outs well.
Follow up questions:
1 - when you do open play (fours) is it best to have a FULL team? Will you get matched against other full teams?
2 - if you find yourself losing in a game that there’s unlikely a comeback (Strongholds 10:160 time) is it best to just solely work on your own KDA to avoid how much CSR you’ll lose?
Any other advise appreciated. Thanks guys. I’m fkn determined.
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2022.01.24 02:47 Dannyj215 Global Atypical Antipsychotic Drugs Market to 2027
2022.01.24 02:47 ChrisSiebenaler STRUCTURED Shoulder Workout with Dumbbells | EPIC Endgame Day 16
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2022.01.24 02:47 SupremoZanne A Greenville meme about two different states, regarding the date of September 21st
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2022.01.24 02:47 One_Height_6588 I’m slowly breaking
Okay, this is going to be a mess to explain but please bear with me I’m 14 years old (female) and I feel like I’m hitting rock bottom I’ve felt like this before, back in Early December I went inpatient for self harm and I felt much better but now I feel like nothing has changed. I’m skipping my classes, I constantly have panic attacks, I’m having suicidal thoughts, horrible mood swings and very intense paranoia and intrusive thoughts. Before I continue I would like to say I love my parents and they love me but lately I feel like because I went inpatient I can’t feel sad or I can’t feel high risk, every time I talk about my mood swings or that I’m feeling depressed they make me feel invalid also because now I have an AIP (It’s helpful but) they say that I shouldn’t feel anxious and they keep telling me to try constantly, I try, I try so much but it’s never enough. I feel like a disappointment and a burden and when I tell them that they get all confused about why I’m feeling like that. They never think it’s their fault, it’s always my fault My mom listens way more than my dad but that’s all she does, listens. After I’m done telling her how I feel she “disagrees” on how IM feeling, like SHE understands. My dad tries and I see him trying to understand but when he doesn’t he gets insensitive, calling me and my sister not normal for having anxiety. Lately it feels like I’ve been walking on eggshells around them and it hasn’t helped that they’re constantly arguing with each other. I’m not saying I’m perfect, far from it and I see all the things my parents have done for me (they actually managed to diagnose me and get me an AIP! I’m super grateful) but because of all the help I have they’re expectations have become too high for me to reach, even with the help and now I feel like a bigger disappointment because even with help I can’t make them proud so will I ever be a normal daughter? Finally that brings us to the issue Going inpatient again. I’m ready, I feel like I need it, I had a good experience with it the first time so I’m not really worried but what I am worried about is telling my parents I know that legally they have to bring me to the hospital if I’m too much of a danger to myself and when I’ve talked about my issue to my friends they tell me to tell my therapist and I will but I wanna tell my parents first. I’m terrified to tell them, Yesterday Idk how but we talked about my experience going inpatient and I heard my mom say “I’m never going back to that hell hospital” And yes I understand how she felt about it but that just made me even more nervous What should I do? I’m scared!
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2022.01.24 02:47 DreamBig_UIC22 So transgender is cultural appropriation of gender
Definitions from Oxford Languages ———————————————- cul·tur·al ap·pro·pri·a·tion
the unacknowledged or inappropriate adoption of the customs, practices, ideas, etc. of one people or society by members of another and typically more dominant people or society.
Therefore: Men dressing as women and women dressing as men without any reality to the thought behind the action... is kinda like “gender appropriation”
I am open to being wrong, but please clearly define how I am wrong. No name calling please. I would like to ask a logical community an opinion on a touchy subject. Not here to defend, just debate and see the other sides reasoning.
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2022.01.24 02:47 Daredevil731 Had a few mins earlier to play...spent it in photo mode.
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