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2021.12.05 04:04 090799103119 I’m so tired of this

I constantly tell myself that I don’t believe in ghosts, but this shit happens all the time and I’m exhausted. I’d be honestly scared that I’m having hallucinations if some of what’s happened to me hasn’t been confirmed by other people. I have a past of things following me an almost in a transient way. This is gonna sound so crazy, but sometimes I just know when there’s something around me. I can’t imagine what it looks like or anything, but sometimes I can sense a gender rarely, an intention, and most often the general area they’re occupying. I made a post a few weeks ago and since then this shits getting out of control. I’m not sleep deprived somehow because usually when I sense the energy is off, I block my door with something. I live with my family in an upstairs loft space, my bedroom door doesn’t have a lock because it’s so far from everyone. Basically, I was hearing voices. I never know what they’re saying, it’s like a harsh whisper. So low I’m not even sure I’m hearing it?? I can easily ignore it or think it’s just my head getting confused about something else. I tried to ignore the bad feeling I had tonight and go about my business, but it essentially felt like I was in danger, not just the usual spooky ‘someone is watching’ feeling, so I went to my room and put my heavy air purifier in front of it. At the very least it would make a noise if someone tried to come in. I’m wide awake on my phone and I’m hearing essentially hat sounds like banging around and heavy footsteps running around. It’s nearly 1am and my family has been asleep for hours. I have attic storage space on the other side of my bedroom wall with no entry to the house, only through the garage. It sounded like the banging was coming from over there. But then lol I hear a knock, and not like the house settling it was two knocks on my bedroom door, on the other side of where the attic is. Then I heard the doorknob move, which is exactly what happened to me downstairs weeks ago. I have the worst fucking feeling. My parents would have just walked in if I didn’t answer. Neither of them sleepwalk. I sat on my bed and it sounded like someone knocked on the window behind me. Again, I am on the second floor. Also I’m not sure but I think my bed moved? The metal creaked and it felt like the mattress moved right after, but it could’ve been me I guess? I didn’t think I moved. The knocking keeps happening, I stood up and tried to take a video but I can’t catch it and the movement sounds don’t register on my phone, maybe it is in my head. I have no idea what’s happening or why this keeps happening to me, I know for sure no one sneaks into my attic because we have cameras and this has happened before in a house STATES AWAY. I feel like I’m crazy? I’m so tired of this, I just want to go to sleep. Usually if I get a bad feeling I just ignore it and sleep with a blanket over my head, but I feel like I can’t even lay down now because every time I do something happens. I really don’t know what to do man, I’m trying not to be afraid because I’ve gotten the advice that it makes things worse but I can’t help it. Sometimes I hear noises and it surprises me but I can go back to what I was doing, but I feel like I’m being fucked with in the worst way right now. Sorry if this is hard to read, I’ve been studying all day and I’m tired. Suggestions outside of Christian faith are welcome
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2021.12.05 04:04 YoungRhasta Will Starfield and Creation Engine 2 finally move on from cell-based loading screens?

This is something that has been on my mind and I'm curious to hear your guys' input.
Typically, in every BGS game, you have the "overworld," one giant seamless map that the player can explore, like any other open world game. But then you have interior cells, which consists of houses, caves, dungeons, etc, that require a loading screen to enter, opposed to other open world games (Witcher 3, AC) where you can seamlessly enter and exit interiors with no loading screens.
Not only that, but starting with Oblivion, cities even became their own separate "cells" which required players to enter a loading screen, rendering the city and de-rendering the overworld (Diamond City, Whiterun, etc). Now this was obviously done to save memory and stuff like that, mainly because of the radiant ai and physics of individual objects.
Todd has talked about Starfield being the biggest tech leap since Morrowind-Oblivion, if not bigger. The Creation Engine has been completely improved and overhauled, so I don't think it's completely outside the realm of possibility for Bethesda to create a loading-screenless game, especially with modern console hardware.
We don't know for certain if there is manual space flight yet, but I am interested to see how Starfield will handle that on a technical level if there is.
What does everyone think?
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2021.12.05 04:04 MansNotHot772 Why don’t Mike Trout and Shohei Ohtani make identical clones of themselves to win a World Series?

Title. Wouldn’t it be very beneficial for the players and the team if they were to just clone their best players, and have the clones carry the team to a World Series? Now if you might be thinking that this is an outrageous idea that isn’t possible, well I got an answer for you.
The top percentile of genetic engineers in the us make roughly 500k a year. Assume that the angels hire 60 of them for this project, and that only sets them back 30 million dollars. Forbes estimates that the cost of Cloning a person is roughly 1.7 million dollars. Assume that we have 9 Mike trouts, 5 on the bench, 5 Ohtani’s in the rotation, and 7 in the bullpen, that costs roughly 44.2 million dollars. This brings the costs of this project up to 77.2 million dollars.
After the cloning has been completed, we need to train the Mike Trouts to play every position, most notably catcher. This is why I propose that the team pays 5 catching coaches the top percentile salary of roughly 400k, and 5 more infield coaches, to get up to 4 million in coaching salaries.
Finally, we need to pay all the Mike trouts and Ohtani’s and hopefully they all agree to taking 25 million dollar salaries in the interest of being nice, adding up to 650 million in payroll.
To take the math and add it all up, we have 1.7 mil + 30 mil + 44.2 mil + 4 mil + 650 mil to get the total cost up to 729.9 million. This may seem like a lot, but remember that the angels team owner, Arturo Moreno, has a net worth of 3.6 billion dollars, so he can easily afford this idea. Add to this the possibility of future anti-aging programs and this is merely seen an investment for future dynasties. Neither the MLB or the law has rules which prohibit this, and Manfred would be seen as a douchbag for making rules in the moment to prevent this. This simply means that this is a fool proof plan which is going to work 100% of the time.
What are your thoughts?
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2021.12.05 04:04 Arrogant_Bookworm Question about Good Guys

I’ve read like 5 books into the series and it seems like the main character is increasingly solving problems mainly through punching people to death in a very gory way. There is a lot of time spent describing the gore that results, and much less on the overall politics of the world or even really on the relationships between characters. Does this change over the rest of the series? Also, does the parallel series have similar issues? I’m interested in some of the worldbuilding, just don’t want to have to sit through even more descriptions of the character taking a bath to deal with the gore that he very much got himself into.
Addendum: author, if you’re reading this, I mean no offense, this is definitely the book for some people. Just asking the hivemind to see if it’s for me.
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I also get extremely nervous when someone asks me where I live. I usually don’t even respond to this one, but at most, I’ll say the name of the town I live in and decline to share further details. I’m just really afraid that if I did that, someone might show up to my house and potentially harm or harass me or someone I care about.
Another time, the topic of Instagram came up in one of my classes, and I said that I didn’t have Instagram (I deleted my account) and someone said “Oh yeah, you’re account got deleted, right?”. I swear, I was about to have a panic attack. It really scares the hell out of me that someone could follow my life without my knowledge.
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