2021.12.09 07:45 manfuckthiss to b
it’s been a while hasn’t it.
yknow since you’ve been gone i can’t lie and say that it’s been easy. maybe my instagram or tik tok may convince you otherwise, that’s if you still check, but it’s been hard. i miss you everyday.
i got 100 on my math 55 midterm, i know you know how hard that class was for me, and part of me wishes you were there to celebrate that with me. i worked really hard.
i’ve also been getting into astrology more. i wish you were here to teach me more about it since it’s all so confusing still.
i also went on a camping trip in the sierras, the nature was nice but when i drove past a sign pointing towards yosemite, i got reminded of everything again. remember how we talked about driving there and looking at the stars on the roof of a car?
it’s weird yknow, my emotions are fluctuating and can often debilitate me.
the bigger part of me is empathetic, it was hard for you im sure and since i know you (or thought i did) you’re not going to want to talk to me because it was painful. but the other part of me is begging that you come back, even for a second. tell me something, anything, i won’t get mad i promise i just want to hear from you again.
but i also know that i can’t beg you to communicate if you don’t think i’m worth it.
another part of me absolutely hates you. you moved on so quickly and you left me out in the cold, no explanation, no closure, just a whole lot of trauma and confusion. why did you make all of those empty promises? why did you use me? if 10 hours together was enough for you to want to break up with me, gaslight me, manipulate me, and blame me for everything, and a few weeks was enough for you to find someone else, did i never mean anything to you? how on earth can you sleep at night knowing that an 18 year old girl sacrificed so much and worked so hard and lied so hard to come see you, a 21 year old man, just for you to abandon her and make her hate herself even more than she did before? seeing you with them made me relapse, seeing you saying that you were in love with them made me relapse. you never cared about me did you? i gave you my all and all you ever did was take me for granted. i'm in so much pain you have no idea.
but you know that i could never say these things to you. i'd hurt you or you'd think i was manipulating you or being dramatic. i don't want you to hurt even though i haven't stopped hurting since octboer 23rd. glad to see you could give less than a fuck.
by the way, when i asked for your perspective on what happened in mississippi i just wanted clarity and to know how you were feeling.
it’s going to take every part of me to not text you when i’m back in tennessee.
goodbye, you have my number (unless you deleted it already) feel free to reach out if you ever end up feeling like it.
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2021.12.09 07:45 Brylle1103UwU Aa
2021.12.09 07:45 Viniente let's get to our next lesson...
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2021.12.09 07:45 Willing_Baseball4893 It's been a week since I turned off her life support
She was just 14. She had her whole life infront of her. She loved tinkering. She wanted to help fix cars with me and mom. She had her whole life infront of her. She had a whole life to discover the world and gain happy memories infront of her. Why did it happen to her?
She went out with friends. She should have returned happily. Why did she have to return in a coffin. Why?
People please don't drink and drive. To the person who killed my daughter, all I want to know is why did you do it? Was it to save money? Save what, 400 rupees? How is saving 400 rupees worth taking my daughter away with you.
I don't know why I am sharing this with strangers over the internet, but it's been a week and me and my wife haven't known this kind of pain since forever. It's hard to exist but we have to do it for her. I don't know what to do.
How is my daughter's life worth just 400 Rupees? Why did she have to die because a person decided to save 400 rupees instead of taking a tuk? Why? She had her life infront of her.
We decided to turn of life support a week ago. It's the hardest thing I've ever done.
Sorry for this.
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2021.12.09 07:45 Underneathmytoes Anime with anthropomorphic animals
I’ve been so sick with something this week and have watched so many shows, but my favorite anime (well animation in general) have always been ones with anthropomorphic animals as the main characters. I love watching how they’re drawn/animated. I don’t draw like that myself but they do inspire me; and I just like animals more than people. Beastars and Odd Taxi are literally the only anime shows I’ve watched like this. I’m not into super sexual anything so if you know a show but it’s really uncomfortably sexual, maybe don’t list it. I hope people reply! I’m super new to watching anime and reading manga. I’ve been watching peoples recommendations on here but I’ve never seen any anthropomorphic anime come up except Odd Taxi, which is how I found it. Ok Thanks in advance
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2021.12.09 07:45 Burnt-Unicorn F4F zacmilner_
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2021.12.09 07:45 Leevi-T Mina☆irl
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2021.12.09 07:45 True_Relationship_72 Kamenní lokace nad shifty(taktika:vylootit a zklouznout se do shifty)
2021.12.09 07:45 SaucyMustardTiger Electric Radiators not working, landlord has decided not to replace
Two of my radiators aren't working in my flat (the two large ones that actually do a job of keeping me warm in the winter). I brought this to my property managers who then got a contractor in to quote replacements. They took the quote to the landlord, who said no to the work.
What can I do now? Are they allowed to just leave me without proper heating throughout the winter?
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2021.12.09 07:45 StolidSnow0 Chillin with da boiz #shorts
2021.12.09 07:45 NathanClover One guy is fell in love. How much time did he need to wait for that feeling to gone. He wants to stop feeling it. He know that he need get used to it, because it won’t be the first time when he would fall in love and will need to endure this. But how long this feeling will exist?
2021.12.09 07:45 Worldly-Talk-7978 Sharjah [UAE] to adopt three day weekend
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2021.12.09 07:45 niuz-bot Cîţu: Căldura la Parlament nu este furnizată la parametri normali - [Viata parlamentara]
Preşedintele Senatului, Florin Cîţu, a declarat, joi, că energia termică nu este furnizată la parametri normali la Palatul Parlamentului şi de aceea este frig.
"Stăm fresh. (...) Am întrebat din prima zi care este situaţia, mi s-a spus că în Parlamentul României căldura vin...
Citeste in continuare: https://www.agerpres.ro/viata-parlamentara/2021/12/09/citu-caldura-la-parlament-nu-este-furnizata-la-parametri-normali--828435
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2021.12.09 07:45 Successful_Expert134 To what extent is this true?
2021.12.09 07:45 Aedan_O_Maolalaidh If my professor was a complete asshole, can I leave brutally honest reviews in the online teacher evaluations?
2021.12.09 07:45 DevCake_ We just released the reveal trailer for our upcoming VR game GAZZLERS! Way too excited to share this :D
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2021.12.09 07:45 Crypto-Economy ¿Puede esto cambiar las reglas del juego para Cardano [ADA]?
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2021.12.09 07:45 Zahir786543 Just another feel good moment.... (Please subscribe. I'll subscribe back)
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2021.12.09 07:45 iverifynothing Danny Healy Rae’s plant hire company posts record profit
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2021.12.09 07:45 WindowsReport Microsoft released the Pantone Color of the Year 2022 Windows 11 theme pack
If you were looking to add a bit more color and flavor to your Windows 11 powered device, this is your chance to do so.
Microsoft has just released a new theme pack that you will surely enjoy, called Pantone Color of the Year 2022, for both Windows 10 and Windows 11 users.
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2021.12.09 07:45 webdeveloper5050 The Wonderful Wizard of Oz - PDF book by L. Frank Baum (1900)
2021.12.09 07:45 Electronic_Handle_25 Is there a missing page here or it literally starts here?
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2021.12.09 07:45 Lelouch_Loumperouche uff
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