Its been 5 months sense my 14 year old cat died. I'm still not okay.

2021.11.30 18:58 SparklerKnight Its been 5 months sense my 14 year old cat died. I'm still not okay.

For the past 5 months I've just been going through the motions of life. Wake up, eat, go to work, cry on my way home sometimes, get home, feed my kitten, play with him for a while, eat, sleep, repeat. Sometimes on the weekends ill do something with a friend to get me out of the apartment. But majority of my weekends I just sit at home catch up on a Netflix show or something and just keep to my self and my kitten. I've just gone through the motions I've become so numb. I honestly don't think I've even retained memories from the past 5 months everything from my cats death onward just feels like one giant blur. My friends have taken notice how distant and different I've been sense my cat died. And while they are all here to support me through it I know I'm the only one that can really pull my self out of this. My cat had been my rock for so many years. I got him when I was like 11. He was there for me when I started to develop depression and had genuinely helped me through so many suicide attempts. He was a healthy cat so when he was suddenly hit with stage 4 kidney failure it all happened so fast I didn't know what was happening. One second he was fine sitting on my lap purring watching a show with me or watching me play video games. The next I held him in my arms as we put him to sleep. It just feels like a giant piece of me is just gone. Missing. 14 years of my life just stuck in a memory forever. I try to pretend I'm okay that im getting better. Fake it till you make it right? But I have so many days where I just break. Like today. I just wanted to vent about this. Thats all. Thanks for your time if you decided to read this. Have a good day.
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2021.11.30 18:58 deadlyhigh75 Let’s make it official!

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2021.11.30 18:58 Sad-Wheel7971 Lincoln’s fourth bday

This might be an unpopular opinion not sure haven’t seen much in here about it but I don’t think kail was being petty or bitter by not wanting javis girlfriend of 2secs to come- let alone with the animosity that is between her and briana. Kail has a TON of bitter babymama moments throughout the show but this isn’t one of them in my opinion.
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2021.11.30 18:58 tesnotfound a poem i wrote abt friends who use you as a therapist and then belittle your problems

“Same, lol.”
You couldn’t grasp it if you tried.
Measure out an inch of understanding;
fall short,
I’ll laugh.
Laugh like it’s not me who’s suffering,
howl like I’m not the one losing their mind,
cackle like the walls aren’t caving in,
I’ll laugh like i’m not the only one
trapped inside.
Die mother fucker.
Die.
You wish you had the strength I muster.
You perform public shows of concern and courage,
but scrap the script for my private viewing pleasure.
You tell the same tall tales of suffering to snuff out my sobs.
You haven’t the strength to suffer the weight of how I exist.
Implode, mother fucker.
I dare you to implode.
Attempt to crumple like I do.
To breath the same air I do.
I dare you to understand.
Or lie to my face again.
Say you’d understand,
if I just tried.
Tell me to try a little harder,
fake an “I know, same”.
No you fucking don’t.
You’ll never know,
you’ll never try.
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2021.11.30 18:58 csthrowaway6543 Place I'm renting hasn't had hot water for four days, need legal advice

Hey y'all, so the place I'm renting hasn't had hot water since Saturday the 27th. We opened a maintenance request with our landlord that same day and they had someone come and look at it but they couldn't fix the issue. When I followed up the next day on the 28th, they told me that the water tanks have to be replaced and they contacted their vendor to come do that ASAP.
Well, it's the 30th now and despite numerous calls, voicemails, and emails we haven't heard a word from our landlord since their last message on the 28th. Per the Seattle Renter's Handbook, the landlord is "required to start repairs within: 24 hours if you are without water, electricity, or heat during the winter, or if there is a life/safety issue"...my question is I guess they've technically started repairs by contacting the vendor, but the fact that it's been 72+ hours since we first reported the issue, and 48+ hours since we last heard from them, can we take any action? We have no hot water, and the running water in general has been very poor with some faucets not working at all and others barely producing a trickle.
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2021.11.30 18:58 SippinandTrippen Anyway to Verify Gigabit Speeds?

As the title describes, is there anyway to verify my Gigabit service?

Speedtest.net is not a reliable source as it caps me @ 300mbps due to their network limitations.

A little more info if it helps I am using the newest XfI modem and a WiFi 6 enabled device.
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2021.11.30 18:58 gamersecret2 $502 Off Sony A80J 77 Inch BRAVIA XR OLED 4K Ultra HD Smart TV 2021, for $2,998

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2021.11.30 18:58 pinto_malo NEW EP RELEASE St. Only - Only Own What You Give (Full EP)

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2021.11.30 18:58 Heartbreaking-Plea Early Silverchair Picture

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2021.11.30 18:58 corvisaltaccount Inspired by u/Tapichoa's recent post, I made two tier lists, one of them is a competitive based tier list and the other is how annoying I find them to fight against. All tiers are ordered on the first one. As always, I am open to critiques and suggestions you have for the first tier list!

Inspired by u/Tapichoa's recent post, I made two tier lists, one of them is a competitive based tier list and the other is how annoying I find them to fight against. All tiers are ordered on the first one. As always, I am open to critiques and suggestions you have for the first tier list! submitted by corvisaltaccount to SmashRage [link] [comments]


2021.11.30 18:58 Eirtril What do you guys suggest to focus on with the dolls I got? Mercury team? Got no Mercury Healer )):

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2021.11.30 18:58 motolinda Poutre HEB pour Murore Burundi

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2021.11.30 18:58 Sherif055 Evolution of iPhone (Design, Specs, colors, camera and box content) [2007 - 2021] [900]

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2021.11.30 18:58 throwmeawayafterthat Consistent vertical ripples?

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2021.11.30 18:58 GownedEstablishment This amused me. Don’t think it’s been shared yet.

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2021.11.30 18:58 noza1986 Considering buying 2nd property

Hi all,
First thank you for all the amazing advices Gien on this thread.
Sorry if someone already asked the same question.
I'm looking to buy a 2nd property.
My question is:
Would it be better to take a second mortgage or use the equity on my current house to buy the 2nd property cash?
Thanks in advance.
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2021.11.30 18:58 CaptainObvious_- Another school shooting in the US

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2021.11.30 18:58 Naydart Welcome to MetaMorphz collection

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2021.11.30 18:58 RandomMissingSignal First successful gameplay, was starting questioning if I can even play this game after 100+ hours game time I didn't play even one game where I got anywhere nearly successful as here. Proud

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2021.11.30 18:58 Bassix90 [Discussion] hi guys I have a 8th gen ipad on 14.7.1 is there anyway of me jailbreaking it? Thanks 😊

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2021.11.30 18:58 R0gueDiamond Just made some new nfts! It would mean a lot if you checked them out. These are my first ones ever and I just want some opinions or tips.

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2021.11.30 18:58 EzConan Winter ❄️

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2021.11.30 18:58 JekyllendHyde Why hire non-vegans in a vegan food place

Very short rant, the title says it all.
I was at one of 2 vegan places within an hour drive and over lunch they were playing country music. I joked with the workers that "hey I bet the crossover between country music fans and vegans is pretty small, lol".
To which the two young women working there both said, oh we aren't vegans.
Wtf!
Apparently because they just can't imagine life without milk and cheese.
People need to work, I get it and neither of them were pejorative about veganism but just... Why.
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2021.11.30 18:58 AutoNewspaperAdmin [National] - WH: Omicron variant found in 20 countries, not US | USA Today

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2021.11.30 18:58 the_other_paul The plot/structure of Season 2

Now that the show is well into Season 1, I've been thinking a bit about what Season 2 will look like. (Massive spoilers for Books 2 and 3 ahead, in case anyone missed the tag and flair.) First of all, I think that Season 2 is going to have to cover both TGH and TDR, since if they don't do that the later seasons will have to cover the books at a truly breakneck pace. If Season 2 does indeed cover both books, I think they will have to merge/combine the plots instead of just having one of them happen after the other. This is because the two books have basically the same plot structure. Obviously, a lot of different stuff happens in each one, but the key driver for the plot is that one of the Foresaken puts the Supergirls in peril in a far-off place as bait for Rand; Rand comes to rescue them, and a climactic battle ensues. It's less noticeable when it happens in 2 separate books, because a lot of the details are different, but I think it would be a bit repetitive if it happens twice in one season. What I'm wondering about is how they're going to do that.
Here's what I see as the key plot developments of TGH and TDR: the first Seanchan invasion, Egwene's captivity, Rand's taking Callandor, Rand taking Tear, and Rand proclaiming himself as the Dragon; you could probably add the Horn of Valere too though that seems debatable. The other characters' development, the Black Ajah plotline, the Cairhienin civil war etc etc are important too but not quite as important, and seem like they can be moved around a bit more easily. So, how do we combine all of those? Having the Seanchan invade Tear rather than Falme works pretty well. However, they'd need to control it for at least 6 months in order for the Egwene plot to make sense and it seems a little implausible that they could seize such a major city without immediately sparking a massive war. What do you think? How would you feel about such a radical shakeup of the plot? Are there any elements large or small that they definitely need to include?
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