2022.01.22 15:35 tifferrific2day The reality of the show ending is finally starting to hit me and I am legit grieving!
I had a dream last night of the actors and crew packing up and parading away from the filming location. I woke up in tears which was surprising for me because it's "just a show," right? But as I reflected over my journey with it, it means so much more to me, as I imagine it does for many others in lots of different ways.
Science fiction is my absolute favorite genre, but zombies is not something I particularly gravitate towards. So when TWD came across my screen, I half-heartedly gave it a chance, probably because nothing else was on. I remember the first scene I ever saw: when the ladies were down by the lake washing clothes, defending Carol from abusive Ed. I was at a nice hotel with my loving husband on an anniversary enjoying TV as we did not have cable at home. It resonated with me enough to remember the moment but I did not start watching it again until many years later when shows could be purchased and viewed online. I cannot recall how I found it again, but after watching the very first episode in its entirety, I was instantly hooked by the characters trying to navigate a scary and unrecognizable world.
TWD came at a time for me when I was experiencing postpartum depression, which manifested into other severe mental illnesses. I, too, was in survival mode, literally fighting for my life in a new landscape of learning how to care for my first child, becoming jobless, experiencing significant marital stress, wrestling internal monsters, and fearing for my future. To say the least, there were many life parallels.
I consider myself a loyal, yet humble fan. I have never cosplayed, gone to conventions, bought tons of merchandise, met the actors, visited the filming location, or done any of the stuff "super fans" do. I has no money for that! But I have celebrated the show in my own way by watching behind the scenes content and episode review videos, throwing a season premier viewing party, owning a Christmas ornament with the show's logo, reading the source comics, purchasing the calendars, and following this reddit group. I even unwittingly turned my daughter temporary into a zombies fan. Though she has never seen the show because it is not age appropriate, she still once asked to dress up as a scary zombie for Halloween and she looked and played the part perfectly. She also got pretty good at winning the TWD archery game we found at a large family arcade we frequent. She clearly saw how much I loved the show (though obviously not understanding why) and she wanted to love it as well. Even my husband, who hates gore, learned to appreciate what I did about it.
Interestingly, I haven't been able to watch the recent trailers for the series finale. And I lost interest in the spinoffs last year. Clearly, my heart is not quiet ready for closure and I am totally in denial/avoidant mode because I don't want it to end, but at the same time, I am also slowly pulling away. Especially, now that I am not as sick as I was before and have come out of the horrors I experienced, I think it is natural and fitting to say goodbye and let the show go. Like we have a choice!
I will tremendously miss the incredible acting, story telling, artistry, and all the care that went into crafting such a masterpiece. I will also forever treasure the joy and healing it gave me when I needed it the most.
RIP TWD! Thank you for the ride. Your impact far exceeded entertainment.
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2022.01.22 15:35 Plouffea Tried printing a third time, on MONO SE, and the same thing happened. Follow-up from a previous thread.
| Howdy! To start, thanks everyone that tried to help me, really appreciated.|
This is a follow up of this thread: https://www.reddit.com/AnycubicPhoton/comments/s9kjoo/really_not_sure_what_i_am_doing_wrong_can_someone/
Unfortunately, third time is not a charm. It still didn't work.
Thanks for the help all, I'm hoping I can make it work sometime!
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2022.01.22 15:35 haru1987 What could cause tightness in a neo vagina years after srs?
My srs was in early 2020 whil there were some starting difficulties wich required an additional surgery, my dilation routin was unpleasant but I kept up and at the end of 2020 I was using the the max size dilator over the course of 2021 I reduced the times I dilate to 1-2 times a week.
But in the last 3 weeks I noticed that my neovagina became a lot thighter, to the point that I can not insert the max size dilator anymore. Even with my finger I can feel how thight it has become.
Does anyone have an idea what the cause could be, and what could help?
Ps: my next doctors appointment is in 3 weeks due to holliday so I can not ask my gynecologist for advice till then.
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2022.01.22 15:35 throwranmf Told my (29F) husband (30M) I wanted a divorce or counselling and he laughed in my face and told me I would stay married to him as long as he wanted me to.
We’ve been together for 8 years, married for 5.
Before we got married, I had dreams and goals I wanted to achieve, and my husband was incredibly supportive. He actively helped me work towards them and got me opportunities I wouldn’t have had without him. Now… he doesn’t seem to care about what I want. I feel forced into a box labelled “wife” and like my sole purpose is to make him look good and to support him in everything he wants and does.
I’ve tried talking to him multiple times but I’m someone who hates conflict and I have an especially hard time standing up to him so the conversations never go anywhere. I’ve been looking into marriage counselling and I feel like it could help us.
The first few times I asked my husband to go to counselling with me all he said was “no”. Eventually his patience ran out and he told me to stop bringing it up.
I decided I didn’t want to live the rest of my life like this so I told him that either we went to marriage counselling or we got a divorce. He laughed in my face and told me I would stay married to him as long as he wanted me to. I told him he couldn’t force me to stay married to him and he replied that he could and if I didn’t realise that by now I didn’t know him very well at all.
I’ve been avoiding him now since I’m angry at him but obviously I cannot do this forever and I doubt he will let me.
How can I convince him to go to counselling? I don’t really want to divorce him since I do think he and his family will make it very difficult on me if he is serious about not wanting one, which is terrifying and something I would prefer to avoid.
TL;DR – Gave my husband an ultimatum on divorce or counselling and he laughed in my face and told me I would stay married to him as long as he wanted me to.
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