2022.01.17 04:22 motoboly HAHA im the best. yup. no doubt yup
hello yes. i have hard time a of lot times. you know, i spend a lot of time being a bad person by my definition but by other's it's not so simple. i wish it was. it would make a lot more sense if it was.
i feel like im suffocating under the comfort of myself if that makes any sense. I'm ready to give it away by the worst possible definition and that scares me and makes me feel numb. I don't know how to explain it better.
yeah. I'm selfish. but idk i think that's okay. I'm supposed to love myself. so i do. I'm supposed to be happy, so i try. I've learned trying isn't right. the more you try the harder it gets i suppose. I'm not some simp loser in love either anymore. i used to be drop dead personality stuck in one-itis but that's worn out. i feel it sometimes but I don't want to hang myself up anymore.
i want to feel real discipline and a motivation to do so. I think alot of redditors are losers by my standards, to be honest. and that's true. tell me something i haven't heard a million times somewhere else.
Look man, yes, it gets better. I know. i just find myself at the end realizing I don't even care. I'm just so bored all day everyday. what's the point of anything when nothing brings enjoyment. you don't have to talk me off a cliff. sorry to disappoint. I'm just so unsatisfied with it all, it makes it unbearable. my expectations are so low as well but it's just not even worth it.
whatever. tease me. help me. ignore me. i don't care. I'll feel the same way i feel a week after i few better again and that hurts. just to slowly default into a state of mind thanks to the numbness i feel in everyday life.
faux confidence helps. i do that. it even feels real now. not that it helps much. it's whatever.
i have no real way to end this post so i guess I'll just
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2022.01.17 04:22 oven-toasted-owl Meow irl
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2022.01.17 04:22 shpongletron00 Can we start a professor appreciation thread?
As the title implies, is anyone interested in sharing their experience taking a course with a professor that inspired you to think in whole new ways, broaden your perspectives or helped you in achieving your careeacademic goals? Not trying to take away anything from ratemyprofessor kind of reviews but showing a genuine appreciation for those people who are seldomly thanked for their efforts can mean a lot.
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2022.01.17 04:22 666dnuoHlleHehTanooL She's just so cute & floofy
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2022.01.17 04:22 hauzan2112 Liquid cat coming out of counter
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2022.01.17 04:22 anon9531 Coinmetro referral link
2022.01.17 04:22 aimeenolte I just came to ask 1 question. My husband has been doing this – not shampooing his hair for over a year now. I don’t ever complain about it, but here’s the thing – I just don’t want to touch his hair anymore. It’s long and nice and I wish I wanted to touch it but I don’t. Any advice? It’s greasy!
2022.01.17 04:22 MistaSixSided 10 minutes left to place your bids! Algo Arcades #7 TINYMAN (1 of 1) (Link in comments)
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2022.01.17 04:22 gansm Hypertext '87 (1987)
2022.01.17 04:22 Steve_ThetaCorp_3DVR 30 mins like this ..... no progress yet
2022.01.17 04:22 Sd_09 Should I enforce the doctor for biopsy or it’s fine.
2022.01.17 04:22 lithraviel Redditors who were clinically dead and were brought back, describe your experience?
2022.01.17 04:22 Sep7-KeyFan Daily Key #315
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2022.01.17 04:22 TZHElvis am I in a dream???
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2022.01.17 04:22 testertucci 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
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2022.01.17 04:22 Rigpai-Rangshar textz.com
Hey ah, what the heck is all this textz.com business? they seem to have nothing better to do than hijack aaaarg? so they keep doing it? repeatedly???
the texts they have posted are admittedly cool, but still... a pest!
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2022.01.17 04:22 tastoodent Does anyone know when the student evaluation reports for FALL 2021 will be released?
2022.01.17 04:22 Thecomplianceexpert For the new business founders out there, have your customers requested to see a SOC 2 prior to doing business with you?
For context purposes (not promotional purposes), I work for a company called Scytale which focuses on SOC 2 and I would be interested to know if there is a requirement from your customers end to see a SOC 2 certificate before doing business with you.
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2022.01.17 04:22 DennerSlabz How to detox from dopamine?
2022.01.17 04:22 Littletimmyom Only 560 kills in my 3rd whitetail grind and I see this guy. Took him with the Bow and I’m very proud!
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2022.01.17 04:22 IveB33nThinking Local Website Dev / Agency
I need a new website built. Has anyone got someone to recommend? I’d prefer to work with someone locally. Freelancer or a bigger agency totally fine. Even someone on Fivver if you’ve had a good experience
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2022.01.17 04:22 crytoloover Floki Inu Price Today (Harga Floki Inu Hari Ini) 17-12-2021
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2022.01.17 04:22 tedricc I got a bad bag😕 hopefully the next side of the bag will be better
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2022.01.17 04:22 Live-Scar6163 The World’s First Decentralized Bond Market Has Arrived - The Coin Weekly
2022.01.17 04:22 Reign823 In love with my friend who has a girlfriend, to tell or not to tell?
For background we’ve known each since we were 11, I’m now 23f he’s 22m. We’ve been in the same friend group of five ever since then. We’ve made out twice in the past and had tons of flirtatious and sweet moments. We go on group trips together where things usually reach peak flirting capacity lol.
Basically I realized my feelings for him a few months before he got into his current relationship. We’re going on another group trip soon where it will be just the group together. He has flirted with me while he’s been in his relationship.
I’m extremely nervous for this group trip. I don’t want him to flirt with me because it’s wrong and it gives me false hope. I want to admit my feelings to him so badly, even if he doesn’t feel the same. I just want him to be happy and it would be nice to have some closure as well. This is his first relationship and his sister and close friends say he’s most likely going to marry her soon. There is a very high chance of that as I know he’s wanted to have children young. My issue is I feel like it’s wrong to admit my feelings for him while he’s in a relationship. But at the same time I’m scared that I wont ever have a chance to. I’m scared that I’ll have to hold this in and wonder what if.
What do you guys think is the right option or what would you do in my shoes? Should I risk it and tell him or keep it to myself until he’s single (which might not happen)? Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thank you so much!
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