I'm a 25 year old average looking guy who does several drugs daily

2021.12.01 07:13 AffablyAmiableAnimal I'm a 25 year old average looking guy who does several drugs daily

...even though he knows he desperately wants to be clean like he used to be.
I've never shot up thankfully, have had the idea but just can't and won't (knock on wood lol) I'm a snorter for everything except liquids. Today was actually a light day of using, railed a bigger than usual line that kicked hard as almighty hell (severe burning sensation inside nose and nasal passages from the chems God wtf why do i so.tjis.tomyself) in the morning after I woke up at 2:30pm from pooping two bars (total 5mg of Bromazolam I think it is) for the first time the night before. Then an hour ago I snorted some China White and again a little more 30 mins after now I got to place an order for more before I pass out from the half bar I took because that meth I got wasn't cheap I've been very awake all fay haven't had food until now all I've done on my day off today is fuck off.
Why? Idk it simply goes against the few very basic principles, morals, ethics, whatever the fuck it's called, I want to truthfully live by a code of simply being kind to others even if they're not kind also, being the voice for those without one, and progressively becoming the best version of myself. I never used to do drugs other than vaping some weed before 2020. Every little or big pile or line of crushed up dope that goes up my nose only serves to waste my money, fill me with shame, and digs the hole deeper of addiction also meaning when I quit the withdrawals will be worse the longer I use.
I even used to claim straight edge just a couple years ago, and like some punk rock meta article pointed out, straight edge is a community of people living on the edge, going to the extremes in one way or another in this case choosing to not take any drugs even caffeine but sooner or later they'll bounce to another extreme here being drug abuse and not stingy about it.
I've always been a loser but I never imagined I'd become this. It started when my first real GF
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2021.12.01 07:13 HololootARNFT SCAM WARNING!

🚨Everyone WATCH OUT! 🚨
Seems that due to big interest in Hololoot some scam groups are appearing!
$HOL token is NOT ON SALE!
This is the one and only announcement chat https://t.me/hololoot , don't fall into trap!
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2021.12.01 07:13 muminmelkijad Second player can't get Harriet's haircuts

My girlfriend and I play ACNH on the same island and since the update, she hasn't played much. I have already paid for all the shops on Harv's island and got all the haircuts. She missed the days after the shops opening and Harriet giving haircuts so will her character ever have a chance to get them? Since she started playing again Harriet hasn't been ''working'' yet, so probably not?
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2021.12.01 07:13 AlternativerBOT Wir sind klar GEGEN die IMPF-PFLICHT!

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2021.12.01 07:13 DreamLayers2 undertale true genocide

when i open the demo it says "Your game page is no longer visible in game listings! It must have active game builds for it to show." what do i do
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2021.12.01 07:13 smartdepotng Fix Device Is Not Certified By Google Pt. 2 Ft. Android 12 And Magisk Ca...

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2021.12.01 07:13 drynionph Brand New Shiryo - Inu - DAPP based game & NFT’s in development! - Liquidity Lock - Launching Now on BSC





Welcome to Shiryo - Inu

Shiryo - Inu launching now on Ethereum and it seems that play to earn game tokens are still one of the best niches to buy in DeFi! The roadmap details a fully functional trading card based game which will allow for the earning of the native token through different incentives including weekly competitions!
Contract Address: 0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b
The team recently released concepts for the trading cards on their Telegram group and their design team has done an amazing job, this is a gem in the making and it is still incredibly early if you get in now. Having only been life for less than 24 hours the token is sitting at just above a $1M market cap which is incredibly low for a play to earn game, the team is really active on Telegram and the holders seem to be diamond handed after seeing the potential in this project!
Everything about this project has been super clean so far, the chart looks good and the website and concepts released so far have been on point.
The whitepaper is to be released today alongside more mockups of the concept for the game, the marketing has been on point with calls from all the biggest names on Telegram and Twitter. The developer even just hired a social media specific marketing agency to help get even more eyes on the project, Shiryo-Inu is about to become synonymous with the likes of Floki and Mononoke - Inu, don’t sleep on this one!

Link Buy
Contract Address: 0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b
Pancakeswap: https://pancakeswap.finance/swap?outputCurrency=0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b

Website: https://shiryoinu.in/
Telegram: https://t.me/shiryoInuGlobal
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ShiryoOffical
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2021.12.01 07:13 Tiltedpixels Abracadabra vs QiDao for borrowing with FTM

Abracadabra vs QiDao for borrowing with FTM Hey all,
I'm using my FTM to borrow stable(ish) coins to then deposit onto Beefy for additional yield. I've been comparing Abracadabra (MIM) vs QiDao (MAI) and it looks like QiDao is the far better deal. They charge no interest but also because yvwFTM is only earning 0.10% APY, you're making no gains on your deposited collateral, as QiDao has more options for collateral, I can get a 10% return with mooScreamFTM.
Am I missing anything? Would love peoples thoughts. Excel thoughts below.... I'm thinking 4 repayments of $1000 in a year to adjust based on liquidation risk.

https://preview.redd.it/1tok90foow281.png?width=667&format=png&auto=webp&s=9bd96ec2b1c9cb7eced13406af5dd0fa274096bb
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2021.12.01 07:13 EllroyCorporal123 Adios

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2021.12.01 07:13 melbha_101 Battlefield 2042 - Update 3 | When Is It Coming &What Can We Expect?

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2021.12.01 07:13 spicey_lobster19 A quick question

Just a quick one. To complete the national dex, do you just need to see or capture them all?
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2021.12.01 07:13 li1one I am not close with my dad but he wants to give me money and it makes me feel awkward

My dad gives me money. My family didn’t have a lot of money growing up but my dad now has money. The thing is I’m not close with my dad and I’m not used to receiving money, so I guess it just feels really awkward and like he is trying to use money to try get close to me or something.
Is this normal that parents would give their kids a lot of money even when they are adults and moved out and have their own job?
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2021.12.01 07:13 justgimmieaname Dropper post cleaning. Do i need to pop off this "sealing ring"?

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2021.12.01 07:13 Major_South1103 What kinda flag is this? (Found in a industrial area in the netherlands)

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2021.12.01 07:13 Lopsided-Release6753 JG0451 / Well R2 / VZ 61 Scorpion - 340 FPS possible?

Hello guys, I am thinking about buying either JG0451 or Well R2 version of Vzor 61 Scorpion. 260 FPS and 20-25m range are not sufficient even for our local CQB games and I would like to get a bit closer to the 400 FPS limit. I would like to see 300-340 FPS and 35-40m of range with .20g BB. Information on this gun is sparse.
What I would like to know: What is the original spring length/strength/type/how do I find replacement? What is the original barrel length? What spring can it take without breaking the gearbox?
What I don´t want to know (and please, don´t reply if you want to say this): You don´t need more FPS in CQB. - I do. You aren´t supposed to upgrade it. - I am. Speed doesn´t equal range, get a better hop up. - Yes, I know I can extend the range without increasing muzzle velocity, but my target will not wait 30 minutes until the BB reaches the destination.
I know local rules and practical requirements of local game areas, please kindly answer only what I am asking.
The point of my questions is - if I can´t make it shoot at 300+ FPS without breaking, I won´t buy it. But I really want it due to its size and because I just like Vzor 61.
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2021.12.01 07:13 Dankieman Just trying to achieve 'Komedy'

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2021.12.01 07:13 Historical-Pie-5846 Last Men Standing

In an all out war who will win
Asgard With power to convert fallen Legends into Angels
Hell With Yatan and Baal's Contractor
East Continent With Yangbans, Chiyou and Auspicious Beasts
West Continent With Tower of Wisdom at front without cover and no fear of Dragons (Human, Elves, Dwarves etc)
Note-: 1) Beings will experience Debuffs at normal level. 2) Players will be with West as Auspicious Beasts are with East. 3) Players will experience normal penalty level. 4) Grid's Divinity he built in East will fall slowly as the war grows same as Divinity of Gods of Asgard will fall.
View Poll
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2021.12.01 07:13 rehakbrand Homemade bacon just tastes better

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2021.12.01 07:13 Haidermiz Thoughts? 2020 will repeat again?

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2021.12.01 07:13 c00kiem0nster24 Pasta with broccoli sauce

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2021.12.01 07:13 Drummer149 [24 h] Discord Invite

Hey Reddit,
We are back again opening the gates to our discord server for 24 hours, on a new different day to try something different.
The server is intended to allow people to connect with people. Make new friends, hang out, start projects and join events. Tonight we are having a weekly meet up at the Clash Punk Bar, that emphasises getting to know the new people that join the server, so if that sounds good to you we would love to see you there.
We are a very tight-knit community, and most of our regulars have met up and become friends in real life but please do not be shy! We all joined up for the same reasons that you may, to make friends and connections with people in Berlin.
If you haven’t used discord before, it is an application a little bit like Slack, enabling conversation in a very organised manner.
Here's your invitation: https://discord.gg/3vY4QC52
Hoping you join and really looking forward to getting to know you all!.
Disclaimer: The mods on this discord and this reddit are completely different, so we are not related to this reddit apart from the mods very kindly allowing us to post our invite every week.
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2021.12.01 07:13 Solfaroiy Brand New Shiryo - Inu - DAPP based game & NFT’s in development! - Liquidity Lock - Launching Now on BSC





Welcome to Shiryo - Inu

Shiryo - Inu launching now on Ethereum and it seems that play to earn game tokens are still one of the best niches to buy in DeFi! The roadmap details a fully functional trading card based game which will allow for the earning of the native token through different incentives including weekly competitions!
Contract Address: 0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b
The team recently released concepts for the trading cards on their Telegram group and their design team has done an amazing job, this is a gem in the making and it is still incredibly early if you get in now. Having only been life for less than 24 hours the token is sitting at just above a $1M market cap which is incredibly low for a play to earn game, the team is really active on Telegram and the holders seem to be diamond handed after seeing the potential in this project!
Everything about this project has been super clean so far, the chart looks good and the website and concepts released so far have been on point.
The whitepaper is to be released today alongside more mockups of the concept for the game, the marketing has been on point with calls from all the biggest names on Telegram and Twitter. The developer even just hired a social media specific marketing agency to help get even more eyes on the project, Shiryo-Inu is about to become synonymous with the likes of Floki and Mononoke - Inu, don’t sleep on this one!

Link Buy
Contract Address: 0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b
Pancakeswap: https://pancakeswap.finance/swap?outputCurrency=0x0e675f042b4C4053062e94ff4738e233D846A31b

Website: https://shiryoinu.in/
Telegram: https://t.me/shiryoInuGlobal
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ShiryoOffical
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2021.12.01 07:13 vinilashake1_64 Blobeye headlights

I'm in Victoria Australia, and am looking for headlights stock preferably and if not maybe a little bit of led additions for a good price.
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2021.12.01 07:13 bkex-exchange 🔸#BKEX New Listing🔸 #BKEX will list #BATMAN/#USDT🚀 🚀 - Deposit: 16:00 on Dec 2 (UTC+8) - Trade: 18:00 on Dec 2 (UTC+8) - Withdrawal: 18:00 on Dec 3 (UTC+8) 🔹 🔹 Details: https://bkex.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/articles/4410755619353 #Bitcoin #Blockchain #cryptocurrency

🔸#BKEX New Listing🔸 #BKEX will list #BATMAN/#USDT🚀 🚀 - Deposit: 16:00 on Dec 2 (UTC+8) - Trade: 18:00 on Dec 2 (UTC+8) - Withdrawal: 18:00 on Dec 3 (UTC+8) 🔹 🔹 Details: https://bkex.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/articles/4410755619353 #Bitcoin #Blockchain #cryptocurrency submitted by bkex-exchange to BKEXGlobal [link] [comments]


2021.12.01 07:13 Leading-Sense-6196 Ask Anything Thread I'm not shy

Use this thread to ask anything at all!
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