TW Suicidal tendency

2021.11.29 15:42 Square-Technician-44 TW Suicidal tendency

I'm very new to this, haven't ever posted, not sure where to post stuff. I'm not even sure what to post, honestly. I lost my sister this past August unexpectedly. I want to tell the story but I'm honestly scared that someone will read and know it, and know it's me. I live in a small town, with other small towns all around. I'm tired of people around here though. I feel like I'm being drowned. I was in shock for months and when the shock wore off I was put on a medical leave from work for a week but I gotta say, man I'd rather be in shock. It's so much, I don't know how people deal with it. Maybe because I was already bipolar, diagnosed with severe anxiety, depression, and C-PTSD, so I'm a little off kilter anyways but I honestly don't even want to be here. I used to try and keep my shit together for my kids but I'm so changed by this that I don't even feel like a good mom anymore. How could I be when all I do is wander around crying and yelling like some sort of fucking spectre. I've given up I'm lower than I've ever been and I just feel selfish because I know other people need me and I can't even fucking function properly. Part of me knows I can't be the only one who feels like this but holy is it ever just unbearable. I don't know what to do. Not worth shit as I am, can't even begin to figure out how to get back to where I was, or at least close to it. Sorry for babbling or if any of this is inappropriate, I just wanted to get it out somewhere anonymous.
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2021.11.29 15:42 help-me-reddit2869 What to do if being booked for extra shifts?

I've received extra shifts assigned to me on days outside of my availability schedule. What can I do? I'm just out of orientation. Should I try messaging the manager in the Me@Walmart app?
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2021.11.29 15:42 NewBlock Am I missing something? Trying to understand the value of dividends.

Ok, say I have a stock worth $50 a share. It gives a quarterly dividend of $1 a share. This means that on the ex dividend date, the stock will be worth $49 a share, so all my stock value will drop by $1 a share, but I get paid that $1 a share back on the pay date. How does anyone make any money from dividends if the stock price drops?
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2021.11.29 15:42 alone_in_this_rhythm Mental Health Jargons at UofT

Obsessive compulsive disorder = "Wow she is so organized and detail oriented"
ADHD = "He is a divergent, creative thinker who is finding his true path"
Insomnia = "He workers harder than all his peers combined"
Complex PTSD = "She is overcoming adversities every minute of every day"
Social anxiety = "He is focused on his academics, school is for learning not for socializing"
Bipolar = "She is obsessed with her life's work, even to the point of forgetting to eat or shower for weeks"
Schizophrenic = "She is a budding geometer who can see into 11 dimensional spaces"

Watch out for your own mental health, kids!
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2021.11.29 15:42 Gunsmoke_wonderland Owners be like that sometimes

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2021.11.29 15:42 M_i_c_K Hold My Beer...

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2021.11.29 15:42 MrMidnightMojo It ain’t happening

I see a ton of speculation on here regarding both the death of Logan and the suicide of Kendall. Let’s just be honest with ourselves: neither is a possibility at this point. Logan’s death would alter the entire fabric of the show and they would never be able to create a world that could equal the standard they have set. Even more insane is the idea that Kendall kills himself. They have invested so much in that character that his suicide would leave a void that simply cannot be filled.
They have hitched their wagon to both characters to such an extent that the show could never reach the standard it’s set these first three seasons. Now once they reach their final season perhaps these two become more plausible but with an entire season or more left in this show it’s simply not happening this season. In fact, I’d find it almost impossible to successfully pull off either until the series reaches it’s last couple episodes. For better or worse, we’re stuck with Kendall and Logan for the long haul at this point.
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2021.11.29 15:42 mrweid ‎Zenge

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2021.11.29 15:42 gibson1963 In just a little over a month... The Government will be getting less of my profits!!

Oh yes, the government has let Kenny and his thugs get away with crime.... but the joke is on them for letting this go on for so long. Soon the tax man can't come looking for his huge cut of my tendies. He only gets long term taxes. You fools... You sacrificed getting more tax revenue by helping your criminal friends. Hope it was worth it.
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2021.11.29 15:42 BigMalinois What is a good Christmas gift for a mother-in-law (50's) who believes in healing crystals?

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2021.11.29 15:42 throwoheiusfnk Noob question, how do I link to stylesheet in Jetstream application with Tailwind?

This whole finding-files hunt I've been on since starting to learn Laravel + Jetstream is slowly turning me insane. I cannot for the life of me figure out where something so simple as the tags are located so I can link to a goddamn .css file! Urrrrgh
And there's like no help from google lol. Please put me out of my beginner misery
I can only find this line:
import { Head, Link } from '@inertiajs/inertia-vue3';
but can find no inertia-vue3 ... folder? I don't even know what it is, because all the other single-page components are of course .vue files, but how do I find the head tags?
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2021.11.29 15:42 Sea_Grapefruit_4723 Back injury has made me become more lonely/depressed than I’ve ever been.

Sorry if this is a bit long and depressing, but I just need to get this out. I don’t even really know where to start, and I don’t usually post anywhere because it’s really out of my comfort zone, but I just need to rant.
This whole year has been a struggle and I feel like I’m stuck. Im a 24 f and this year I injured my back pretty bad at work, I needed surgery to fix the issue and have been dealing with workers comp since February of this year until now. The injury really hurt my mental health, and because I’ve been stuck at home recovering, I’ve become more isolated than usual. My family barely came to visit me and I only got a few texts to ask how I was.
I’ve never really had many friends, which for the most part I’m ok with. I have a really loving and supportive fiancé who I consider to be my best friend, him and my family are all the people I have in my life that care about me. The “friends” I have are my fiancés and we’ve made our own friend group, but I know of it wasn’t for him they wouldn’t be in my life and I probably wouldn’t have any friends at all.
My birthday was in October, and every year I spend it with my 6 family members. This year was extra depressing, but I’m not going to get into that.
I wish I could go back in time and change everything I’ve done in my life, fear has always gotten the best of me and I feel like it’s ruined what life I could have made. I’ve always dreamt about having that one best friend you can tell anything to, someone who you trust with all your heart and is your go-to person. I wish I didn’t struggle to make friends. I wish I had someone other than my fiancé to be there for me.
I wish that I could stop unconsciously isolating myself from the rest of the world, my brain tells me no one cares about me so I hide. I wish I didn’t see myself as a waist of life and could be confident with who I am.
Obviously this isn’t the place to make friends, but reading through this subreddit makes me feel like im not so alone.
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2021.11.29 15:42 DonutFabulous9317 Nov level 1 results time

Does anyone know or have an idea when the CFA level I November results will come out?
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2021.11.29 15:42 SprinklyRabbit Are Merck/Millipore solvents good?

So, after a several tries with technical grade stuff, and mid-level solvents, and not getting any good results in evap tests, decided to go with some expensive stuff, and got a channel for a bit of Merck products, was checking their Heptane:
It costs around 100 Eur.
anyone has experience with this producer?
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2021.11.29 15:42 wallyrebel Driver with multiple prior DUI's charged with aggravated DUI in death of woman, infant killed in crash | Mississippi News Group

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2021.11.29 15:42 rondonjohnald What's the good new synthwave with lyrics?

Hi all. I'm looking for some good newer synthwave, with lyrics. Things like FM Attack - Echoes come to mind. Or Ultrawavez - Ultrawave Drifter. Is there a way to see what the most popular modern ones are? That's likely a good way to find some that I'd like.
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2021.11.29 15:42 MrArmenian True Anarchism! 😆

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2021.11.29 15:42 Nohan07 Pas de rencontres entre les élus et le ministre des Outre-mer

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2021.11.29 15:42 dannylenwinn NYC reinstitutes Covid mask advisory ‘at all times’ indoors regardless of vaccination status. 'the city has a strong surveillance system that can rapidly identify omicron when it arrives.'

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