I hate working out I hate my body

2022.01.18 20:07 SpookyBjorn I hate working out I hate my body

I'm a big fat fuck let's get that out of the way.
I work from home and my hobbies are art and gaming so I literally just never fucking leave the house, I sit all damn day.
I've been going to a gym 3 nights a week for about a month. I don't expect results right away, but I feel like I don't look even a little different. I've been working hard on eating better and I've cut a lot of junk out of my diet. But I know o could be stricter.
I hate working out its actual fuckung torture. I hate myself for not just having a coping mechanism that didn't make me fucking fat. I wish I ate better when I was young instead of having to relearn habits at the age of almost fucking 30
Because now I feel like my relationship is riding on it. If I don't lose weight will he want to actually touch me again? he's going to get bored and just cheat on me if I stay fat.
Which by the way, don't date a fat fuck if you're not willing to, you know, figure out sex with a fat fuck. I don't know what he was thinking dating the huge fat chick and then years later being like "haha sex is boring cause you're fat"
okay??? well sex is boring cause you never bother to touch my fucking cl*t half the time but I don't fucking talk to other guys because of it.
I already hate my disgusting body and it's not any easier knowing my disgusting body will either make or break my relationship.
I didn't think my self esteem could go any lower but I guess I was wrong. I'm the biggest fest fuck on the planet and at the same time I'm nothing. How can something be so fucking huge and hideous- and nothing at the same time.
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2022.01.18 20:07 Zarhouni I just booked an Airbnb in Budapest and the host is asking me to complete a form with my personal info on "live.roomsoft.hu". Is that normal?

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2022.01.18 20:07 Proof_Breakfast8174 What is the best link levelling stage now we have auto map?

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2022.01.18 20:07 GilsonTheQueenshamer Celebrated Lila’s 3rd Birthday yesterday with plenty of cuddles and of course cake 😁!!!

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2022.01.18 20:07 greenblue98 After DirecTV dropped the channel, OAN host asked viewers to dig up dirt on AT&T's board chairman

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2022.01.18 20:07 HDSage-X boruto and kawaki after the timeskip

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2022.01.18 20:07 RealTime_Showman I anyone else Rivals wins and loses not registering right now???

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2022.01.18 20:07 UnusualAmbassador A smile is the best makeup a girl can wear...taken on her birthday back in 1979.

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2022.01.18 20:07 throwawaybanana39 I had a meltdown at work when my COVID test came out negative.

On Friday, my boyfriend (whom I live with) tested positive for COVID-19 on his PCR test after testing negative on his rapids throughout the week. All weekend, I kept my school abreast of the situation and let them know I was, more than likely, going to also get it.
Yesterday, I came down with a slight fever and a terrible sore throat. Their response? "Come in anyway and get a rapid!"
So I did. I endangered all of the people on the train to get this rapid test and it came out negative. My supervisor was elated and said "Now you can work!"
I was absolutely OVERWHELMED and refused. I said there was no way I was not infected after sleeping in the same bed as someone who was horribly ill all weekend and that I wanted a confirmation PCR. They told me that the rapid was "good enough" but that I can go home just for today to make me "less anxious."
So I got a PCR but it'll take days for results. I have to go in tomorrow regardless.
I'm just so frustrated. So many articles seem to suggest that we don't know what the future will hold for people with COVID. Kids are getting DIABETES from it. But it's now just another cold.
Anyway. Rant over.
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2022.01.18 20:07 mcshorts81 Etoro withholding SGB from customers even though they have received them

Unfortunately I purchased XRP from Eroro several years ago (it was the quickest way back then, the price was increasing hourly). Anyway they told their customers they were supporting the airdrop and have received the tokens but are now saying they are keeping them in cold storage and we can't see of have access to them. To add to that they then decided not to support the EXFI airdrop and we couldn't move our SGB out of the platform as we don't have access to them. I am owed a lot of SGB and I have contacted them multiple times and its the exact same response we have no plans to release the coins and are keeping them in cold storage I really don't know what to do next I think there is anything I can do. Needless to say I now would never consider buying any crypto for Etoro
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2022.01.18 20:07 swedishkid1 Can anyone help me ID this old Merc?

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2022.01.18 20:07 Strip_Blonde what is a conspiracy theory?

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2022.01.18 20:07 choikog Club goin up on a Tuesday with a bottle of Chateau Lalande (Saint-Julien 2016).

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2022.01.18 20:07 ringers23q I will never understand how Vade can get heaps of YT views for PS content but we can only get a handful of full servers at a time. Also, thank you to Vade for teaching me so much about how to play this amazing game.

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2022.01.18 20:07 chriscdoa Which rpgs use all the poly dice?

Obviously dnd style games use all the dice, but mostly just for damage.
Most games use d6s or d10
Which rpgs use different dice for normal rolls?
I can think of Savage Worlds and COrtex, but that's it.
What else is there?
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2022.01.18 20:07 TeHolyWizard1 Classic Alex YIIK

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2022.01.18 20:07 PlenitudeOpulence Democratic Senate candidate Gary Chambers smokes marijuana in new ad highlighting disparity and reform

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2022.01.18 20:07 Helpful_Philosopher2 IQ system is fraud

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2022.01.18 20:07 CuriousResearcher506 My Defi Pet is available on Guarda wallet. You can store it along with 50+ coins and 400k tokens.

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2022.01.18 20:07 EmilyWilliamsxoxo Would you suck my toes?😋

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2022.01.18 20:07 Re_ta_RdEd I pay you 1 cent if you name 1

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2022.01.18 20:07 AlienShenanigans Ran out of trial, need to export a file

Hi there, I worked on a picture and totally forgot to check my trial version and I still wanna work on the picture, is there anyway to still export the picture while in finished trial.
I considered just registering a new account with a new email to basically "renew" my trial period and then work on it more or export it then to use in a free program.
Suggestions?
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2022.01.18 20:07 -en- @Reuters: UAE raid raises Yemen stakes, draws closer scrutiny of Iran allies https://t.co/aSzJ1eFYWT https://t.co/7m4r4zR3Uf

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2022.01.18 20:07 Remarkable-Cycle2025 FTTH (FTTP) in Detroit area.

Any idea if FTTH (FTTP) is available in Farmington. Asking for a friend.
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2022.01.18 20:07 savvycate Quitting my first tech job over a career change in Graphic Design?

I (23) really dislike devving. It's torture to me. It makes me really unmotivated, working as a junior dev on auto-pilot for two years. To the point that coding gives me panic attacks and screws over my body, and I might actually get fired soon because of technical inconsistencies. I'm really trying though, to the point that I wake up at 1am throughout the day just to fix some bugs and still not getting it. It's only bearable because my colleagues are there.
I'm considering quitting this year, switching to something that I think I can make a career out of, makes me confident, and I'm really good at: graphic design. I saw my old portfolio and I can still recreate some of them on a whim.
I didn't apply for graphic designer because I didn't have a good equipment to experiment with digital art (my computer specs really sucks). I only took the tech job for money.
Pandemic is one thing, but what I'm really worried about is "what if I'm not good enough at this job that I won't be able to afford mum's med bills?" I tried saving, but most of it goes to my mum's treatment. If I get sick and hospitalized it's basically game over to me.
I tried the 'git gud' method in coding, but it makes me overthink, that my stupid brain makes me think "you're so not gonna get this, buddy", and just decreases my morale on the long run.
Should I quit, or should I keep on going?
I need a reality slap. Anyone would do the honors? Thanks!
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