I used to pay my friend to have sex with me

2021.12.05 17:02 Disastrous_Ad7180 I used to pay my friend to have sex with me

All my life, I've always been that guy, the ugly friend. I was reasonably popular in school but there was always a couple of assholes who would make fun of me and call me 'tubby' or 'chub-a-dub.' I've always been chubby, and then overweight before finally escalating to obesity, and it didn't help that I'm not attractive either - I've always looked like a cross between Charlie Heaton and Wayne Knight.
Currently, I'm married to a wonderful woman and we have three kids who are doing excellent in life, but back then I was an ugly fat kid who just so happened to be friends with this gorgeous guy. I am a bisexual man who was way more into men in my youth, and this guy was just about a God to me - he had long hair, a beautiful face, these grey eyes, tall, skinny, wore makeup and leather, and he was the only person in my life at the time who treated me like a human being.
The first time I tried to kiss him, he turned his head away and said he wasn't interested even though I'd seen him make out with other guys before. So I said okay and tried to move on, but then I came up with an idea - my parents were both doctors and their influence had helped me to get a very well paying job that meant I had extra money to throw around, and I got an idea.
At first he said no, but at the time he was this kid (he was legal, as a nineteen year old, and I'm only two years older) who was living in a tiny apartment, eating scavenged food from the alley and spent all his money on clothes or his guitar or stuff for his bandmates and he broke down and said yes.
For a simple strip tease, I gave him twenty bucks, but it was thirty if he touched himself whole doing it. If we had sex, sixty. Sex and a strip tease, fifty. And so on. I once paid him one hundred and seventy for a hand job he gave me.
Now, this might not seem so bad, but at one point he was literally starving and came to me, and I said no even though he was offering anything. I didn't reject him for any good reason - or reason at all. I just liked to watch him squirm and beg.
Eventually he moved away and I have no idea what happened to him. I would love to know if he's okay but don't want any contact because that'd be way too awkward for me. I don't feel guilty, per se, but I have an uncomfortable presssure on my chest whenever I think about it.
So, I'm sorry, man. Hope life is treating you well.
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2021.12.05 17:02 redditnamesucks Why did Italian city states never attempted to colonize the New world ?

It was weird that Italian states like Genoa and Venice did not attempt to find new trade routes. They had a lot of capitals to spare thanks to their banking and trade; they had a lot of reasons to discover new routes (as the Ottoman was their main enemy); they had the naval expertise to do so (seeing that many of the explorers like Christopher Columbus and Amerigo Vespucci were Italian) and their relations with Christian states were not bad to the point of being refused exit from the Mediterranean sea (unlike the Ottoman who would be stopped by Christian force if they attempted to do so).
So why did Venice, Milan, or Genoa never attempt to colonize the New World ?
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2021.12.05 17:02 226Gravity The limits of GFN (fortnite)

The recent issue with Fortnite really shows the main downside to Cloud Gaming : https://twitter.com/FortniteStatus/status/1467573037054763012?s=20
You can't do those kind of things to get your game to work.
Not really GFN's fault, but it still shows the limitations I guess ^^
I would love to have a little bit more control in the launcher / the creation of a private session to download any games from steam or epic on a machine that gets reset once you restart...
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2021.12.05 17:02 Terrowin_M Do you normally forgive people? (Talking about only forgiveness, not forgetting)

I find people never ask for my forgiveness, do you find the same?
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2021.12.05 17:02 Jbeck1985 6 months sub free

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2021.12.05 17:02 kamking A darkener version of flowey would be pretty interesting as the secret boss of chapter 3.

It can be argued that spamton is a reflection of mettaton, just an extremely Twisted one. What if the chapter 3 secret boss is similar but it is a twisted reflection of flowey the flower. Think about it, not only is the house a place where asreiel lived but the flowers that have been thrown away in the trash can, abandoned just like how people often throw away the Joker cards of their deck or would block a spam email program. Are the perfect candidate for a boss obsessed with a new view on freedom if jevil responded with denial and spamton responded with bargaining then maybe flower we can respond with anger.
It also be an interesting shift in the character not a character that can't feel loved but a character that has been denied it the embodiment of a broken connection where every attempt to have it rekindled has been literally thrown in the trash.
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2021.12.05 17:02 ImportanceSilver3251 Match Thread: Philadelphia Union vs New York City FC | Major League Soccer

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Matthew Freese, Aurélien Collin, Stuart Findlay, Olivier Mbaizo, Nathan Harriel, José Martínez, Leon Flach, Jack Mcglynn, Kacper Przybylko, Jamiro Monteiro, Dániel Gazdag.
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Sean Johnson, Alexander Callens, Maxime Chanot, Malte Amundsen, Tayvon Gray, Maxi Morález, Alfredo Morales, James Sands, Héber, Santiago Rodríguez, Jesús Medina.
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