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Feeling extremely down.

2021.12.01 06:59 S_E_C_O_N_A_L Feeling extremely down.

I'm 32 in 3 months, and in May of next year will mark the 11th year that I've been stuck in this state. I never accomplished anything due to this coming on.
I just, don't know what to do anymore. It appears I've tried everything.
Dietary changes, scenery changes, exercise, meditation, about 30 psychiatric medications, 15 or so recreational drugs including psilocybin, soberity. Therapy.
Nothing's worked.
I haven't had any meaningful conversations because I don't recognise my voice and it's caused issues. This is just one of the triage of problems.
People are often confused or ask me to repeat myself so I just don't converse anymore, this started the morning it came on and it's taken it's toll. I lost myself overnight and I feel like stranger to myself.
I used to so different, happy. Great with people, especially girls. I just cannot fathom the damage that it's caused.
The worst part of all. I look completely normal, in fact, I used to do modelling growing up. Now I am a complete recluse. A loner with no friends because I disappeared and stayed hidden. My old friends would never understand.
I'm too much of a coward/scared to kill myself, as much as I'd like to.
I remember people saying the world was going to end in 2012.
It did for me.
Anyways. I don't think anyone will be able to help me here. But thank you for reading my vent.
I truly wish all of you the best, and for anyone that's actively going through this, that things get better for you.
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2021.12.01 06:59 lss_mobile_mod_05 Chfh

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2021.12.01 06:59 Flat-Beginning-5903 UK ILR Query

Hi there - is there anyone who submitted a UK indefinite leave to remain application in the last 6 weeks. I applied through a non-priority route and haven't heard back anything. Whilst the processing time is 6 months most of the people I know got it in less than 2 weeks and I'm getting really worried.
Is there anyone else who's been in my situation? I tried to call the UKBA but they refuse to tell me the status of the application as it's under the processing time.
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2021.12.01 06:59 diaperpoop_ [USA-CA] [H] Apple Refurbished M1 MacBook Air 8C GPU/16GB/1TB/AC+ [W] PayPal, Local Cash

Bought this Apple Refurbished M1 Air back in March. Complete with box, original charger. Not a single scratch as far as I can tell. Has AppleCare+ good until 4/3/2024.
Repairs: The whole top case assembly was replaced by Apple under AppleCare+ since my screen cracked because I had a webcam cover. No issues on repair and still looks like new.
Asking Price:

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2021.12.01 06:59 abjinternational Complete WordPress Developer Course - Plugins & Themes

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2021.12.01 06:59 Fun-Collar-9422 One taking profit And everybody freaks out?

Wouldn’t u sell a junk if you made 65million$ out of a 200$ investment?
It’s a good whale, a bad whale would have crashed us 70% down and wouldn’t give a fuck about us.
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2021.12.01 06:59 siberdonut S I L V E R !

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2021.12.01 06:59 uzaydiablo Dual Dream Amazon Teslazon

Just wanted to discuss if it can be doable?
I mean amazon with dual dream setup / shield and helm
Using charged strike - melee spec kinda.
Mercenary with infinity
Why ask? Cause i am a long ways from infinity let alone 2 jahs for dream.
Has anybody done it? Couldnt find on youtube or smthn. ''Mrllamasc if you hear make it happen. Lets hear that youtube voice :=) ''
And if you find a link or a video please share with me.
Thanks in advance.
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2021.12.01 06:59 andresuco19 Looking for feedback on my profile as i'm struggling to get any matches atm. Thank you!

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2021.12.01 06:59 noone6745 Cresselia on me. Be online 0258 3686 2236

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2021.12.01 06:59 Olmota Dave filoni =bad?

I've heard that Dave filoni seems to be the bogeyman for legends fans. Is that true? And if so why? What did he do wrong?
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2021.12.01 06:59 eeyyan Coin stuck in card holder

The little card holder where the drink holder is has a coin trapped in it and I can't get a card to go down. Any tips?
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2021.12.01 06:59 newsdk Bekræftet: En smittet ved Martin Jensen-koncert havde Omikron-variant

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2021.12.01 06:59 _Prab_ Maintenance has started again

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2021.12.01 06:59 newsdk WHO retter på sig selv: Fuldt vaccinerede over 60 år kan godt holde fast i rejseplanerne

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2021.12.01 06:59 Toxena Padoru callendar day 1 - Ollie

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2021.12.01 06:59 ClashMaster2612 Starting my Accutane journey today. Any tips and tricks?

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2021.12.01 06:59 KarmotrineCorgi Daily Betty #456 - Hope this Happy Beako Brightens Your Day! [Fanart]

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2021.12.01 06:59 ArtBIT Kakva kompozicija, pa ovo kao da je neko izrežirao *wink wink*

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2021.12.01 06:59 blackmagikmike DOLORES!

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2021.12.01 06:59 scarrrr09 Is there any difference between a Book of shadows and a Grimoire?

I read a book about a Grimoire, and I'm still as confused, because some witches have both? The book said a Book of Shadows is basically just a Grimoire but more "modern" and "Diary-ish" and more like a bullet journal, and that it isn't just a witch's book, that it contains more, stuff like a playlist to listen to, poems, diary entries, and basically like a joirnal just sprinkled with witchy stuff. Then I saw a video saying that A BoS are the spells and the Grimoire are the results basically (??).
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2021.12.01 06:59 crypto_hunt Best applications of 2020?

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2021.12.01 06:59 FirstIndication1937 He chose his friends over me

I work with this guy and we dated for 3-4 months then I backed off as I wasnt happy in my job, family issues and had my own problems. Plus I wasnt sure that was what I wanted. He has tried hard for us to be together. Recently he came to my office and kissed me. He does that despite me refusing him or telling him I dont know what Im doing , justifying it with the fact that he loves me and will try for us to be together. Yesterday, I was alone in the morning and my emotional mood wasnt great so I asked him if we could get a coffee together. His group of friends at work were sitting beside but nobody invited me , so just stayed there alone but looked unbothered. He came and sat just by them. I felt hurt as he saw me alone there, I communicated I wanted to stay with him and he didnt even say a "good morning". I got up and when leaving this guy said to pick him sth to eat on the way to work ( we have a small canteen). I felt really disrespected, he wants to touch and kiss me in private, in my office, but when he s with the group he ignores me like I have no value ? And I responded by " Im not your punch bag" and blocked him. We havent talked since then as he continues to say he didnt want to look bad in front of his friends and doesnt admit he did sth wrong. What do I do now? Am I overreacting?
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2021.12.01 06:59 deleteit_flop Do the cleaning people ever throw away water bottles ?

I had lent a friend a water bottle and it was sitting in our suite's common area. It disappeared and I have no idea where it could have gone and everyone remembers it sitting in the common area before it disappeared. Could a cleaning person have thrown it out even though it was clearly a natelgine water bottle? I feel weird about it, it had a pride flag on it and I wonder if that pissed off one of the HDH workers enough to make them throw it away. I don't know why else they would have done it, but im just upset that the water bottle I got as a gift is missing):
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