2021.12.04 04:44 DeathQueen576 Boyfriend(17M) told friend about my(17F) extremely personal happenings without my consent
I started a new medication for my anxiety and depression. Its been affecting me very negatively and I've been missing a lot of school. One of out mutual friends asked where I was and he literally told her that I had a panic attack getting ready for school because I'm having a bad reaction to this medicine. I told him this in confidence because he's my boyfriend. I don't know what to do or if I can trust him anymore.
I'll give a little background and more details for those of you who stay:)
My boyfriend(17M) and I(17F) have been dating since October this year. We met at our school and clicked really well together. I felt that he got me, even with my anxiety and mental health issues. We started dating a few weeks of meeting each other. We went on a date every week, sometimes more than once. It was really nice for a while, but then I opened up to him about my past. I won't give details but It involves sexual assault. This experience led me to using weed to help me cope. I explained what happened, as I felt he should know because I have some triggers. He's always been goofy and likes to poke me in the stomach and just tease me, but that is one of my triggers. I've tried explaining but he doesn't understand this.
When he pokes me in the side, I feel dysphoric. I used to struggle with an ED and he knows this as well. I've told him to stop and he sometimes does, but he always ends up poking me again and it makes me shut down. He also likes to softly karate chop my neck(I don't know how to explain). This is extremely triggering for me because of my previous SA. I try to explain my reactions to him but I can never get it out right. I've never been good at it, and he doesn't seem to understand fully how what I've been through affects me.
Anyhoo, I started this new medicine for my anxiety and depression a few weeks ago and it's actually been making it worse. It makes me shaky, jumpy, tired, and even more anxious. And after I take it, it knocks me out, I get insane brain fog and I have to go to bed. I tell him about this new medicine and how it's affecting me. I only tell him because he is my boyfriend and I trusted him not to go about spreading this information. I fucking trusted him with this. It's extremely hard for me to trust someone about my mental health and he broke that trust.
I've been missing a lot of school because of this medication. I have panic attacks getting ready for school and getting in my car ready to leave. This keeps me from going to school a lot of the time. He doesn't really understand why school is so hard for me. Anyway, my friend V asked him where I was today and apparently he said that I had a panic attack because a new medicine is messing me up. HE FUCKING TOLD SOMEONE ABOUT MY MEDICINE AND SHIT. Why the fuck would he think that's ok. I've told him before how hard it is for me to open up. And then he goes and tells her. I understand that she's my best friend, but I wasn't ready to tell her. She knows I have anxiety, but she didn't need to know about the medicine. I would have told her when I was ready. She text me asking if I was ok and I answered yes just dealing with anxiety. And she answered with "ok I hope u feel better and get used to ur meds."
I feel like he broke my trust. I trusted him so fucking much opening up to him like this, and then he goes and tells someone. I don't know if it was just her either. He could have told any of his friends. Everyone could know. He fucking broke that trust. I haven't brought it up to him.
I know this sort of became a rant towards the end, but I'm kind of freaking out. I have no idea what to do. I won't see him until Monday and it's Friday. I don't know how to handle this situation and I would like a little bit of guidance from anyone who is willing to help me. I know I need to have a talk with him, but right now I don't even want to answer his texts. I don't want anything to do with him right now but I think I'm just overwhelmed. I'm going to stop typing so ya'll don't have to listen to me rant anymore. Just please someone help me?
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2021.12.04 04:44 LibraFraudsta Will I survive a year long liquid fast?
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2021.12.04 04:44 WaterDemonPhoenix Religions are nothing but tribalism, if it wasn't, non Muslim could wear hijab and Muslim could speak other languages beyond Arabic.
I had a wonder. Why do Muslims refer to heaven or anything god related as jannah or use Arabic? I thought its possible that its just because that most Muslims are Arabic. However, the few converts also start using it. I even have had Muslim tell me Arabic is the language of god.
Here's the thing. If Islam is anything but tribalism, they'd be fine with English only Quran. from the little I have learned about human psychology, I think behaving the same way, speaking the same language is 'solidarity' it is a symbol of oneness.
Which also got me thinking. Some Muslims love preaching about how modesty is so great. But I thought, would these same Muslims be happy if a non Muslim wears hijab but says she likes the Islamic way of life? Just doesn't believe in god? Would this non Muslim face backlash? The answer is they wouldn't like it.
I also think rather than talking about god, critics would say its a mockery of culture. And that's the point. They know its culture. There is nothing about it that is what god really wants.
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2021.12.04 04:44 TCat122 Thumbnail sketch a day: Day 1
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2021.12.04 04:44 Spirited_Wrangler_52 i need help finding a game
i had played a game when I was younger i know it wasn't halo but i know it was like halo where it took place in space and had pvp and a story. i cant exactly remember what i played it on but I remember pads boosting me around a map it had vehicles to get in for pvp but you spawned in with a pre set class and just fought it out. if I'm being to vague to help I understand but that i also why I cant really remember the game myself
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2021.12.04 04:44 Nathanbrnvl Which one with Fofana POTM?
2021.12.04 04:44 ZD_plguy17 Renting from private owner is the worst thing ever
Id rather deal with corporate landlords that at least have competitive maintenance and you know the only way they will try to walk over you is by raising rent or excessive moving out charges (ie cleaning) etc.
This is my second time renting condo by private owner. This dufus hid some important facts that would make me not consider renting from like leaking behind bathtub spout inside wall to the floor resulting in musty smell from carpet on other side of the wall, not working central heat. Then some things he promised to fix before moving in he draggs his feet 2 weeks after I move in, not painting whole patches, not replacing spout with faulty levediverter.
My first condo I rented with roomate and aside from spartan/outdated kitchen cabinets, it was a nice place. He told us story he was moving with his wife to new house. 3 months later he comes back to patch the cat door and tells is they don’t like the new house and they will be moving back at the end of our 1 year signed lease. Some reasons he listed was his wife could get uber due to poor cell reception which sounded shady to us. My coworker thought he was constructively evicting us to replace with tenants on which he could charge new market rate.
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2021.12.04 04:44 Mike1701D "Ladysmith Black Mambazo!"
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2021.12.04 04:44 BlinkWar Will upvote every single comment for the next 72 hours.
2021.12.04 04:44 leinadeht 211203 - Jiheon Instagram Update
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2021.12.04 04:44 squirrelnestNN Online format thoughts from a new player
I've been playing online for like a week, it's a real good time. I bought an IRL Rillaboom deck and redeemed the QR code and won enough games with it to buy a bunch of other theme decks. It's been a real pleasure to try them out. The storm and whatever Dragonite deck is my favorite! Early Thunderous wrecks and if you don't get that you probably still get a bunch of card draw.
Still, there's an issue that's bothering me. See, the fun thing about CCGs is tweeking your deck into something better and better over multiple plays... and based on how I'm getting stomped in standard with my deck made from two Charizard theme decks , it is going to be AGES before I win enough free cards to be competitive there. Easily hundreds of games, maybe thousands.
Wouldn't it be cool if there was a medium format where you use a theme deck but can swap out up to say... idk, no more than 6 cards? Then you'd still get to practice deckbuilding while grinding coins!
Just musing, just a thought. I'm still having fun, at least for now. Just wanted to think out loud.
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2021.12.04 04:44 Pseudonian2 Frameworks that would be helpful for getting SWE internships?
I'm a person with a project running about 2.5 years (ongoing) that deals in TypeScript/HTML/CSS. I'm also not terrible at leetcode, and can solve mediums/easy questions with good (often optimal) asymptotics.
However, I currently don't know any actual frameworks other than Mocha for testing. I also don't really know what's *currently* in the meta that actual companies are interested in. I'm struggling to find any company to interview me, let alone get an offer for Summer 2022, and I feel as though my lack of knowledge in modern frameworks is negatively affecting my chances. I'm a third year CS student so I would imagine it's not my class year that is affecting me. In the states, BTW.
Is there any resource in particular I can go to find out what companies are actually looking for, and maybe some (simplified) documentation for those frameworks? Thanks =D
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2021.12.04 04:44 Significant_Safe4514 Some guns in my collection...oh and a model too ☺️😁
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2021.12.04 04:44 RhysBrando Playing Animal Crossing w/ Long Distance friends
Hi. I recently got Yuzu working with Animal Crossing, and I'm wanting to be able to play (lan) multiplayer on my island with my long distance gf, maybe other friends if they feel like joining. The idea is having us "live" on the same island and play as if we're doing couch co-op. is that even possible? if so, how can I do it? I've been doing some Google-fu but haven't found anything helpful. (Also, if anyone from the Yuzu team happens to read this: the game works fantastically! thank you guys for all your hard work!)
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2021.12.04 04:44 m13862139345 Low Timespy scores on a TUF 3080 OC
My tuf 3080 OC seems to get only 17000-17330 for the 3d mark time spy, is this considered low for such cards ?
My specs: Ryzen 7 5800x 2*8 3200mhz ram 850w platinum seasonic psu TUF gaming b550 plus wifi mobo
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2021.12.04 04:44 iTakeCreditForAwards What kind of scanner do I need for a 1999 CLK 320? I believe there’s one other than the typical OBDII Scanner that’s Benz specific ?
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2021.12.04 04:44 Serious_Manager3520 I'm looking for honest trustworthy and loyal sugar baby?
2021.12.04 04:44 ceetc Mod conflict with Vampire Embrace's combat feeding?
Hello everyone. I am just getting back into Morrowind again after a long break and am having an issue with my favorite mod of all time, Vampire Embrace. I think something in my mod list (or possibly Morrowind Code Patch?) is breaking the combat feeding option from that mod. No matter what I do, the automatic combat bite won't initiate. Tried it over quite a few different NPCs of varying strength, tried turning off/on the strength increased damage patch in MCP (as way back I remember if you hit way too hard it would sometimes just knock them flat), and still nothing. I even kept double checking to make sure I actually cast the spell to turn the effect on.
I went on a mod downloading spree and have been working on getting things working properly using various tools and ModOrganizer2. Has anyone heard of any particular mods that cause issue with the scripted bite mechanic of Vampire Embrace, or have any insight on what could be the cause? Below is a link to my current mod list. Any input is greatly appreciated.
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