I need guidance with a very powerful dream. I feel like there’s details whose significance I’m missing

2022.01.25 04:09 Listless_Mistress I need guidance with a very powerful dream. I feel like there’s details whose significance I’m missing

The dream was this (short backstory for context after):
I was in a place with different floors, there were floors beneath me. I was entertaining a man, completely unknown to me in dream or waking life. I saw my ex boyfriend enter the room im in thru a door and proceed downward, he had a sour look on his face like he disapproved. I immediately left after him and carefully descended some floors with a cloth around a pole thinking, “if I fall I’ll die”. I slid down softly to a platform and looked right and he was again entering the room I just got into (it was steamy/misty behind him like he’d just left a shower) and he was smiling so big. We embraced and I noticed his right arm was amputated just below the elbow (it looked healed like it happened a while ago) and he had tattoos on that part of his arm that he hadn’t had when I knew him. I kissed his neck three times lovingly on his left and then his right and when I looked in his eyes he seemed a little shaken and he said “I want to come stay with you now” and we smiled and we’re walking together ahead holding hands (his left in my right like we had always done while together). And it seemed like happily ever after until he stopped us short and looked back and said “wait, there’s still something missing…”
And the dream ended.
Short backstory: He died by suicide in 2020. We were absolutely in love and dated from 18-24 (drugs pulled us apart and we both were long years sober with lives of our own and still friends when he died) and we had always been inexplicably connected on a level that’s different from what people use and exhibit normally. I cried when he attempted suicide before I knew of it and years later I knew before I got the call from his wife that he’d completed it. Since he died I’ve been trying so hard to reach him and I haven’t really been able to nor has he been in my dreams. And now this. The dialogue and emotion and sensation felt new like it was happening right then.
I’m not sure what to make of it. Can anyone decipher some deeper meaning from all of this? I’m open to everything, help me understand
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2022.01.25 04:09 xogardens why move data directory

After a terrible experience with a turnkey container of nextcloud I decided to create an ubuntu server vm and configure everything myself. I was about to rsync my files over and notice in the container I had data in /vawww/nextcloud-data/files. Where as in my new ubuntu vm its in /vawww/nextcloud/$username/files.
Is there any reason to move the data directory out of the main nextcloud dir? So it will end up being /vawww/nextcloud and /vawww/nextcloud-data
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2022.01.25 04:09 pewpeupew Is anybody still experiencing instability and crashes on PS5 at 120Hz?

WZ was crashing often for me, then I turned off 120Hz and HDR as per the official recommendation. Soon after they released a patch that had some stability and bug fixes. Since then I haven't experienced many issues on 60hz, hdr off.
Was wondering if anybody is still experiencing crashes at 120hz and/or HDR ON on PS5? Thanks a lot
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2022.01.25 04:09 highwaystar85 Highway Code rule changes and the driving test

From a driving test perspective, I think the things that matter most are ‘giving way to pedestrians waiting to cross at junctions’ and the ‘Dutch reach’ to open the door. I don’t think anyone would cut across a cyclist to enter a junction on a driving test even without the new rule changes.
The bit where there isn’t a clarity is what is considered as a junction where a pedestrian needs to be given priority if they’re waiting to cross? From the images published, if you’re turning into a side road we wait for them to cross. But what about junctions with traffic lights? Are roundabouts treated as junctions as well where we have to wait for pedestrians to cross before entering and exiting? And what if you’re already waiting to emerge at a ‘give way’ line and then a pedestrian approaches and waits to cross? And what will that situation be on busy high streets where there’s a constant stream of pedestrians? The situation gets even more complicated if you’re doing a crossroad where you emerge from a minor road cross a major road into another minor road straight ahead or at a staggered junction, you’ll have to time for a safe gap where there are no pedestrians approaching to cross on the entry and exit minor roads and no vehicles approaching on the major road from either side. I believe a lot more complications would surface when people actually start to drive.
For people taking the test in the immediate vicinity of 29th Jan when this rule is expected to come into force, what I understand, mostly from videos on YouTube uploaded by a few instructors, is that there’s no clarity on this yet and about how the examiners have to enforce the rules on the test. So your best bet may be to ask your examiner if the new rules will be followed in the test and hope that the examiner is helpful enough to give you a clear answer?
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Anyone’s sound broken recently? Everything sounds underwater and sometimes I can’t even hear my sword lunge. But other player’s splashes in water are super loud. I’m on xbox
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2022.01.25 04:09 Great_Progress3510 Ps5 sim league with bears open

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2022.01.25 04:09 NeptuneWalker plushie care advice? :(

my beloved boy milhouse (who you can find scrolling thru my posts in this group) is a bit worn out. the fabric on him has a dirty sort of grey over it, his white has toned down and it's especially noticeable on the orange bits. i washed and dryed him multiple times in a pillowcase but they never came out. is it wear on the fabric, or should i try a more rigorous method of cleaning?
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2022.01.25 04:09 RepresentativeNo3190 Anyone know what these red bumps could be? Not that itchy, doesn’t look or feel similar to when I get mosquito bites. Not painful. Have been around for 3 days and hasn’t changed in size or reduced swelling. Two on shoulder as well

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2022.01.25 04:09 KhaotikLOL Artwork??

Have the first few episodes done of our new podcast but trying to figure out best way to go about getting some decent artwork done that would really grab the listener!
What are some of the ways you guys went with your artwork and did you hire an artist?
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2022.01.25 04:09 TheSwedishTraveler Food Review Ep 172: Cheez Doodles Pecorino!

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2022.01.25 04:09 jobsinanywhere Shiba inu vs Baby doge coin | top meme coin price prediction | crypto coin buy/Sell

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2022.01.25 04:09 zaynh_20 Currently Watching S3E3

kendall roy just said “fuck the patriarchy” to the paps in S3E3 and i nearly turned the tv off. the second hand embarrassment was so intense lmao wtf
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2022.01.25 04:09 itemluminouswadison Industry News – Swatch Group 2021 Sales Bounce Back After Pandemic Hit

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2022.01.25 04:09 DangerousIdea9204 I've lost my best friend...my soulmate

Really I just want to talk. Typing is my way of releasing some pain. So anybody reading this can give comfort. My story begins when about 2 years ago I started my divorce process of a 16 year long loveless narcissist marriage. I finally found my strength and walked away. I tried dating. Of course after I focused on myself and healing. I couldn't connect with anyone. I knew I didn't want what I had before but I wanted more. Countless pointless dates... and wasted time. I started to feel like it was me. One night which I swore was my last night messing around on dating sites. I am messaged by someone. Honestly the profile wouldn't have been anything I responded to. However I responded (kind of mean because I could tell it was fake) normally I block and move on. He responded and the responses made sense. We started chatting. One thing after another everything was clicking. I still was on edge due to all the fails. I didn't expect much. We agree to meet after a week of talking and wow. It's amazing. I'll be honest it scared the crap out of me. That night I ended the date suddenly because it scared me. Again I was on edge. My walls were up. This was to good to be real. I figured he was going to ghost or something. But we kept talking we set up another date another then another. A few weeks go by and it's perfect. However things take a turn and while he had thought he was healed from his divorce things started popping up he wasn't aware of and really messed with him. He tells me he may not be ready and that he understands if I chose to walk away. I chose to stay. I stay with no pressure and complete patience with him. Months go by. We have another conversation that he still isn't ready and again I told him I am not rushing. I realize by this time I was falling for him but I didn't say anything. I don't want to pressure him. He's recovering from a narcissist ex wife. Which this all came to light about the time we had started first talking. Months go by. Things are great. Holidays go by. They are perfect. We have no titles and I was okay with that. I fall in love with his kids and his family. Suddenly he seems to get distant. I didn't pressure i gave him space. But a couple weeks go by and I can tell it's not getting better. So I decided it's time to tell him how I feel. Today, we sat down and he tells me he just can handle being friends. He can't handle more. I had to be honest and tell him. I can't just be friends. That I care for him to much and that it'd destroy me. I told him how couldn't just pretend. I could tell how hurt he was but explained it wasn't fair to me right now. I had to say good bye to my best friend and soul mate. It hurts so bad because how could something be so good but be wrong?? We had an amazing bond. Connection. Chemistry. But apparently the timing is all wrong. 8 months of me fighting in his corner and I had to let him free. I already know I won't found what I had with him. I am someone that connects with souls and I had never connected this way. Not to my ex of 16 years or my first ex of 7 years. He had opened up my soul to feel for the first time. He feels that he is too messed up but yet I see the beautiful soul he has. I'm so heart broken. And all people can say is this will pass. He wasn't meant to be. But deep down truly I know he was it....
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2022.01.25 04:09 Horror_Special_4394 Mail time

Anyone else get annoyed when she does that damn mail time bull crap?
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