no one seems to understand me..

2022.01.27 02:02 natslat no one seems to understand me..

you might think that you know me but you don’t. you have created a version of me in your head that you believe is me, but it’s actually not. who do you think i am? damn i don’t even know.. i question who i am constantly. i lose myself and go manic. i question my decisions. i think back to past actions. i feel that no one cares. i give up. i feel trapped in my own body, almost as i was going to kill myself from within. almost as if my sadness is turning to anger. sometimes i feel nothing or don’t know “what” to feel. i can’t define every detail about the way i feel, almost as if i’m having a conversation with myself in my head sometimes. other times it feels blank, as if i’m in a room surrounded by absolutely nothing. i feel trapped within my own thoughts. it’s physically painful almost as if a weight is being held over my chest not allowing me to breath. i can’t even think straight i have too many things racing through my mind i can’t keep up. i just want to sleep, i want to be able to enjoy my life without a constant pressure over my chest 24/7. it’s not healthy, it’s bringing me into this hole again and i don’t like it. im scared. nothing feels okay. i feel trapped within my own body. i wish people around me could listen to everything i had to say including the ones closest to me. something always holds me back from putting my voice up forth, maybe i’m shy but then there’s time where i feel that i can say anything in the fucking world and not give a single fuck. why? why does it have to be one or the other why can’t i jus be sociable all the time and not feel uncomfortable. man i wish i fucking knew and understood. i’ve just always been an observer or choose to close myself out. i don’t have a problem being alone, i find that i entertain myself more when i’m alone. idk why i’ve just always had myself. i didn’t have a lot of friends growing up, nobody liked the stuff i did. i was always different than others. This is how it works in my head: I never know which version of myself I am when I have to socialize. I always feel terrible afterwards and scrutinize what I said or did. I feel mentally discombobulated. When I am alone, there's no stress. I like myself more as I am in my own comfort. Shout out to the "Crippling fear of and constant feeling that you're bothering other people just by existing so you have to bottle up 90% of your personality which then feels incredibly exhausting so despite sometimes enjoying people you spend way more time alone than you should" gang! people don’t know the actual me, I wish they did and I wish I could put myself out there but for some reason something always holds me back. it makes me angry. People who don’t get it always wonder what introverted people “do” that make them enjoy solitude. Nothing. It’s not about what you do when you’re alone, it’s about how being alone makes you feel. For me anyway, I am in a constant state of calm and peace. I don’t have to think about anyone else or think about what I should say. I am just me. In the present moment. Calm and self aware and happy. If only people understood this instead of taking one’s distance so personal. everyone grows up a different way, you come into someone’s life not realizing they have a certain way of doing things. why should i have to change for them?
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2022.01.27 02:02 oevansvn Cyberclassic.io NFTs and metaverse Gaming Utility! Presale_on_29th_Jan 1500%_APY

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Blockchain games that offer cinematic quality effects NFTs for a multi styled game. Cyberclassic is an example in itself through providing a blockchain game that is both, fun and rewarding Our primary goal is to create a product that is simple, open, dependable, and modern. And it is now possible thanks to blockchain technology, which makes 8 gameplay as clean as possible and eliminates the possibility of illegal influence on game results.
The standard paradigm of most NFT games had become uninteresting and un-utilitarian from the beginning. Purchase a digital asset, own it, and hope that its value increases. Some games allow you to purchase NFTs and then use them in a game. While this was a significant improvement, we felt there was still more to the experience. There had to be a way to create an emotional bond between the players and their collections. We weren’t the only ones to notice the gap and the subsequent opportunity it presented, but we wanted to provide the most unique and original solution: an emotive experience that was consistently intriguing and rewarding throughout the entire process, from discovery to completion. In Cyberclassic you will battle other players or the automatic gamer in the game to fight against the other player. All Cyberclassic cyborgs are algorithmically generated NFT characters that are minted and stored in your wallet. When you manage to collect two members of the same family, you can fuse them together, which burns the existing tokens to create a more powerful character or a subsequent character of the next level.
The platform also does not bombard its users with excess GAS fees for each minor addition to their collection. The gas fee and other transaction fees on the platform are kept lower and transactions are kept faster, in order to let users focus on their sole agenda on the platform, Explore, Collect, Battle and Earn. In addition to that, Cyberclassic enables users to trade NFTs on its web platform. It acts as a marketplace as well where users will be able to find Cyberclassic NFTs. In VIP modes premium users will find NFTs of same family members easily comparable to regular users.
VIP Membership VIP 1 membershipPossession of a VIP 1 NFT in your inventory brings you the benefit of access to all white listings for future Cyberclassic collection drops.VIP 2 membershipHaving a VIP 2 NFT in your inventory benefits you through providing access to al white listings for future Cyberclassic collection drops. The Silver membership: Each week there will be a giveaway among VIP 2 membership holders. The winner of the giveaway will be choosed through random probability. The prize will be a predetermined number of NFT minting. Each week the event will alter and reset an altogether new rules for the weekly giveaway.VIP 3 membershipHaving a VIP 3 NFT in your inventory benefits you through providing access to al white listings for future Cyberclassic collection drops.
Game overview
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The Cyberclassic game is designed in relevance to the future of technology where all things will be robotics. In the game, players travel to the future in an advanced city where everything is based on robotics. Humans are two no longer all flesh and bones, rather they have advanced their features through mechanical prosthetics and robotics. In the game, players will compete with each other or against the computer depending on their gaming modes to earn $CLASS as rewards and enhance their portfolios.
How do I play? Cyberclassic is a fiction based RPG + NFT collectible game. The game is a hybrid of the aforementioned gaming models. The game most likely revolves around cyborg Cyberclassic NFTs that compete with each other and are traded and collected. 19 The Cyberclassic game has two playing modes, player versus environment (PVE) and player versus player (PVP). Players will be able to play in either mode. Upgrading in The game is incentivized, so players in each playing mode will be incentivized to outperform themselves. Initially, the game revolves around 1000 basic cyborgs with 80% common characteristics and 10% family centric characteristics that distinguish them from one another. Furthermore, each Cyberclassic cyborg has some enhanced combat abilities that give them an advantage over their competitors. The game allows various cyborgs to compete, allowing for a detailed comparison of each cyborg’s strengths and weaknesses. The winner of the two competing cyborgs is determined based on these characteristics and a calculated probability of survival against the competitor.
Leveling up in the game Playing Cyberclassic is simple; however, leveling up in the game is not as simple as the game itself. There are two ways for players to advance in the game. First and foremost, by amassing NFTs. As previously stated, each cyborg family has seven members. Anyone who collects five of the seven members will be able to advance to level 2. The family members are identified based on their visual similarity or by the unique code on each NFT. Second, users can upgrade their NFT to a level 2 or pro level NFT by competing against other NFTs in a battle. The Cyberclassic who outwits the other will be promoted to the next level. Furthermore, each level in the game has its own set of benefits that encourage players to perform well. One obvious benefit of incentivizing player performance is that it increases player engagement and interest in the game. Players are incentivized by associating perks with their level, such as access to a variety of NFTS, premium bundles, and rare traits. The perks associated with each level are mentioned in the section of memberships.
Additional Games
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We designed the protocol from the start to be able to host multiple game types. RPG and Battle Arena, a 2D Auto Battler similar to DOTA Auto Chess or Teamfight Tactics, will be our first major release. The auto battler is currently under development. Additional games have already been workshopped, with some having their own detailed Game Design Documents. Expansions will be voted on by the DAO, and we are looking forward to seeing how that plays out.
Mini Games and collaborations There are still many months until full release and during that wait we would love to give players a taste of the world. As such, we plan on collaborating with other developers to create cool ways of bringing the Cyberclassic world to life.

Game and backend technology Game engine Cyberclassic was created using Unreal Engine 4.26. The battles take place in a simulation written entirely in C++ that executes game instances in less than a few milliseconds. This is then connected to the Unreal Engine and visualized. The simulation is deterministic, which means that the server can save very small input values and replay any match. Cyberclassic will be able to easily archive every battle that has ever been fought.
Cinematic mode A cinematic mode (the one shown in the game trailer) allows individuals with less powerful computers to render out matches in high quality. This is made achievable because of the deterministic nature of underlying simulation.
The level world Each level in Cyberclassic is painstakingly crafted by some of the world’s best digital artists. Due to the workflow that heavily relies on an extremely powerful render farm, which enables the game to preprocess much of the computational data so that the graphics load in game is lower, while still looking rich and detailed, proprietary technology is used to achieve a cinematic feel to the assets.
Backend Channels Our backend is hosted on Amazon Web Services, a world-class Infrastructure as a Service (IaaS) and Platform as a Service (PaaS) provider (AWS). Our core backend services are built with AWS Lambda using a serverless model. This allows us to provide virtually limitless scalability while still maintaining a cost-effective solution. DynamoDB is our primary persistence mechanism, and we use transactional features to provide an atomic, consistent, isolated, durable, and highly available solution. We use the entire suite of AWS monitoring and security services, including CloudWatch, GuardDuty, Inspector, Detective, and Security Hub.
Payment channels Cyberclassic is built on and backed by the binance smart chain. It supports all wallets that are supported by its parent blockchain. binance smart chain supports Metamask. The individuals that chose to play Cyberclassic must already possess a metamask wallet prior hand. Once the user possesses a metamask wallet, he/she will have to convert their digital currency in $CLASS, which is the native currency on Cyberclassic platform. All transactions on this platform are made in $CLASS.
Moreover, rewards are also made in $CLASS and the liquidity mining program also accepts only the native currency of the platform for liquidity pools. Some parts of the Cyberclassic world in the game can be paid for through relevant NFTs that are required. A payment of this sort will also be applicable in some cases, as and when required.
Vision and Mission Our mission and vision is to revolutionize blockchain gaming while keeping the true essence of card games alive. Cyberclassic game is inspired by our childhood favorite pokemon cards. It is an attempt to bring new gaming technologies in our old games to strike the right balance of innovation and nostalgia. We aim to transform Cyberclassic into a metaverse ecosystem. This platform is not limited to NFT and tokens. We aim to provide entertainment and a fun way to learn and earn in crypto space. Cyberclassic is the future of NFTs.
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