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Mom, just exist and believe me for a minute.

2021.12.04 11:51 panickedhistorian Mom, just exist and believe me for a minute.

Trigger Warning CSA (child s**ual abuse) allusion to type of abuse no detail. No Advice Wanted. Not using this subreddit for therapy. Just wanting what the title says.
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I know the look on someone's face when they recognize me from the videos.
I'm not paranoid.
I don't think "black and white" because of trauma. I've made incredible progress. I might be smart and I'm pretty perceptive. I'm not suspicious of people who look and sound like my abusers. I'm not suspicious of all people of the same gender that mainly abused me.
I know.
I know it to survive. I started out my life with that look all around me and I'll never be fully free.
If you existed, you would be the kind of person who just believed me and didn't imply that I'm full of myself for thinking it. You wouldn't ask how popular the videos even were. You wouldn't say how long it's been since they were "mostly taken down". You wouldn't ask if I haven't been a little jumpy since the storm.
You would say "ok" and I think maybe you would hold me and it wouldn't hurt me.
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2021.12.04 11:51 AgallochRules B4B anyone? all 4 left $chris84e

Who wants to trade? $chris84e
Send and I'll send one back immediately
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2021.12.04 11:51 kes3 can't be vegan anymore

just found out i'm allergic to moral consistency
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2021.12.04 11:51 Jfo116 Trip to Bethpage

Looking for some wisdom in regards to booking Bethpage.
We are looking to plan a trip out to Bethpage but the issue is that we cannot book more than five days out. Ideally we would like to play the Black Course or at least the Red. My concern is planning the trip, booking our lodging and not being able to get a tee time.
Is anyone from NY or with experience able to tell me if it is possible to get a tee time on a weekend out there or is it booked up? I guess I wanna know how much of a risk is this.
Thanks in advance this community has always been a great resource.
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2021.12.04 11:51 Beautiful_Security50 The Complete Introduction to C++ Programming

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2021.12.04 11:51 BrazilianBulwark Repugnante.

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2021.12.04 11:51 jasonvoorheessucks I don't think that I am going to survive in life at all

Everyday I wake up, it's just a complete nightmare for me. I often wonder where my life is going. I am in my early 20s and I don't even know how I will survive after college and later on my life. I don't have any skills or talents that makes me unique and special from everybody else. Honestly, my whole life is going nowhere. I am in college studying a useless degree(business) that can't get me anywhere. I am still living with my parents because I don't have stable income to survive on and I have been rejected from many jobs because of lack of experience. I don't want to deal with toxic energy from my parents and the way how they behave because it's horrible and kills me mentally. The biggest issue is my low IQ. I am actually just a complete idiot as that I took an IQ test when I was in school by the psychologist and I scored in the low 80s, which they even told me that I have no future. I swear to God that I am probably the dumbest and useless person that you would ever meet. Please don't say that IQ doesn't matter because I am constantly under performing at work no matter how much effort I put in. This seems embarrassing because it's difficult when I want to move out my parents house and I am not financially stable to do it..
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2021.12.04 11:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#381|+4711|2645] How does a pussy taste? [r/AskReddit]

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2021.12.04 11:51 a_stupid_14_year_old When you smell something,some particles of whatever you're smelling go in your nose,does that theoretically mean that you can consume something completely (for example a lolipop,not including the stick ofc) just by smelling it?

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2021.12.04 11:51 a_stupid_14_year_old When you smell something,some particles of whatever you're smelling go in your nose,does that theoretically mean that you can consume something completely (for example a lolipop,not including the stick ofc) just by smelling it?

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2021.12.04 11:51 a_stupid_14_year_old When you smell something,some particles of whatever you're smelling go in your nose,does that theoretically mean that you can consume something completely (for example a lolipop,not including the stick ofc) just by smelling it?

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2021.12.04 11:51 Evening_Deep Finally, 500 ads complete

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2021.12.04 11:51 FamousGrass4527 A cool natural spawning mountain sanctuary I found

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2021.12.04 11:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#285|+6518|84] Do I really need to explain ? [r/KidsAreFuckingStupid]

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2021.12.04 11:51 FarioLimo Wiki golpe

Como sugerido nesse post, vamos criar uma wiki de golpes comuns ou recorrentes para direcionar pessoas que cheguem aqui com dúvidas.
Quem tiver ideias ou lembrar de casos interessantes, comente abaixo ou coloque link de posts pra podermos montar um repositório de informações. Dependendo do volume, posso fazer um pin nesse post inicialmente e depois organizar na wiki do sub.

Algumas possíveis categorias:
- Maquininha de cartão
- Mensagem SMS
- Chip de celular
- Golpista se passando por conhecido
- Compras online
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2021.12.04 11:51 Chi_Rose2 🌹Rose’s Flower Market🌹

I have a bunch of flower buds to give away! DM me your Dodo Code and which flowers you would like and I’ll fly over and plant them for you! Everyone will receive a free early Christmas surprise gift!

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2021.12.04 11:51 mentelist Starting XI vs Altay: Muslera, PvA, Marcao, Nelsson, Yedlin; Berkan, Taylan, Feghouli; Halil, Kerem, Mostafa

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2021.12.04 11:51 Bandelore My Edison Comet.

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2021.12.04 11:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#631|+540|300] If you woke up in an alternate reality where sex did not exist, would you still be interested in pursuing a relationship with a woman? [r/AskMen]

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2021.12.04 11:51 scarcityBOT Peter Attia Almost Worked for Theranos

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2021.12.04 11:51 Odd_Butterscotch120 Family threatening to stop paying for my therapy

know, I know. I'm spoiled piece of shit, that's what I feel like too. I feel like crying even as I write this because this is so wrong, why the hell can't I just work like a normal person and pay for my bills myself?
My entire childhood and growing up years were messed up, there was abuse and neglect. I developed a perfectionistic personality due to some of the stuff and basically developed a horrible inner critic that tortured me. Every time I would try to do something, the inner critic would bully me to the point where I would be suicidal. I'm unemployed and don't work because I'm afraid of it, I feel worthless, I feel like I'm not good enough, I feel afraid that the inner critic will crucify me. I want to work, make no mistake about that, I hate it so much that I'm financially dependent on my parents. I need therapy in order to overcome this and I am in therapy right now.
My family controls me with money and they use that as a threat every time. I don't ask them for anything but they do pay my medical bills. They have often threatened to stop paying. I also have another serious health issue where without a good education, even if I get a job, it'll be impossible for me to pay for those issues myself. This is why I really need to get my degree. What I need more than anything is therapy. I don't have insurance, they don't believe in insurance and they didn't buy it when I was a kid, I became ill as a kid and now no insurance will cover me where I'm at because I already have a pre-existing conditions.
I feel so helpless, so pathetic, so small right now. I'm in my mid 20s, I am capable of working, it's so wrong that I don't. I cannot even explain my reasons and my fears because even those sound pathetic. All I can say is that them threatening to stop paying for therapy is making me suicidal which is so freaking stupid too. There's a solution to my issue, right? just work! Simple. Except I am paralysed by the fear of working. I need therapy to overcome that. I know I don't deserve anyone's sympathy and I'm not asking for it, everyone works, even sick people work, so what right do I have to complain. It's my fault, I know. I'm feeling very low right so please don't attack me here, I know my situation is my fault.
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2021.12.04 11:51 throwawaynumberX564 Accounting @ a Commercial Bank?

What does the day in the life of an accountant at a commercial bank?
What are some of the job descriptions?
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2021.12.04 11:51 mymelodyirl_ Tired of getting called gross and getting posts removed when other girls say the same things

This week I’ve had so many people calling me nasty, commenting ‘ewww’, dming me and saying I look gross and ugly. It’s so overwhelming. I’m not sure what it is but like it’s so annoying. And then all these other girls will have titles asking questions but somehow mine gets removed, it’s so unfair I’ve had to delete so many posts this week. Sometimes they won’t even put a reason and just remove my post. I feel like I can’t post anywhere besides Ebony subreddits and it makes me thankful they exist. I honestly get so happy when I find some for black people because I know nothing bad is gonna happen.
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2021.12.04 11:51 leeland91 A few grams of crystal, on a pedestal of 10mg Perky c's, with Valium 10 watch towers. Idk I'm pretty spun. Don't judge me

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