Realizing after 16 years what happened is not ok.

2021.11.30 19:03 snapbackhatthat Realizing after 16 years what happened is not ok.

Hello. I don't really know where to start. If you had asked me six months ago if I had ever been sexually assaulted I would say no; however, after watching and reading up on grooming, I think I'm wrong and that I was groomed and assaulted.
I started as a junior on a local rescue squad at 14. I was off limits. I volunteered until I turned 19 and then left forever questioning my self-worth.The thing is, it wasn't just one guy. It was 3, and at the time, I thought it was amazing that I had 3 adult men interested in me. Having sex with these men before 18 when they were at least 10 years older than me seemed cool, and I totally kept it a secret. One messed-up relationship continued until I was over 18.
Looking back, I realized that at 14 and coming from the family dysfunction I come from, I was trying to fill a void in my life with their attention. I feel really guilty and kind of overwhelmed. I need to know what steps to take from here. I'm in therapy but I don't have another appointment for two weeks. Help.
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2021.11.30 19:03 TrotNixonsHat Requesting r/GrammaticalTakes. Currently unmoderated subreddit

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2021.11.30 19:03 Desperate_Plan4960 The best Beatle Slow Songs, including their solo careers!

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2021.11.30 19:03 SeanHunterZXUk External Speakers!

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2021.11.30 19:03 Zythius439 What's the most subtle way to tell somebody they're an asshole?

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2021.11.30 19:03 The_Quorum Tracking Top 20 Tuesday - THE MATRIX RESURRECTIONS Makes Its Move

Below please find the 20 upcoming releases with the highest level of awareness (% out of 100) and the highest interest score (from 1.0 to 10.0).
AWARENESS HIGHLIGHTS
(to see all the film beyond the top 20, click here: https://thequorum.com/awareness/)
While SPIDER-MAN: NO WAY HOME has a commanding lead at 57% awareness, the big winner this week is MATRIX RESURRECTIONS, which skyrockets from #21 to #6. A slew of new 1-sheets may have given MATRIX the push it needed. Meanwhile, WEST SIDE STORY is the only other 2021 release among the top 10.
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INTEREST HIGHLIGHTS
(to see all the film beyond the top 20, click here: https://thequorum.com/interest/)
On the interest side, JURASSIC WORLD: DOMINION was helped by the release of the prologue a week ago. Some smaller films like DOG and MARRY ME also appear in the top 20 this week. Proportionally, both films are scoring better on the interest side than the awareness side. That's not necessary a bad thing. Theres plenty of time for awareness to grow for these two films.
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As always, you can see all this data and more at www.thequorum.com
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2021.11.30 19:03 thecryingkat How to leave during probationary period on good terms?

Honestly writing this.. I'm in shock to find out i only completed 4½ weeks/1 month of 3 at that school cafeteria lol it feels like i was finishing my 3rd month somehow.
Well.. from that i shared with you guys from broken equipment, expiring or missing ingredients.. we had help for me to get acquainted with the job. 1 was let go because somehow we were left with more problems. 2nd after that.. was well liked by boss andd i unintentionally got her fired because of her racist and outward displeasure to food and whatnot in front of the students. So we are stuck alone. And i still can't manage my time. I highly believe we are understaffed and it truly is impossible to only work with only 2 ppl(me & head cook) to make 10 different dishes, fresh baked goods, sandwiches, salads, serve, keeping sinks empty, etc with variety of key things under 5hrs. Especially when closing kitchen.. impossible to get it all clean or prepping for tomorrow with how we are already running around. She gets mad even if we stay 5 after.
The boss finally revealed her true feelings bout me and herself. She's mean af. Besides her.. i feel mentally and physically drained. Emotionally i feel its getting unstable lol I bring work home, my anxiety attacks getting frequent like its coming even when I'm going to bed for work tomorrow. I know I've only completed the 1st month. But I'm struggling. Even when i thought I got the hang of it. Made a system.. it goes array. I thought it through if its me or anxiety talking from being overwhelmed. I don't fully hate this job but i like i can't live up to boss's standards and its only because I'm scared to "fail" and look again.. to fail.
I'm just sure now. Maybe for mental health. I got to go. But i feel like such an butt because its December soon. My head cook is going for a week before break(dec 20-31). They're already struggling to look for substitute head cooks. I'm freaking out.
Idk what to do. I don't know how to properly quit too. I kinda want to work this last 2 weeks to make my pay. But it would be then that last week and i would be dealing with a completely new head cook with new style/system to work around. I don't want to leave them slumped. Should I just stay until the end of the probationary period? Just please help me. I don't know if I'm supposed to mail a letter to boss or just straight up tell her. Everything has been informal since my interview and hiring.
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2021.11.30 19:03 oskroskroskr Ravestabber videoclip for Null Hypothesis - made with Vuo video software - audio sync and 3d shapes.

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2021.11.30 19:03 Wide_right_yes 8 D 0 R Minnesota

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2021.11.30 19:03 babuloseo Canada Memes Francais

Nous lançons des panneaux d'affichage de projection numérique à travers le Canada - ce sont des projecteurs haute puissance montrant 4 HEURES DIRECTES DE DOBO MEMES sur les côtés des bâtiments 🏙 la nuit, qui commence à 16h au Canada.
LES PROJECTEURS AFFICHENT DES PHOTOS, DES GIFS, DES VIDÉOS ET DES ANIMATIONS ! Juste pas de son. Nous avons sécurisé 2 nuits d'affichage numérique en décembre, à Montréal et à Vancouver. Il y en aura peut-être d'autres bientôt.

NOUS AVONS BESOIN DE MEMES SPÉCIFIQUES AU CANADA COMME : ✔️Bonking avec un bâton de hockey/balai de curling/orignal
️✔️Bonks de castor
✔️Mèmes des Canucks et des Habs 🏒– aucune utilisation de logo autorisée
✔️Tout ce qui est spécifique au Canada/VancouveMontréal

LES MEMES GAGNANTS SERONT INCLUS DANS LE CONTENU PROJET
🏆 LE TOP 3 DES MEMES LES PLUS VOTÉS GAGNERA DES PRIX 🏆 🥇 1ER PLACE : 50 $ CAD D'UNE VALEUR DE DOBO 🥈 2E PLACE : 25 $ CAD D'UNE VALEUR DE DOBO 🥉 3E PLACE : 100 $ CAD D'UNE VALEUR DE DOBO
FORMATS GRAPHIQUES ET IMAGES 🔸 JPEG, mode couleur RVB.
🔸 300 dpi ou mieux.
🔸 3 tailles ACCEPTÉES 1024 x 768 (XGA), 1280 x 800 (WXGA) et 1920 x 1080 (WUXGA).
🔸 FORMATS D'ANIMATION FLASH ET DE FICHIER VIDÉO
🔸 Aucune restriction de longueur sur la vidéo.
🔸 Codec .MP4 h2.64.
🔸 .3 tailles requises 1024 x 768 (XGA), 1280 x 800 (WXGA) et 1920 x 1080 (WUXGA).
🔸 Utilisez des graphiques générés par ordinateur car certaines séquences en direct/brutes peuvent apparaître sombres ou « graveleuses ».
🔸 AUTRES RECOMMANDATIONS POUR LES PROJECTIONS NUMÉRIQUES
🔸 Les illustrations « sans cadre » avec des bords doux sont idéales.
🔸 Pour de meilleurs résultats, nous suggérons des nuances vibrantes et très contrastées : les couleurs primaires et secondaires vives donnent les meilleurs résultats.
🔸 Évitez d'utiliser des tons de terre et des pastels si possible.
🔸 Utilisez des polices plus grandes.
🔸 Contraste élevé.
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2021.11.30 19:03 Klutzy-Chip9784 I drew some doodles

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2021.11.30 19:03 Shakhburz13 New skis! Liberty Origin 106

Waiting patiently for snow in the northern rockies (but desperate) to try them.
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2021.11.30 19:03 00MilkCarton00 The protective layer and color of this bathroom counter top came off. What is the best type of paint,varnish, whatever to restore it? (More description in comments)

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2021.11.30 19:03 LSARefugee Opinion | Why Do We Need a 24/7 Economy?

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