Still healing

2021.12.07 16:13 Phtev3nFeelsBad Still healing

How it ended with you leading me on was cruel and then being left to wonder was even worse.
You hurt me. You really did. You may have moved on right away, but that doesn’t mean I did too.
Why didn’t you tell me you were going to block me? Did you want to hurt me to try and even the odds? Well, you succeeded.
I bought new silverware and new slippers to try and relieve the daily reminders of you. I donated that mint green button up that you bought when we dressed each other for Halloween as well as the Pizza Planet shirt.
I have good days and I have bad. This past week has been hard though. But still I’m left with the thought of you, wanting to see how you’ve been and tell you how I’ve been.
I tried to date after we ended. I downloaded a dating app. I didn’t have much to go with though. I didn’t realize I had so few solo pictures of me because you were with me in many of them. After I started chatting with other girls I realized that I needed to fall in love when I was ready, not because I was feeling lonely.
I made some new friends and have been working on myself, undoubtedly I bet you’ve been doing the same and working to navigate this difficult world.
I still think it’s funny we had that same Cheryl Crow song stuck in our head on that day.
I don’t expect to hear from you ever again and that’s something that I have to accept. I told you I would never reach out to you again, thus my unsent letter. I will always remember you.
submitted by Phtev3nFeelsBad to UnsentLetters [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 Metalliquotes Is there an upper limit for dose size? Diminishing returns?

Another question I had, is there any info on the "max" dose? Like after a certain point is it like cannabis where you can only possibly get so high or experience so many effects at one time, no matter how much smoke passes through your lungs? Would eating 14g be the same at eating 28g or would 28g be the same as eating 40g? Thanks a lot and sorry again if this is a dumb question.
submitted by Metalliquotes to PsilocybinMushrooms [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 coljavskiyi ⚔️ Enter the Dragon Land Fantasy Metaverse ⚔️ Launching Now on BSC ⚓ Liquidity Lock ⏳ Low Marketcap!!

Dragon Land Metaverse (BSC)
⚔️Dragon Land is the first Fantasy Metaverse coming to BSC. Join us in building a fantasy world where people can buy land, characters, armor and other treasures and fight other players and NPCs in a P2E game. Building out a complete ecosystem, the DRAGONLAND token, launching on Pancakeswap, will be the governance token to pay for treasures and other goods in the Land of the Dragons.

⛓️Contract Address: 0x7FbBf28Af810d995319ee4B5eFF547857057A8a3

⚔️Create your character, build your kingdom and interact and team up with other players in the metaverse. Fight dragons, other creatures and other kingdoms to collect valuable armor and other treasures and expand your empire!
⚔️Check out our amazing website for more information, which includes a V1 whitepaper.
⚔️Professional audit paid for and will be available a couple days.
⚔️Marketing budget of 50k USD.
⚔️Trusted devs with experience in other BSC projects and a lot of connections.
⚔️Liquidity will be locked.
⚔️External AMA + Private Doxxing.

Don’t miss out on this one, it might be the next NetVRk.

⛓️Contract Address: 0x7FbBf28Af810d995319ee4B5eFF547857057A8a3

⚱️ Pancakeswap


✨ Website:

✨ Telegram:

✨ Twitter:
submitted by coljavskiyi to CryptocurrencyICO [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 NewsElfForEnterprise Electric vehicle maker adding more jobs, opening third Charlotte facility

submitted by NewsElfForEnterprise to News_Manufacture [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 alen-mohmed gacha kids

this child’s mind or intellect or any form of knowledge or purpose isn’t even a concept in the earth,universe,multiverse or any where that can be see or not be seen or everything you can imagine and through the whole place that is from anyone and everyone’s eyes and every tissue of this non minded child which has every tissue or ion of this child just dumbed down to the point of having no purpose or contribution to the human race or anyone’s evolution and well-being which can help anyone in anyway and only cause harm to the fabric of reality right as we speak while everyone’s IQ is declining as everyone’s eyes and caught on the event and they can’t get off because of their everlasting shock while they are caught on the event while this child imbecile disgusting existence is in this multiverse when they shouldn’t be while making people ask themselves the large,unanswered question which is “what is the meaning of life?” “why am I in this low point of life looking at this unbelievable scene of events?”as she harms everyone’s intellectual meaning and IQ
submitted by alen-mohmed to copypasta [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 VHilts1944 The Matrix: Path of Neo graphics comparison pt. 1 [PS2 vs PC]

Decided to make an extensive comparison of one of my favourite PS2 games against the PC port.
submitted by VHilts1944 to ps2 [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 dglvr83 Talk to me about flexeril

Now, I've taken this before when my back goes out.
My PCP prescribed this for me to use now before bed, small dosage.
I have been always very, very hesitant to take any kind of medicine because I fear becoming addicted (though I don't have a history of it), but something had to give with my uncorrected scoliosis back pain and sleeping at night.
I'm also starting physiotherapy tomorrow, I've done two rounds of physical therapy but it didn't seem to help.
Does anyone take flexeril for sleeping at night?
I'm going to try to stick to my "as needed" approach with it, I think.
submitted by dglvr83 to Fibromyalgia [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 Anxiety_Cookie Has anyone tried watercolor on Leuchtturm1917 120g notebook?

Don't know if this is the right place.. but has anyone tried the heavier Leuchtturm1917 120g notebook?
It looks very promising but I wonder if it can (somewhat) handle lighter washes of watercolor.
submitted by Anxiety_Cookie to notebooks [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 porngirls612 💋

💋 submitted by porngirls612 to porn69_girls [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 TaylorSwift_Karim Yardımlarınız için tesekkürler kizla bulustuk. Soru varsa aliyim. Otobusle 3 saat olan yolu arkadasin planörüyle 30 dkda gittik ona da selam olsun.

Yardımlarınız için tesekkürler kizla bulustuk. Soru varsa aliyim. Otobusle 3 saat olan yolu arkadasin planörüyle 30 dkda gittik ona da selam olsun. submitted by TaylorSwift_Karim to KGBTR [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 mermaidprincess44 Trying to build a relationship with my grandmother.

I don't know where to post this. I feel so ashamed to the point I can't talk about this with my friends. And I haven't brought this in therapy because I am not ready to go in deep. But right now I can't stop crying. Maybe I just need to vent to a bunch of strangers online, and maybe.. just maybe, find some support.
For reference: I am 27F and I still live with my parents (I am from Mexico, so this is pretty normal. I am planning to move out next year, but anyways that's not the point).
I always grew up thinking that my paternal grandfather was my biological grandpa. About 5-6 years ago, my cousins from my mothers side, I don't remember what we were talking about, but they were like: "Yeah, you know.. S is not your biological grandpa", and I was like what? How did they know that information, and I didn't? But something "clicked". When I asked my dad about it, he told me that my grandma fall in love with a man. They got married, and she got pregant. Little did she knew, he had another family. She decided to cut him off, move to another city and raise my dad by her own. (I admire her so fucking much). When my dad was 7, she met S, my "grandpa". He always treated my grandma and my dad very well. They all lived in a loving family. My dad told me he always considered S his dad, not his step-father.
Fast forward to a couple of years ago.. while I was growing up I always felt like S was looking at me in a weird way. I can't explain it, but it made me feel really uncomfortable. I always "blocked" those memories, because how could he looked at me that way, if we were all the perfect family? So when I found out he is not my biological step-dad, I told my parents about this, and that I didn't want to see him anymore. They asked me if something happened, and my response was: "I don't know". This all happened while I was in therapy with my former psychiatrist. I remember she said: "Whatever happened, it all makes sense" (Referring to all my psychiatric issues, lol)
Because they (my grandpa (S) and grandma (P) live together, that means I wouldn't see them anymore. My dad arrange a couple of meetings, maybe like twice a year or so, to see my grandma. I always felt guilty for telling my parents about this. I feel like just because I felt "uncomfortable" for some looks, I "broke" my family. My dad and brother still visit my grandpas every week, but my mom decided not to. I haven't seen my grandma since early last year (mostly because of Covid, but now we all vaccinated). Thinking about my grandma makes me feel so fucking bad. Like, I have been treating like shit (by not giving her a call, or try to meet her), and she is the woman I admire the most in my life. She doesn't deserve all this. Just because I don't fucking remember if something else happened with her husband. Every time I think about her, my brain automatically blocks the situation.
Last weekend she sent me a video on WhatsApp, the ones you forward to your whole contacts. And I haven't replied yet. I always say: "I will do it later this day", but it have been 4 days since then. Last night I had a dream, where I was planning to text her back. The next day (still a dream), she died in a car crash. I felt so fucking bad. So fucking terrible. So fucking guilty.
I know that from another perspective, this sounds like I am the worst granddaughter. But this is the only situation in my life that makes me feel this bad. I guess I don't want to face the: "I am sorry for being so absent in your life, but I want to start a new chapter in our relationship" because that means I have to go back to the situation of "I am a fucking monster for destroying our family for something I don't even know happened"
This situation haunts me. Some days worse than others, but today, I feel like crap. I hate that it's possible for me to talk about this with someone I know, either my parents, my friends, my current psychiatrist. So here I am, in front of a bunch of strangers, just admitting the monster I am.
submitted by mermaidprincess44 to TwoXChromosomes [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 MattDale21895 Fun, bad decks I can use to play my friend who is new to the game?

I've been using an Ojama deck to play my friend who is new to the game (he's using a Frog deck), what else is there in this vein? I was thinking about things like Mokey Mokey, humorous fun decks that aren't good but don't need to be

Also, what are some bad-but-fun-if-you-pull-it-off cards, things like Goddess of Sweet Revenge, Waking the Dragon, Lullaby of Obedience?
submitted by MattDale21895 to Yugioh101 [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 Side_Kick324 Bester Server für Nudes

Bester Server für Nudes submitted by Side_Kick324 to nicole_dobrikov [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 tosstoss198 I was homeschooled and now I am a teacher at a private school. AMA

submitted by tosstoss198 to AMA [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 BlundellMemes77 19[M4F] Anywhere/ South Carolina/Online- Lookin’ for love.

Hello there! I’ve been feeling really lonely as of late and wanted to try to reach out to people. I’m hoping find someone I can have a relationship with. About me:
-Religious -Gamer (I’m on Xbox) -Really into history -Into Art -Into older music (Music tastes range from around 20s-early 2000s) -Into guns (Especially the old, weird, or experimental stuff you see on Forgotten Weapons) -Not a big social person but I’m trying
-5’10 -Wears glasses -Kinda pudgy -Brown Hair
If any of this catches your interest, DM me on Reddit. Though I do prefer if we do connect to talk on Discord, Snapchat, or Instagram. Thanks for reading! No Bots!!
submitted by BlundellMemes77 to ForeverAloneDating [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 NoDig3898 Qui veut se vider les couilles sur Snap

submitted by NoDig3898 to GayFrance [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 Treantpaladin7 Seeing the onset of Twitch and how people are making livings streaming for 8-14 hours a day and the amount of traction it brings in views. Are there any Christian gamer streamers doing this? Or what about pastors are there any Pastors that stream 8-14 hour days preaching the gospel?

submitted by Treantpaladin7 to Christianity [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 EricSchC1fr Four Big Questions About Omicron

Four Big Questions About Omicron submitted by EricSchC1fr to AnythingGoesNews [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 ItsMADARA And that's how Tony became a billionaire

And that's how Tony became a billionaire submitted by ItsMADARA to marvelmemes [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 some_roblox_noob Ppsh 41 with no stock and drum mag (I will make stock for this)

submitted by some_roblox_noob to legoguns [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 SipSoju [EU-DE] [H] GMK Analog Dreams [W] PayPal

Timestamp: Imgur: The magic of the Internet
i'm selling an unopened GMK Analog Dreams Base Kit - 300€
PayPal fees included, shipping is not. Feel free to DM for any questions. Thanks.
submitted by SipSoju to mechmarket [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 XxFrazerZ Vince to half the roster:

Vince to half the roster: submitted by XxFrazerZ to BrandonDE [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 Wombey Talking to the Moooooon

Talking to the Moooooon submitted by Wombey to Minecraft [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 unmajestiic LF Solo Players & Groups (All Welcome, Crossplay Friendly)

Hey 👋 I’ve been a solo player for the majority of my time on Destiny! Being a female and trying to LFG on here isn’t always the best experience. I’ve decided to create a discord server and get folks together from ALL platforms, so that we can build raid groups, random pve and pvp groups in a community that’s a lot less anxiety inducing, and a lot more welcoming. All I ask is that you’re kind and accepting to everyone. Let’s create a great atmosphere together 😇 (a clan is also available to join, you’re also more than welcome to recruit your own clan!)
There are over 1000 members and we understand starting a conversation or trying to do your first raid with that many people around can be overwhelming. I added a “Blueberries” and “First Raid” role so that newcomers can test the waters out with freshly joined members 😊
Please comment below, or DM me on here and I’ll send you a discord link in your messages! :)
submitted by unmajestiic to Destiny_2 [link] [comments]

2021.12.07 16:13 jobsinanywhere Most expensive Under-23 players in Europe revealed with Erling Haaland and Vinicus Jr topping list at £127.5m each

submitted by jobsinanywhere to sportsnewstoday [link] [comments]