2022.01.23 18:31 messyexpectations I feel like I'm missing a big part of the human condition
Title sums up how I'm feeling. I can't really empathize with other people and lack motivations and feeling most of the time. I'm probably depressed but I can't get help. I'm just stuck in limbo. I've suffered in the past and have intelligently thought about suicide but decided not to. I don't want my friends and family to feel guilty. I want to want something just to feel human but I can't seem to care about anything. School is the only thing that adds structure to my life.
I feel like I'm only disguised as a human. Sorry if that makes me sound pretentious or edgy.
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2022.01.23 18:31 HairlessApe New COVID variant 'Happicron' deadliest to old sourpusses and mediocre comedians
2022.01.23 18:31 bbud613 Ottawa traffic circle learning!
2022.01.23 18:31 iixtp_Bills Trading/selling angel set (wings & halo)
2022.01.23 18:31 invisiblecth Please help! 😭
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2022.01.23 18:31 throw4way4today Best card packs for dismantling?
Hey ya'll! So I'm about to hit the 9999 gem cap, has anyone figured out the best secret packs to purchase then dismantle for SUR material? I know the different packs have different sets of cards, not sure if the USR percentages are better in some than others. Any tips?
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2022.01.23 18:31 Ok-Lie-456 Simran lied about her real life on her personal socials too...why?
In the later episodes it's briefly mentioned that Simran was known among school friends to be posting on her personal accounts lies about her life. Trips/vacations that weren't real, photos she claimed to be hers that were stolen off Google, etc. It was also known that she was making multiple fake accounts and then would go onto her real personal posts and bump up the likes and positive comments with them. And honestly I don't think that's anything too far out there, especially as a teenager. You constantly hear about wannabe celebrities hiring companies just for that exact purpose.
What I'm curious about is what the motivation behind the original scamming could have been and how/why it could have evolved into what it did 10 years later. Why do you think she was cat-fishing JJ when she was 16? Why do you think she felt the need to lie to everyone about her daily life and fake likes/comments? Low self esteem, boredom, feeling trapped by her patriarchal society? How could doing all this during so many formative years have affected her brain development? Is it possible living a fake life became the only way she knew how to cope with negative emotions in her real life? She mentioned being in a "dark place" in her apology so I wonder if maybe all of this stemmed from a maladaptive coping mechanism for depression that she developed when she was 16? I have SO many questions and I really wish they would have spent a section of the time with all the different experts talking about what could have led her to start lying when she was 16 in the first place.
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2022.01.23 18:31 choisauce1697 Back Up Camera Unusable at Night?
I am absolutely loving my new to me 2020 ZR2, except for one thing. My back up camera seems to be unusable at night, specifically when backing in to my unlit driveway. I have to ride the brakes to be able to barely see. I even have replaced the back up lights with LEDs and it still is horrible. Anyone have this issue or have a solution?
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2022.01.23 18:31 Deacan1129 [LFA] Grey the Echo Knight Zariel Tiefling
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2022.01.23 18:31 elen_dan Me & my pistachio shell scenery with 8 mm crochet bunny 🤗
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2022.01.23 18:31 HiccupPeacock What is masking to you?
To me, here’s what I do when I’m 100% masking:
-I force prolonged eye contact;
-I fake certain vocal inflation;
-I exaggerate or hide my emotions;
-I use scripts to socialize especially for small talk and I force myself to talk more;
-I talk about what I think people want to talk about and not what I want to talk about;
-I adjust the way I talk to the person I’m talking to;
-I concentrate on the way I explain things to make sure they understand me and it’s coherent;
-I fake NT body language when I talk;
-I fix my posture;
-I force myself to act normal when I’m in sensory overload;
-When I don’t understand a social situation, I try to hide it by laughing or giving a short answer;
-Sometimes, I even dress a certain way to feel like I look more like others around me.
What about you?
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2022.01.23 18:31 iCryptToo JBL Quantum One for $80!? What am I missing here?
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2022.01.23 18:31 TubsGaming Gamers, I need your help. My first worlds are trapped! My iPod from 2011 is missing a few pins and I recently found that not all hope is lost bc a beefy old car charger brought it back to life with slight pressure. Is there any modern way I can upload my worlds w/o computer?
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2022.01.23 18:31 gxsoz How to Make Dark Drill Beats | Silent Cook Up
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2022.01.23 18:31 PxnkLemxnade Room renting
How much is a good price to rent a room out for in Hampton Virginia? I want to set a price which will include 1 all utilities, 2 washer dryer, 3 room furnished with bed and desk, 4 shared renovated bathroom, 5 unlimited toilet paper, toothpaste, dish soap, paper towels, and laundry detergent for renters use, 6 large privacy fenced backyard, 7 garage for additional storage, 8 already furnished living room
I was thinking $800 a month no deposit, but people on Reddit have told me that’s way too high
I’ve considered the costs of increased utilities. Also since I won’t require a deposit, if any damages occur it will be money coming out of my pocket to fix. Plus, rental prices have increased in the area and housing/ apartments are harder to get into. Looking for some advice here.
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2022.01.23 18:31 No_Coffee_1002 I need someone else's opinion on this
I recently decided to get a knife. I originally bought a paracord knife for 150, then wasn't satisfied with it so sold it, and now I can't decide on what I want. My budget would be around 180, and I don't know whether a knife's finish or animation is more important. If possible, I like the M9 Bayonet a lot and would be great if there was one for that price. Thanks
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2022.01.23 18:31 ryman9000 X95 question
Hi all, so far I'm loving my new X95 in 300 black out but I've ran into a hiccup that I find awkward. I've shot at the range 2 times now and sent ~150 rounds through it. The hiccup is when I put in a fresh magazine, and chamber a round, the trigger just clicks. I find I have to pull the charging handle back and hold it and pull the black piece behind the magazine down and then put the mag in and press that little switch for it to fire. I find this very awkward to do as I have to set the gun down since I can't do it while holding the gun. Is this normal or am I doing something wrong? After doing that, when the mag is empty, that switch stays down so when I toss a new mag in I press it and it's ready to go. Any info would be great! Thanks!
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2022.01.23 18:31 prawnbiryani #unsplashcats #cute #adorable #kittens #cats #followformore
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2022.01.23 18:31 cornfedhusker4 I don’t play ranked matches and I’m still getting banned.
As the title states I do not play in the ranked arena. Servers do however boot me out of matches once on awhile or because my Internet is unstable at times. So is it fair to say that I’m getting penalized for things that are out of my control?
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2022.01.23 18:31 UdemyCouponsMe 100%OFF | HTML & CSS For Beginners
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2022.01.23 18:31 Terrible-Minimum-931 Any good batman YouTube channels?
2022.01.23 18:31 JetJaguarYouthClub Hide your redwoods! Hide your tree houses! Hide your bad wigs! Bark beetle larva can do gymnastics!
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2022.01.23 18:31 ChildrenOfTheWoods Ga Square (pt 1)
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