I feel Like a horrible person and the Adventist faith Contributed to it.

2021.12.04 04:52 RealNdSilly101 I feel Like a horrible person and the Adventist faith Contributed to it.

For a while especially Lately I have been feeling like a horrible person. No I haven't killed Anyone or done a serious crime but I sometimes feel like I am a dark messed up person deep down inside. I sometimes fight with people ( Verbally) and stand up for myself more compared to when I used to be a stupid brainwashed Adventist kid. I have emotional issues and wonder if I am bipolar since I change moods quick or randomly. It still haunts me to this very day the way how I got Mistreated, Experiencing and Witnessing things I wish I would've never experienced.
I wish the church and the Adventist faith I got converted to wasn't abusive and had way too many rules. Getting mistreated and controlled as a child a supposed to be "Safe" or "Godly" place made things worse and I still sometimes cant stop thinking about certain things or certain people relating to the Adventist church I was raised in. I developed things like suicidal thoughts, Anxiety, Depression, and a huge self hatred. It sucks because sometimes I randomly think and then remember how certain things developed like why I worried about getting in trouble and let people do whatever to me and treat me like shit worrying that my parents claiming to have God/Jesus in them will get mad at me and take someone else's side all the time!
Its sad to see or talk to certain people from the church I was raised in since certain people I grew up with seem really manipulated or hopeless people. Some kids I grew up with arent sure of themselves, lets others make decisions for them which is scary and they're used to it. I even remembered talking to this older adult I haven't seen In a while telling him I am not Adventist anymore. I dont hate him but he made me feel worse by bringing up Adventism, certain people from the church, "God this...", "The Bible says..." and " Well Miss Ellen G White says...", when I clearly said I am not religious anymore. Then he randomly told me his opinions aren't even his and he was probably raised Adventist his whole life. There was nothing really to talk about not even goals in life with them especially if someones super religious adding church people and religion to literally every little thing, Everything. even if a insect crashes into a light bulb some people are the type that are like "oh no its a evil spirit coming to get us, lets pray immediately!"
Its very Disappointing and I sometimes wonder how many out there in the world ,people besides me have been Negatively Affected by the Adventist faith or church they were raised in. I have been questioning so many things especially the churches.
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2021.12.04 04:52 ThatsNotMaiName Chased in second hand store

There have been three instances in my life where I have felt like I was going to be abducted. I'm a woman and I'm currently 23 years old. I'm also on the petite side, standing at a whopping 5'3" and weighing around 115 lbs. Because of this, I typically wear heels or platform boots so that I can appear taller than I actually am. This story happened this spring while at a second-hand store. I was looking to find a good side table styled cabinet and my boyfriend came with me because, I have already been nearly abducted twice in my life (I could write about those instances too, if you'd like) and I suffer from C-PTSD in part because of that, so I am not really able to go out in public by myself unless I'm with someone, going to class, or going to work. Lucky for me, my boyfriend is 6'3", lean but muscular, has a very deep, intimidating voice, and has absolutely no issues with taking physical action if I needed that kind of defense, so it's nice basically having my own caring, personal body guard.
For context, the area I live in is bad for human trafficking. I live in northern Wisconsin but close to Minneapolis. The I-94 runs basically straight to Minneapolis from The Dells, I grew up near that area and I know full well that The Dells has bad trafficking issues too because of the high levels tourism in the area plus Baraboo, the next town over from The Dells, still has running cargo trains that are rumored to contribute to trafficking. But that's not entirely relevant. The town I currently live in is split in half by the interstate and there's a Walmart right by the exit. There have been many abductions of women in our town in various locations all over and it isn't a secret to anybody that it is an issue for the area. Now with the story.
My boyfriend and I go to the next town over to look for a cabinet-styled side table because the secondhand shops in our town don't sell furniture. We get inside and look around a little bit before my boyfriend says he needs to go to the bathroom. I keep browsing nearby the bathrooms in a display area for desks, dressers, etc. and I find this really neat vintage vanity with hidden organizers in the top of the desk and I start looking at it and checking out it's little features. While doing so, I feel eyes on me, so I look around to see if I'm being watched by someone. Sure enough, in the row of desks behind me, there is a middle-aged man looking at me woth no facial expressions. I'm dressed in a skirt and knee socks and this is one of my go-to looks so glaring at creepy men eyeing me up isn't something new to me, but since I'm alone at the moment, I don't want to piss the guy off so I give him the cliché mid-western half-smile and move up the row away from him, but towards the corner of the section. All of a sudden this guy practically runs to the row I'm in, so I take a right and head up towards where he kind of was standing when I spotted him initially. He picked up pace and I am now half running trying to get away from him and afyer a small chase aroind furniture, we end up in a situation where I am standing on one side of the row of desks and he is standing in front of me on the other side waiting to see which way I go, basically in a stand-off. At this moment I try looking to my left towards the other furniture and bathrooms to see if anyone is around to witness this, and thank Gaia my boyfriend is out of the bathroom already walking towards us with very squared up posture. He looks absolutely livid and his eyes are locked solidly onto this creep that was chasing me around furniture just a second ago. My boyfriend reaches my side and puts his arm around my shoulder protectively and he and the creep make eye contact, they honestly both looked equally pissed off. The guy doesn't say anything, just walks away, but every few minutes or so we see him looking at us a few aisles away wherever we are in the store and I am anxious as all hell at this point and just want to leave, but my boyfriend is trying his best to reassure me and calm me down in the ways he best knows how to woth little avail. He eventually distracts me from the guy by finding a perfect side table for what I was looking for; dark cherry wood, glass door, shelves, absolutely beautiful and only $30 (not to mention a student discount). We pick it up and head to checkout and the entire time I am paranoid and looking around to see if this guy is near us. He is currently being checked out at the register and we are being separated by two other customers. My anxiety spikes again but I try not to let it show. When he is done he walks through the first set of doors to exit but is still in the first entrance of the store just standing there. He looks at me and we make eye contact a few times while I am in line and then checking out. I make it a point to stand on the right side of my boyfriend carrying my new find out and holding eye contact with the creep the whole time we exit and get to the car. He doesn't say or do anything, he didn't follow us, he just stared at me and we get to the car safely, although I am still paranoid and trying to get the side table in the car and secured as fast as possible which is just making me fumble more. But regardless, we left safe and made it home okay.
I can't say for certain that this man was trying to abduct me, let alone if he was working with human traffickers, but I highly doubt he was chasing and stalking me around the store with pure intentions. So, to the creep that chases women the moment they are alone for less than five minutes in secondhand stores, let's not meet again.
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