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Wandering the Wasteland

2021.12.01 21:23 deep_rose_honey Wandering the Wasteland


“Here we go round the prickly pearPrickly pear prickly pearHere we go round the prickly pearAt five o’clock in the morning.
I'm noticing a pattern that's developed in my life where I turn to the internet, especially Reddit, for connection about my thoughts, feelings, moods, struggles and longings, and I'm continually disappointed and sometimes actively hurt by the experience. Even in the best cases of a meaningful exchange there's something important missing--there's no facial expressions, no warm quality of the human voice, no body language, no electromagnetic field resonance or contact between subtle bodies. And those best cases are rare; usually there's little or no response to what I comment or post, amplifying the echoes that reverberate from childhood to now of feeling ignored and invisible, like I don't really matter. And then sometimes I receive actual hate in response to even a little vulnerability about the traumas that shape my experience and how I struggle with sensitivity in an insensitive culture. Those times are like taking a blow to my diaphragm when I was already struggling to breathe, and they make me wonder how I could have been so foolish as to hope for anything different. Like I should just stick to finding memes--they make me laugh and carry no risk.
Maybe I'm conflicted posting on the internet about not getting my needs met on the internet. It's just... where else do you go? There's no forum or agora. There's no village center, no community ritual space, no well or bath or fire to gather around, and in public spaces people mostly don't interact with each other *partly because they're on the internet even as they're going around in public*. I have broken into wailing cries at several waterfronts where people -without exception- walked around me looking away. I see my friends rarely because everyone is busy hustling for our rents. And I'm so. grateful. for my partner, who is a lifeline in all this, but we each need our space and to not be each others' only confidantes.
Simon and Garfunkel wrote "Sound of Silence" over fifty years ago; T.S. Eliot wrote "The Hollow Men" a hundred years ago, twenty years after Munch's The Scream. Life and connection were already heavily mediated and bled of much of their soul and richness by then, before so much of irl got turned into apps, so how much more has the process advanced since those times? It seems like it's mostly the sensitive ones--intuitive feelers and, who am I kidding, especially introverted intuitive feelers--who notice or realize it, who are able to even name their discontent. For us the background loneliness of modern life is always bleeding into the foreground; we can't ignore it. And for that we're often punished, because being vulnerable to it and naming it is taboo.
I want to make music from this, make drawings from it, put the existential intensity into butoh performance, but this is what I can access right now. If you have words of empathy, understanding, or relating in response to this I'd appreciate those. If there's something that works for you I'd also welcome that.
This is the way the world endsThis is the way the world endsThis is the way the world endsNot with a bang but a whimper.” submitted by deep_rose_honey to infp [link] [comments]


2021.12.01 21:23 ModernJazz-2K20 Eritrea Versus AFRICOM: Defending Sovereignty in the Face of Imperialist Aggression

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2021.12.01 21:23 hockeyfightscancer Reshiram. We have 3. Add one of the two codes. 720308135162 or 904805653223

720308135162 or 904805653223
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2021.12.01 21:23 EmmanuelZorg Low rumbling noise Around bootham / Marygate

Has anyone noticed a very low frequency rumbling noise in the bootham area for the past few days? It’s not very noticeable during the day but on a night there’s a very quiet but distinct constant drone, as if there’s a car idling outside. Anyone else experience this? Have even attempted to locate the source but it’s very difficult to see place, although it is definitely audible around the Marygate area.
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2021.12.01 21:23 ICscythe Mega steelix 3444 0236 1525 Be online

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2021.12.01 21:23 Keldaras APC surge protector/power bar grounding light is on. Can someone please tell me what this means and if it's serious?

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2021.12.01 21:23 PaddyDubs69 Reshiram raid adding 10 - 2079 9541 1204

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2021.12.01 21:23 ChaosEmperor9124 Apparently, Sayori’s depression is SO strong, you need, not one, but two Legendary Pokémon to fight it.

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2021.12.01 21:23 H0rnyFighter Legends arceus, will it fail or will it be a success?

So we are kind of less than 2 months away from the release of legends arceus. We still didn’t get any full gameplay video or other news the last weeks. I do can understand why they won’t put out any news, they want us to focus on their newest games (masterpiece shining pearl and the other, weaker version with this time controlling Pokémon)
But based on all the gameplay footage we’ve had so far, how would you rate legends arceus and do you think it will still be polished a lot until release? Or will it somehow be some kind of “prototype” for future open world Pokémon games?
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2021.12.01 21:23 mefistul Mejor fresco leche.

Lo del título. Perdón si ya se ha hecho antes xd
View Poll
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2021.12.01 21:23 Hoven_MayorNHL Ontario Reign: Lineup Changes Coming for Rematch with Abbotsford

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2021.12.01 21:23 Late_Whole178 Why did nate have to become such a prick?

I liked him at first but all of a sudden he was just rude to everyone and a prick
Sort of disappointed about that because he was a good character in season 1
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2021.12.01 21:23 jobsinanywhere Dallas Mavericks vs New Orleans Pelicans preview, prediction and picks

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2021.12.01 21:23 feedimo ‘I was given training to de-gay my voice’: what it’s really like to work in TV if you’re LGBTQ+

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2021.12.01 21:23 Quackers_the_9th Trading a shiny Sandaconda! I don’t know what for I guess the best offer? I’ll pm the code if picked! ( I can’t change the name though)

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2021.12.01 21:23 AlastorDoesntFuck_1 Taco bell slaps-

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2021.12.01 21:23 Soap056 Thinks Northern Ireland chose to be part of Ireland during Irish War of Independence when referendum was 1973.

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2021.12.01 21:23 AlisonDreyco help

how do i do this
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2021.12.01 21:23 math_dance_music Undergraduate math major in senior year. Full-on abstract math geek, but equally (if not even more) obsessed with modern art (post-1945). Was going to pursue a PhD in pure math. Now considering the MA in Modern Art offered by Columbia. Have I lost my mind?

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2021.12.01 21:23 TranscendTime7 Being long winded?

I find myself often either being too long winded, or saying nothing at all - and having difficulty finding that sweet middle ground.
This is true of me in person and especially through text messaging.
Help.
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2021.12.01 21:23 NovemberRomeo1995 APC223 Trigger compatibility

Is the APC223 compatible with AR-15 triggers?
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2021.12.01 21:23 jlninio86 Zekrom raid adding 10

Add us for invite 2222 9948 1106 and 7870 7622 5843
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2021.12.01 21:23 Renzbba If anyone has a spare milotic I really need one for my dex

I don’t have much to offer.
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2021.12.01 21:23 Im_ur_Uncle_ I win just to lose

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2021.12.01 21:23 Vforvinnie Sphinx Impurrsonator

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