My brother died last week after struggling with mental illness and alcohol addiction. My real mom resents me because I had to make boundaries for him. I just want someone to say I deserved them.

2021.12.04 04:43 selfawarescribble My brother died last week after struggling with mental illness and alcohol addiction. My real mom resents me because I had to make boundaries for him. I just want someone to say I deserved them.

Just tell me that I deserved to feel safe. Tell me that my taking steps to support my own mental health was healthy and that I deserved not to suffer at the receiving end of screaming tantrums by a now full grown man who had been violent toward me since childhood. Tell me that my health and safety were just as important as his.
Tell me you know I am destroyed by this, too. I wanted him to heal. I never would have wished this on him.
I wanted him to survive. I just wanted to make sure that I did, too. Please tell me you understand.
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2021.12.04 04:43 poger_fish THEORY: these posters are the 3 spiderman, goblin is Toby, electro is Andrew and (here me out on this) since he meets him first, doc oc is tom

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2021.12.04 04:43 2Botter2Loop Unclogging a pipe

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2021.12.04 04:43 lulbean24 ✌🏽

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2021.12.04 04:43 Parkingjas Ground is disaster level God confirmed

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2021.12.04 04:43 RogueWolf300 If someone is absolutely terrible at responding to messages, would you send them a message on multiple (like 2) when trying to make plans?

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2021.12.04 04:43 sellplaceir پلیور مردانه سرمه ای مدل Akar

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2021.12.04 04:43 Sacivashi Buttery vanilla coffee (recipe)

Before I start up here is a side note of pros and cons of the "monster" I just drank.
Pros: • Goes very well with side munchies (aka cakes, biscuits, etc). • has a unique\odd taste (which is also it's con). • Doesn't use allot of sugar. • I used soy milk instead of normal milk which is healtier. • 'thicc' feeling drink.
Cons: • Uses butter for the milk and overall feel. • Has a odd taste (I would say its better when not drinking straight from the cup but rather combined with something to eat). • Takes some of time to make (3+ minutes) • requires allot of coffee table spoons to get that awesome bitterness
What I used: • Soy milk • Thin cutted butter • 1.5 TBS sugar • 1 tbs vanilla extract • 2~6 tbs of taster's choice grinded coffee (or any other grinded coffee you'd like) the amount is dependant to your taste.
So I hitted up the soy milk in a pot, afded the butter, waited for it to heat up and decepate, added the sugar, waited more, added the vanilla extract, got it off the high fire onto a smaller fire and diluted the milk 3 times, which afterwards added 2 tbs of coffee and poured it to a large cup, after tasting I added about 4 more coffee tbs. Thats it, simple as that. I'll rate myself as 6\10 not great but not that bad either
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2021.12.04 04:43 AnnaGerts Did you have snow? ☺

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2021.12.04 04:43 Imaginary-Film-196 https://discord.gg/gSrChKue

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2021.12.04 04:43 Friendlynortherner The Social Democratic Federation of the United States of America, 1936 - 1957

The Social Democratic Federation of the United States of America (SDF) was formed in 1936 by a faction of the Socialist Party of America called the Old Guard, in response to the rise of the "Militant" faction in the party, young radical members:
"It all began with the formation of groups in the Socialist Party that wanted to commit it to direct action. "Direct action" means that an organized group will take any action, illegal as well as legal, that it believes will bring about the reform, changes, or objective it seeks. The general strike for political purposes, sabotage, the use of violence, the spread of fear, the paralysis of industry, trade, commerce, and even government are examples... The direct-action groups in the Socialist Party called themselves Militants; some formed the Revolutionary Policy Committee; others used other names. When they first appeared on the scene, they wore blue shirts and adopted the upraised arm and the clenched fist as a form of salute. They insisted that the party coin flamboyant slogans, organize street demonstrations, arrange great protest rallies, and in general, do the things that the Communists had made popular in their day-to-day activities. In due time, organizations of students, youths, tenants, housewives, and the unemployed formed by the Socialist group entered "United Fronts" with like organizations under Communist auspices. The fronts became transmission belts for the Communists... Most of the fronts sought to carry out the objectives of Soviet foreign policy, to glorify the Soviet system, and to spread confusion in the ranks of society. We were convinced that by engaging in United Front activities, we, who were opposed to Communist aims, would soon become witting or unwitting parties to the furtherance of those aims and to the destruction of democracy."
The Old Guard called itself such because they believed they represented the Socialist Party's traditional commitment to democracy and reformism, and opposition to communism. In response to the declarations at the party convention in 1934, which the Militants had gained great influence in the party, the Old Guard formed the Committee for the Preservation of the Socialist Party, which would become the Social Democratic Federation. It affiliated itself with the Socialist International. Unlike the Socialist Party, which ran its own candidate, Norman Thomas, the SDF supported FDR and the New Deal. In 1957 it merged back into the Socialist Party, its ideas winning as from this point on the Socialist Party supported progressive Democrats rather than running third party in elections.
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2021.12.04 04:43 Urnanoncrack Has good headset [no spoilers]

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2021.12.04 04:43 Mahyar- Be super-happy, AI-based happiness meter

Be super-happy, AI-based happiness meter https://www.aiprophet.app/happiness-meter
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2021.12.04 04:43 wes_ZA [H] M4A1-S Nightmare MW + AWP Atheris MW [W] M4A1-S Chantico's Fire FT or M4A1-S Player Two FT

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M4A1-S Chantico's Fire FT M4A1-S Player Two FT
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2021.12.04 04:43 Inevitable-Ad-1836 Something big is coming at Severerisegames 3 days left before our Official P2E release. Be prepared to enter to the new world of gaming universe! You shouldn't miss to get your favorite characters. The only way to get your hands on some of our awesome characters is through purchasing SRG Tokens.

Something big is coming at Severerisegames 3 days left before our Official P2E release. Be prepared to enter to the new world of gaming universe!
You shouldn't miss to get your favorite characters. The only way to get your hands on some of our awesome characters is through purchasing SRG Tokens.
Go and fill your bags with SRGT! The big day is coming🔥
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2021.12.04 04:43 MaleficentAverage620 Just join and post https://discord.gg/Cq2w27Pn

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2021.12.04 04:43 Veebaindia hot and sweet tomato sauce

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2021.12.04 04:43 Unfair_Requirement_8 Drastic Changes to SMN Have Me Lost. Any Advice?

For context, I knew there were going to be some changes to SMN with 6.0, but didn't have the time to spend doing extensive reading on them. So you can imagine just how lost and, admittedly, frustrated I am with the changes. Or anyone for that matter. Nearly a year of memorizing and practice was pretty much decimated in one fell swoop, so...yeah.
Right now I'm Lv52, and was about ready to tackle Crystal Tower (because I completely spaced on that being mandatory for HW), and I have found zero pieces of information about SMN's new rotation, outside the whole elemental attunement thing the game gave me.
I want to get myself back into working order before tackling anything major like CT, preferably without having to spend a full day doing guesswork. I'd appreciate any advice, be it rotation or even order of abilities on the hotbar.
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2021.12.04 04:43 itsjustthat82 Is my Dalmatian molly ok?

Its a new tank set up so its still cycling I have one ballon belly molly and a Dalmatian molly in it. My Dalmatian keeps swimming erratically and then will stop and act normal for awhile and then swim erratically again he’s been doing it for days. My other molly acts completely fine. I do daily water changes and checks the nitrite and nitrate to make sure the water is fine. I think it’s from stress but not sure why he is but my other molly isn’t. I’m new to fish keeping so I’m still learning, thanks in advance for any help.
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2021.12.04 04:43 BeerBat Oval specific recommendations : 2ct moissanite bezel set in 14kt RG

Okay you all convinced me!! I made a post last week about potentially buying my first moissanite from DE. Most of the responses encouraged me to look into other vendors and after doing a little more research I'm going to get over my fear of attempting a custom ring and take all the advice and contact another dealer.
I think what I am looking for is a brilliant cut oval center stone without any visible bowtie, that is around 9x7 (or slightly larger) in size and that can be set in as low a bezel tulip(?) setting as is feasible. My ring size is 6.25-6.5 so I think I'd order a 6.5. Would like the bezel to sit "low" around the sides of the stone so it doesn't cover too much of the top and also have the tulip setting sit as low as possible. Hoping for a ring that doesn't catch on anything and I can wear without worrying about damaging it.
Here is a video of a ring that I think is pretty close to what I want- except in rose gold and if possible an even lower setting. https://i.imgur.com/ZTgh4d1.mp4
My main concerns are 1) I'm hoping for a stone that looks as diamond like as possible. I'm no expert and it seems like oval moissanites are the most likely to be cloudy and rainbow-y of all the cuts. Besides a bowtie, are there any other obvious flaws I can look for or oval specific advice when looking at center stones? 2) I'm leaning toward Stargems or Kuololit and would be so appreciative if anyone has recommendations for reps who seem like oval experts 3) Did I use the right terminology given what you see so I can ask for the right thing?
Thank you all for the information on this sub!
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2021.12.04 04:43 Excellent_Sport_5921 ACC 220

Is it possible to take ACC 220 over the summer like a regular semester? I understand that there are Summer courses offered that last more than just eight weeks. Would taking ACC 220 over that length be the same as over a regular semester?
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2021.12.04 04:43 dertigo Can you create a shortcut to change a watch face when you go into do not disturb?

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2021.12.04 04:43 ContentChipmunk5 Anybody hear using Cipla Westward or Actavis and recently get a clear vial instead of a dark one?

They’re all made by hikma but I recently noticed my Actavis vial is clear for the first time which was a bit alarming (worried it might be a labeling error)
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2021.12.04 04:43 Calamity-Swain Which martial at best translates to a real world scenario?

Little bit of background, i’m 28 and always had an interest in watching martial arts. In the past 10 years i have really got into ufc and wanted to take up some form of martial art. BJJ was my initial idea as i’m a relatively small guy (5’7) but never had the extra motivation/confidence to walk in to a gym. Recently i found out that my fiancé is pregnant and have got the urge to be able to protect my family if necessary hence the question and the news has Given me that extra push i needed to get fit and confidence to walk in to a gym. Thanks for reading 🤙🏽
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2021.12.04 04:43 Snekboi6996 Which (USA) state has the best cuisine?

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