My inferiority complex

2021.12.05 01:13 thevagabon_d My inferiority complex

Almost my whole life and all of my years that I have memory of I've always had an inferiority complex of my older brother. Before when we were both really young (only 17 months apart) he used to be good at everything and that's where I originally started adopting my inferiority mindset, however as we reached out teenage years he wasn't good at anything now. His grades were slipping and mine were looking better than ever, our mother would show preference to me and showed that she had basically given up on him, but still this inferiority complex still lingers. In fact it doesn't even linger it's presence is stronger than ever, and I think I know why, I've always been the left over friend. No matter what I was never any of my friends first choices to talk to when something happened; not my friends, not anyone. Not even my ex-girlfriend when we were still dating she would mever go to me first, actually guess what most of the time she would even go to my brother first, they were close but not too close that I should've been uncomfortable. Yet I was and that was just perfect to fuel my inferiority complex even more. This was also a large reason why I dumped her all because of this inferior mindset I have where I always feel like I'm never good enough or questioning why I'm not liked by anyone. It seems everyone except my mum likes my brother more, barely anyone lnows my name at the school that I've beeen attending for about a decade yet everyone knows me as my brother's little brother and so this combined with the inferiority complex I already had made me I'm not completely sure how to word it but I would try and put down my brother any chance I got, bringing up his grades talking shit about him trying to publicly humilate him just anything to make me feel better than him in the moment I guess it was just me being a narcissist. I hate this part of me I just want to be a first choice and not be some bragging right like how my mum uses me and I want to get rid of this part of me, it brings out the worst, pettiest most disgusting part of me out I just want it gone.
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