2022.01.20 10:59 Mobile_Walk1850 Hey mom. I broke up with my boyfriend that pressured me into having sex with him.
I made a post on here yesterday about this and I just thought that I should just let you know that I 19F broke up with my boyfriend 26M because he pressured me into having sex with him. Basically I'm on anti depressants and it has caused my sex drive to be very low. My boyfriend well ex-boyfriend now has a very high sex drive. I talked to him about it, he was really understanding at first but that changed after a few weeks and he started pressuring me to have sex with him.
Two nights ago I was in a really bad place. I was having a depressive episode, my dog had just died and I ended up self harming for the first time in a while. I called my boyfriend over because I just needed some support. He came over and not long after he tried to initiate sex. I told him no but he kept asking. I was so exhausted and tired and I eventually gave in and told him yes after about an hour of him constantly asking. He also made me feel guilty about it and he was tell me that I don't love him anymore and that I don't care about him anymore. So I said yes and we did it and right after I said yes I wanted to take it back but I didn't. I just laid there and I let him use me until he was finished and I really just wanted to get it over with.
After reading the comments in my last post I realized that I was sexually assaulted. I really didn't know that this was considered sexual assault and I'm honestly still having a hard time accepting it. Anyways this morning we talked and I broke up with him. I told him why and I told him that he hurt me. He was upset and he told me that I'm over exaggerating. We started screaming at each other and then he took his things and left. I'm so mentally exhausted right now. I'm trying my best to ignore it and I just want to forget about everything. I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible so that I won't have time to think about it and when I'm not busy I'll just take a nap or something. I really don't want to think about it.
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2022.01.20 10:59 Neurobruh Do you think the prices for flights to go to Bermuda will ever go back down to reasonable amounts?
I am in NC and have wanted to visit Bermuda for so long.
I heard prices we’re much cheaper before COVID. It’s like 550 dollars for the absolute cheapest ticket at like the worst times currently to fly, which is not even a 3 hour flight
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2022.01.20 10:59 Dragonfly1789 SSE Mods UIExtensions not working
I've downloaded Skyrim Special Edition(updated) and installed skse64 AE version(latest). Other mods seems to work perfectly except for UIExtesions, as such Additemmenu is not working either. Can anyone give me a proper solution please
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2022.01.20 10:59 Independent-Piano455 https://t.me/joinchat/o7d9E9Z7WMgwOTkx
2022.01.20 10:59 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Business] - US jobless claims rise to 286,000, highest since October | ABC
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2022.01.20 10:59 FabioCraft23 A goofy hug! (Art by @joshdamn23 on Twitter)
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2022.01.20 10:59 Johnny_Quid2 Google stop reporting AH price?
As the title states, did Google stop reporting the AH price? All the tickers that I've looked at since yesterday have not been reported - Only yahoo finance has the AH. Is it just me or it's happening to others as well? I wonder if they're renewing the data rights for the year or something.. It's not a big deal since you can look at the price elsewhere AH like your broker /yahoo.. but it's a bit annoying not being able to do a quick search.
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2022.01.20 10:59 xVoiddz they do be vibin doe
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2022.01.20 10:59 ministerugur Now 0.01eth, soon 3eth-7eth
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2022.01.20 10:59 Karnadhar Ladon, uclid dragon or Helian elite?
2022.01.20 10:59 WhoAmIEven2 Is it taboo in other countries to sit next to someone on the bus if there are free rows available?
Curious if this is a cultural thing here in Sweden (we are quite repellent of strangers) or if it's a global thing. You are kind of seen as weird here if the whole bus is available and you decide to sit next to the only other person in it.
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2022.01.20 10:59 AutoNewspaperAdmin [National] - US jobless claims rise to 286,000, highest since October | ABC
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2022.01.20 10:59 fullRoamingvApecloud Food for thought: Parrots vs. Robin
Robin, a professional carpenter with thumbs and access to tools and building materials, takes a few days to finish building a structure....
A bunch of scrappy parrots hopped up on walnuts can build a whole beach resort within seconds....
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2022.01.20 10:59 International_Eye794 What are decent long term pc laptops for a teacher mom (under $400)?
My mom is tech challenged so I do need to help her a bit. She’s young late 40s so she can learn. She refuses mac. She does small presentations, excel, and maybe end of the year student cds for the parents. Help!
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2022.01.20 10:59 ShittuOlumide To celebrate the Launch of Router Mainnet, we are running a Meme competition for our community
To celebrate the Launch of Router Mainnet, we are running a Meme competition for our community Ends on 26th Jan. Reward pool: $500 (Best 5 Memes will get 100$ worth of $ROUTE each) Rules to follow for Meme contest Create a Meme related to Router Protocol and share it on Twitter. Use #RouterProtocol and #RouterMainnet and tag us in your tweet. Share your Meme tweet link in our official Telegram chat: @routerprotocol
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2022.01.20 10:59 FedeWithTheG I'd like to start taking close-up photos of the moon, but I don't know anything about astrophotography and I don't have a telescope:
So, i love astrophotografy, but i've never experienced it and I don't even have a telescope. As you read above, i would like to take pictures of the moon, so no photos of galaxies or nebulae.
What should I buy for this kind of stuff (Max budget 500 euros, i'm Italian), and where i could start learning some astrophotografy?
(For the telescope for me are even good the ones the uses phones)
Thank you ;)
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2022.01.20 10:59 AutoNewspaperAdmin [World] - NATO starts work to upgrade Albanian communist-era air base | ABC
2022.01.20 10:59 P0lpett0n3 Crop odd number of pixel (black bars) and fill 2 lines of pixels
Hello, I need to crop black bars of a 1080p video but they are 21 pixels each, so I would like to crop 20 pixels up and 20 down (in order to keep AR and croma sampling), and then fill the remaining 1 line of black pixels up by copying the adjacent line of pixels (and do the same with the line of 1 pixels at the bottom).
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2022.01.20 10:59 WanonymousX Does anybody relate? Am I just very introverted? (no diagnosis)
I’m wondering if there could be another explanation to the following experience, other than being very introverted. There could very well be nothing abnormal with me but for some reason these issues are nagging at me and I feel like I haven’t gotten a satisfactory answer. So I’ll just go through some events and issues that have been a constant throughout my life:
I was always quiet and shy, but remember being relatively normal as a child. I would play with the neighbor kids nearly everyday and it wouldn’t be a problem. The problem was with having conversations, I always for some reason had this unwillingness to have conversations. Even as young as six years old, I remember being happy that there were other kids around that could do the talking for me, I just wanted to be active and play, not have conversations. Obviously I would talk when relevant to the activity but I never remember actively having conversations with others, but my twin brother would. We once walked to the supermarket with this new kid to the neighborhood and I remember paying attention at my brother talking and me being quiet, and feeling happy that I didn’t have to say anything. I enjoyed just hanging out playing soccer, playing video games, etc and would get upset whenever somebody said they had to go home - In fact I remember being sort of mean whenever somebody had to leave, I would make the other person upset (don’t remember what I would say though). Yet, if there was a choice between watching the premiere of a movie on TV / or new episode of a series on Disney, I would always choose this over hanging out.
Then there are certain events/things that stand out to me:
Maybe in first or second grade, I wouldn’t naturally understand that when we stood in line during an even in school, I was supposed to move with the line, so I just ended up standing there leaving a big gap in the line and the other kids would just close the gap. I remember being upset shortly after and just walking home.
Later, approaching my teens, I remember feeling annoyed whenever aunts, uncles etc would talk to me. I always felt like I wanted to be left alone and never wanted to talk to anybody except my immediate family. I love my extended family, including my aunts and I don’t mind them but I just didn’t want to talk. But often, I would get annoyed whenever we had guests and would just want them to leave. I would hang out with my cousins who are roughly my age but other than that I didn’t appreciate visitors too much (but I realized years later how important even extended family is. I’ve always appreciated my immediate family members though).
Then, later in my teens, I struggled a lot when I had to become more independent and start talking to others in my class. I wouldn’t know how to keep a conversation, I would just listen and say a few things here and there. I also had a phase where I thought asking a lot of questions was good in a conversation, I think I can even find a facebook comment from a classmate where I respond by asking him a bunch of questions. That same person messaged me one time and said he was bored. I replied by giving advice on what he can do for fun and told him he could go play cards with his family. It turned out he just wanted to talk, he never told me this but it’s something that I realized after remembering this years later haha. It’s these little things that just make wonder whether there is another explanation than “just very introverted”.
I also remember being quiet whenever a person would walk next to. A remark of “you never talk, you’re so weird!” initiated the feelings of social anxiety, prior to this (age 13-14) I do not remember feeling socially anxious.
I mentioned independence - there was really no desire on my part to become very independent. I just went through what normal kids go through and didn’t actively think about becoming independent, while my twin brother by his own will started for example buying clothes on his own, making friends, going out, etc. I only started become more independent because I saw my brother doing so, I just copied him.
I also don’t seem to pick up on some things, for example I held a spoon with all my finger until I was at least 13 years old. I don’t remember anybody correcting me though. My mom would also (embarrassing, I know) cut my food with fork and knife until I was at least 15, I don’t know why I didn’t do it myself (probably was never the desire).
Lastly, I would say I don’t think about other people a lot. I definitely care about my family members, want the best for them and don’t want to hurt them, etc but I don’t seem to care about their needs and I don’t think about them a lot. I don’t know how to describe it. I seem to mostly think about what’s going on with myself and forget that I may be neglecting the needs of others. People don’t cross my mind that much, even though I definitely care about them.
With all this being said, I don’t think I have autism or Asperger’s because, other than these finer details which I have mentioned, I was pretty normal as a child. I feel I can easily and naturally speak with emotion, express and read emotions, understand gestures, while people with Asperger’s seem to have far more noticeable traits. And I’ve read a lot on Asperger’s, watched interviews, videos, taken tests but I still don’t feel like it’s a match. I scored “very likely neurotypical” on the aspie quiz, scored 91 on RAADS-R test and scored 29 on EQ test.
I do enjoy talking with my siblings, even if only a few words. I don’t talk too much with them but I enjoy sharing what’s on my mind with them, though even with them I can’t keep a conversation for long. I can only seem to have a more than a few minutes conversation when the other person is the one doing most the talking and driving the conversation (and I find this to be extremely rare. Only my siblings seem to do this, so it works better).
I scrolled past a few old facebook posts and I see how often classmates/friends would post on my wall telling me they missed me and wanted me to go online. The truth is I never wanted to go online to talk, I always preferred to do something else. The only time I enjoyed chatting online was in a group chat of several friends because I didn’t have to drive a conversation, I could just say whatever I wanted and leave when I wanted. I was actually often active in that group.
The same applied in person - I enjoyed it when we would hang out as a group but would dread the moment I was left alone with either of them, not because I dislike them but because I never had anything to say and never really wanted to have a conversation. Nothing to speak about occurred to me. I would try to ask a few questions here and there but it wouldn’t be successful and I very rarely find that the other person actually tries to have a conversation, it always felt like I was the one who had to do it.
People would be uncomfortable being left alone with me, I could clearly tell. I only had one person I could really call somewhat of a close friend but I remember he would just walk away and talk to somebody else if I was quiet for a while, even saying “I’ll go to him, he can change the topic (bring something to talk about)”. He would however, often ask me to chat online on facebook but I again was often reluctant to do so. Chatting did seem to work much better though, and I have had long chats with this person. Eventually, this friendship ended.
Years later, I still feel the same when around people. I can enjoy saying a few words to them here and there but the moment we are left alone for a prolonged period of time, I find I don’t know what to do with them and also don’t really enjoy myself. And the more time I spend with this stranger that I just met, could be bumping into him once or so everyday, the more I find I want to escape. I feel like I get nothing out of the relationship. Almost everything I had to say was said probably on the first encounter, so there is less and less to say with each encounter. I just don’t feel comfortable and know what to do with myself. I try to talk but it’s next to impossible when deep down I just want to be quiet and preferably left alone. If I’m quiet for too long then the other person becomes uncomfortable. Friendships seem to also carry with them a burden: I have to spend time with the person, chat, etc and it all just reminds me of the friendship that ended - it just didn’t work out for me, I felt like I’d rather be free than have to deal with being there for a friend. Maybe I’m very emotionally underdeveloped, I don’t know. I only seem to care about my family members yet with them I also struggle (but to a much lesser extent). I’m rambling, I know.
Note: This post is about discovering myself, I know some may think that I can just work on myself to do better socially and while I 100 % agree, it doesn’t help me understand why I feel this way and a big majority of introverts don’t.
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2022.01.20 10:59 AlexBudarin Manchin, Sinema join GOP to sink filibuster change for voting bill
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2022.01.20 10:59 majorchanger CPA exam order
I'm currently in my last semester of school (undergrad) and want to start studying and take one part of the CPA exam before I graduate (I meet the requirements in the state I'm sitting in). My classes are currently auditing, taxation on businesses and entities, accounting IS, and electives unrelated to accounting. Should I start with an exam that I am currently learning in school? At first I thought about starting with BEC, but then I looked things up and people were saying that BEC is typically best to do last since it's it own thing and you can use the knowledge learned in the other sections to help with BEC. I could really use some help!
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2022.01.20 10:59 SantiFromTitan How to choose a Bitcoin mining pool
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2022.01.20 10:59 v4ichad to the mods
Hey, As this sub is related to CBSE but nowadays whenever I open it i see memes, and almost all the time I open it there are memes only and because of that some meaningful posts are left ignored and as this sub is related to cbse why are there so many memes, I may sound like some nerd who is a. topper but trust me I am an average backbencher that is why i come in this subreddit for help/taking advice for memes I can go to indiandankmemes or any other sub but here i come for being productive, 1/2 memes are fine but nowadays everyone is posting memes here, will you do anything about it or will it be like this only?
sorry to anyone who loves memes but you can watch that on any other sub let this be for study related things or ranting about cbse?
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2022.01.20 10:59 AutoNewspaperAdmin [World] - EU orders Poland to pay 70 million euros in spat over judges | ABC
2022.01.20 10:59 genadyarkhipau December Sunset, oil on canvas
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