Hurt of Goodbye

2021.11.30 21:26 you_know_whats_good Hurt of Goodbye

I know you have to leave.
We all have freedom to do so,
Though I don’t think you really had much choice.
It’s not your fault, it’s mine.
I just get too jealous,
I can’t be just your friend when I love you so much more.
It’s my fault we won’t work
But I can’t even blame myself because I know my limits,
I know I can’t follow logic,
I’m sorry.
It’s been one too many years,
You say it’s been too long,
You wonder if you still know me,
After 24 hours I see you have changed your life,
Yet you still are evergreen.
The same person I love.
It feels like you were just a dream,
You were just here.
It hasn’t even been an hour,
I was just holding you in my bed.
You said you’d be right back but I’m still waiting.
I watched you go out that door knowing it could be the last I see of you.
I know why you had to go,
but why did you have to go.
I’m sure I’ll see you again,
We have to.
We just have to make it fate.
You left me a letter at least,
Call you when we’re 30,
That’s when we’ll get married,
That’s when we can be happy together again,
That’s when I can be happy and stay happy.
If you could read my mind, you’d catch me feeling scared
Because I know the hurt is here to stay.
It’s going to be many more years till the next time we meet,
You’ll find someone else and maybe so will I
But no one will be like you.
I know it’s a cliché
But never will anyone compare to the way you kiss me,
The warmth I get from touching you,
The moments that we had,
All of your beauty inside and out.
I felt like I was dreaming,
Only to now be in a nightmare again.
Will you call my name?
I know I’ll call yours.
Maybe you’ll never know but the world will.
I will say you’re name to the willow,
I won’t stop thinking of you.
It’s funny how bad timing seems to be.
We try to make it work but it wasn’t meant to be,
Just not yet
And now your gone,
Gone once again.
I’m all alone with my thoughts once again
Wondering if I can keep anyone that loves me with me.
They always seem to leave,
It hurts so much,
I am tired of having my eyes burn
And I know you are too.
So I understand why you won’t come back
Even though you want to,
The hurt’s just too much.
Saying goodbye,
We can’t do that anymore,
I know it’s my fault,
So goodbye,
Goodbye for now,
Goodbye; to the person I will live forever with one day
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2021.11.30 21:26 leedleloo12 Thumb princess Nertz

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2021.11.30 21:26 fromblacktorainbow Need some help, what should I do next?

Need some help, what should I do next? Just conquered mamluk egypt and now iam scared af because the ottoblob, what should i do to protect the glory of the coptic religion?
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2021.11.30 21:26 AwesomeDemoGuy Nightly ignoring userChrome.css

As the title says, Firefox has been ignoring my userChrome.css lately. I'm running Nightly 96.0a1 (2021-11-30) (64-bit) but the problem has been here for a few days. I have layout.css.constructable-stylesheets.enabled set to true and the userChrome.css file in the chrome folder within the profile folder as it should be. It's been working until now, and I haven't made any changes, so I don't know what caused it to stop. Is this maybe a known bug in nightly? Any tips for how to find the problem?
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2021.11.30 21:26 MagicalRainbow424 Anxious Super Pregnant & BF in Rehab

I'll try to make this short. I'm currently 7 months pregnant. I didn't know what was going on with my bf recently, but ended up finding what looked like some kind of crack pipe inside of one of his cigarette boxes. I been telling him there is a problem for months. Missing money, he's been out of money, attitude changes and he kept denying it. So once I found the solid proof I kicked him out and told him he needs to go to detox and get into an outpatient program in order to come back. He agreed and went to detox for 10 days. That was the longest I've been away from him in 3 years. Super pregnant and it's been hard on me. His parents are fed up so the only option them and the counselor gave him was to do a 30 day program. I didn't actually think he would go when we did the "intervention". He did reluctantly. Don't get me wrong. I am happy he's going. 30 more days to be away from everything. This isn't his first rehab though. He says they don't work for him. That's why I was trying to get him other options.
Well anyways, the day after he left I had a dream he fell for someone at rehab. Then my child was born and I had to deal with him and another addict because they both ended up relapsing. I'm hoping it is just my anxiety, but my dreams usually have some truth and foretelling. So not only do I miss him, but now I have this thought in the back of my head that he will hook up with some one at rehab. I don't even think he actually misses me as I miss him. I'm scared. I'm putting myself in therapy to help with the emotional bs that I've had to deal with because of his drug use. Also, I want to make sure when he gets home that I am ready to help him stay clean.
I guess I'm just wondering what is the dynamic at a rehab center and how easy is it for people to get into relationships with people there?
I'm not sure if I will be able to visit him. I've barely been able to speak to him since he went to detox. I'm just sad and feel so disconnected.
I just wish I wasn't super pregnant having to go through all of this. I miss him, even through all the crazy he put me through. I'm staying busy but nights are hard. I feel so silly for being so sad and anxious.
Just needed to vent somewhere I think people will understand. I'm pretty quiet and keep to myself. Thanks for listening. Advice appreciated.
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2021.11.30 21:26 VapeStain69 Guess I can't have that Subie.

At 40/61 for the season. Everything I have left requires playing online. Unfortunately I can't seem to stay connected to the garbage servers for any period of time.......... No Subie for me.
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2021.11.30 21:26 gcthorpe Japanese Smeagol

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2021.11.30 21:26 Mickey010 Gta 5 style minimap?

Is there a mod yet for a gta 5 style minimap? I don't really like round maps
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2021.11.30 21:26 inessousa12 144hz 1ms vs 75hz 4ms

Hey guys! I've been wanting to buy an ultra wide monitor for some time now for productivity and some gaming. I got really obcessed with the new Huawei mate view gt, but it's a bit expensive. So, I was wondering if there's is really a significant difference between 144hz 1ms and 75hz 4ms. I have both options currently in my setup and I don't find any difference, but that's maybe because my eye is not trained for that stuff haha
Other than that, do you recommend any other ultra wide monitor?
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2021.11.30 21:26 GhostPudding First proper sim rig! Can't wait to get it up and running

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2021.11.30 21:26 therebill Y’all, they’re happy to announce that you have to pay extra to ensure you get what you pay for. 😂

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2021.11.30 21:26 Novacast Wiring Help for H150i Elite Capellix + 6x QL120 Fans

Hi - I'm putting together a new build and had a couple of questions about the wiring setup for the fans and AIO cooler. I built my current rig back in 2013 and didn't have any RGB or AIO cooler so this is all new to me. For reference:

I plan on using the ML fans that come with the AIO on the cooler and as the exhaust up top, 3 fans on the side for intake and 3 fans on the bottom for intake. I saw a diagram of a potential setup (below) and had a couple of questions.
  1. Does the CoCo connect to the CoPro via the internal USB header or LED (I've seen both be mentioned in other posts)? If the CoCo is connected to the CoPro via USB header, how is the CoCo connected to the motherboard's PUMP fan header?
  2. If the CoCo is connected into the CoPro, is the AIO still visible in iCUE or is it all recognized as one entity and any changes affect all 9 fans?
  3. Is this an ideal setup for wiring? I do not currently own a CoPro so I'm open to other methods before I actually start the build.
  4. Given the header limitations detailed above, is there anything I should be considering for the setup?
Thanks in advance!
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2021.11.30 21:26 ihaveaboyfriendnow How to deal with being out of touch with yourself

Hello beautiful people!
Firstly, sorry for any mistakes. I am from Germany :-)
I am 24 years old and feel stuck for years now. Nothing gets better, I always feel I like life makes no sense and I just want the days to be over.. I developed social anxiety eight years ago .. for years I also never felt safe in my environment and body. I developed addictive tendencies (alcohol for example). I feel awakened somehow, but still not connected to my spirituality (I am reading stuff but not doing them). But it also feels like my third eye is blocked. I’m generally trapped in my mind. Always thinking. And it’s driving me crazy. I don’t want to die but life is not enjoyable and I’m craving love so hard.. will it ever stop or do I just have to accept the fact that the anxiety will always be there? I feel lost and out of touch with myself. :-(
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2021.11.30 21:26 goodlin77 5 Discs - $70 Shipped

All discs new/unthrown, 9.5/10
2 - 2021 Koling Thunderbirds
3 - Assorted misprints from the recent Innova boxes, everything will be premium plastic, and there will be no repeats
Venmo or Paypal for payment, buyer covers g&s fee if they opt for it
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2021.11.30 21:26 devtailsxyz How to Set Up Server Side Rendering (SSR) With React, express.js, and esbuild

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2021.11.30 21:26 ampy28 2021 infotainment screen protector

Has anyone been able to locate a screen protector for the 21 edge? It's massive and I want to protect it but only thing I can find is the f150 screens and explorer ones. Google doesn't seem to generate any leads to help my search.
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2021.11.30 21:26 Deserteagle7 Ludwig tests the boundaries of Youtube's DMCA

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2021.11.30 21:26 redit202 (11/30/21) The Best Chicken Recipe of the Year - Daily Recipe of the Day from Taste of Home

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2021.11.30 21:26 h-musicfr A new playlist carefully curated by my dog to chill when he's alone during the day, with lofi Beats, soothing vibes, chillhop, jazzhop...

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2021.11.30 21:26 ba-len-ci-10 Whycantyoufindabeerinspace?

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2021.11.30 21:26 yBlookynho The ULTIMATE Gaster recap!!

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2021.11.30 21:26 VisibleImprovement14 [US] [BUYING] yu yu hakusho, slam dunk, hunter x hunter, neon genesis evangelion 3-in-1s

looking to buy quite a few things
yu yu hakusho volumes 1-5: i want to start collecting it but i want to try and start from 1 and continue consecutively

slam dunk volumes 2,3,5, or 9: i’m trying to complete the first 10

hunter x hunter 7,8,15,16,21,& 23: i know these are in stock in a lot of places but i want to purchase them for less than retail so i’m looking for a good offer here also looking for 22 & 26 if anyone would bless 🙏

nge 3-in-1s volumes 3,4, or 5: trying to complete the set
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2021.11.30 21:26 Adrian-1712 Just had my top surgery!! :)

Hi I'm Adrian I'm new here (20 they/them) , and it is my first post. Just had my top surgery a few Hours ago, I'm super happy. it is almost 2 am where I'm from and i can't fall asleep, every time i try to sleep i end up waking up. My back kind of hurts and the place where my drains are hurts a bit too. But i don't really care that much I'm so so happy right now i could cry. Wish i could go on a walk actually maybe breathe some air. I only drunk some water so far and im fantasizing about a good cup of coffee and something sweet, maby tomorrow hope i will not feel sick so i can drink it and relax a bit. It all is such an amazing and exciting journey for me and im a bit overwhelmed actually, im alone right now at the hospital and it's kind of lonely but it is okay too because i can have a bit of time to myself, to think and process all im going through. My biggest fear was actually the infusion, im terribly sceard of Needles and the process was very scary for me but i made it and im super proud of myself:)
Im very proud of myself for doing what i wanted so much and for being brave, i hope everything will go smoothly for me and my recovery and that i will be able to sleep abit at the end😅 For all of you who might just go through this experience to right now i want to say im very proud of you and im very happy for you, i hope you have a safe and easy recovery and enjoy your new body and life 💜
Sorry if it was to long i hope it's ok:)
Ps English is not my first language so sorry if there are some mistakes 😅
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2021.11.30 21:26 S_E_C_O_N_A_L Clonazepam to Lorazepam in the final stages?

For someone me knowledgable than me - Does this make sense?
I've been taking Klonopin for around 4 years, dosages ranging from .5mg all the way upto 8mg.
I'm currently stuck at 1mg, and he is wanting to substitute to Lorazepam and then keep me on a low dose for a while.
Does anyone have experience with a similar situation?
I always presumed I'd be put on Diazepam or even potentially Librium.
Cheers in advance
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2021.11.30 21:26 shaboozeybot THE END | House of Ashes | Scary Game Squad Part 8

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