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2021.12.09 04:44 hivemind5_ UGHHGHGHGH

I really don't care if anyone sees this, I am going to lose my mind because I feel like a creepy weirdo. Here is today's first world problem:
I do not form close bonds with people very easily. Like at all. I rarely worry or miss my friends, even if they're my butt buddies. I also don't feel vulnerable with people like ever, but that's just how I am. So me missing someone is pretty huge, especially when I haven't known them long. I don't even know if people genuinely miss their friends, or if its just something they say to be nice. Because that's why I say it. (I am an entirely self obsessed piece of garbage, I know.) This does make me worry I have some kind of obsession or something. I do care about my other friends, but I don't usually stress over little things like this with literally anyone except my romantic partner --which is why I am a little guilty for feeling this way.
I made this friend in one of my classes recently, and he kinda shut me out because he's going through shit, (which I understand, I am not mad at him at all.) I am, however, pissed off at myself. I just realized I miss him a couple days ago, and that I'm worried because he isn't doing well and hes skipped a lot of class. We used to talk literally from dusk until dawn, about just about everything. It was like an instant best friend. Honestly, it was a little scary because I thought I had a crush on him but I realized it was platonic. (I really don't understand friendships, okay. Mine are pretty surface level and its a lot of unnecessary niceties I go along with because I dont want to die alone ok)
I apologized, thinking I put him off and he sent me whole ass paragraphs telling me how great of a friend I am, and how much he enjoys talking to me. So in my mind it doesnt make much sense to basically ghost me when Ive been nothing but supportive and I have no intentions of adding to his bs. but its fine, I respect it.
I guess im just salty this is a one way feeling or that he doesnt care about me that much and im sitting over here like "bro ur the only person i feel connected to" and hes like "srry im going thru shit imma dip n probs not talk to u again even tho i say im gonnaaaa byeee" Maybe thats why im so bleh about it. I know I said I tell my other friends I miss them when I dont, but like I said I dont even know if this is a normal feeling to have in the first place. Hes told me before we have a really solid connection, and im really special to him and blah blah blah and im kinda worried he was just blowing smoke up my ass. If my other friends really did feel this way id feel fucking awful bc this sucks. (they're pretty low maintenence and I probably talk to all of them like once a week, if that and if we do talk its just random shit for like 5 seconds.)
My other friend I told out of desperation thinks he has a crush on me or something, but I have absolutely no idea. I do know his mind is elsewhere and downtrodden when it comes to romance so I highly doubt thats the case. If he does, hes shit out of luck and its probably for the best.
I am in a happy healthy relationship, and there isn't any sexual attraction (at least on my end.) So I have no idea why I keep worrying about him. I keep looking at the stupid chat app and wondering if he's messaged me, (spoiler: he hasn't) AND I DONT KNOW WHY I GIVE A SHIT. UGHHHHHHHH
Normally, I would be like "im here if you need me" and we can go like 6 months without talking and when they come back its like nothing happened. So I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me. Dont mind how neurotic I sound, im just shouting into the void. I'm not even saying all this "i dont feel connected maaaan" shit to be edgy. I just feel like a complete and total psycho even though I respect his boundaries and will not talk to him until hes ready. Im not used to feeling this way. Why is it that when I meet someone I feel genuinely connected to, they vanish? Theres probably something wrong with me, and im sure i will get a comment telling me what it is. L O L.
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2021.12.09 04:44 greenascanbe AOC: “Rep. Boebert, whatever her intentions may be for her racism and flagrant bigotry, needs to experience a consequence for her actions. [...] It’s pretty simple. You threaten a colleague or you incite racist rhetoric, you do not have committees.”

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2021.12.09 04:43 Dark3Angl3r Reality vs obvious plot hole.. I wonder who they got to play Rafiki after the 'covered up' on-set incident? Your thoughts? #FixedIt

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2021.12.09 04:43 amynotadoctor Threw out a bunch a magazines I’ve had since middle school, but accidentally threw out one of the box that had a few magazines I wanted to keep.

So me and my family were moving and they thought I wanted to throw out everything, but I left one box that I wanted to keep but it was mistaken as garbage. Honestly, they were post cards inside a magazine I wanted to use and I got into a yelling match with another family member. It was only a handful tear outs and i didn’t want to haul around a shitton of them so I threw them.
There wasn’t anything I wanted to keep besides some drawing and cartoon stuff. I feel so empty and broken. I honestly wouldn’t have moved if that all happened. My last place had a flood and which was why I moved.
I’m just pissed and angry. I know it’s stupid to keep a few reminders lying around but I was really looking forward to using them.
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2021.12.09 04:43 DeadByDefauIt Mouse axis bug

After the update, many from my team experienced the same bug at match start: the x and y axis of the mouse stopped working in game. The left and right buttons were okay, and the mouse worked in the menu, settings, etc. We need to restart the game to get rid of this.
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2021.12.09 04:43 allergictodownvotes 1982 Yamaha SR250 - First bike/Lithium battery question

First bike, first post here (first of many I'm sure....) I bought an old sr250 and the previous owner had done a Li-ion battery conversion.
The other day i was riding it around my backyard, in reasonably hot weather (30-35C), when the battery started leaking fluid and bulging.
Obviously, removed the battery straight away, but I am wondering if I replace it with one of the same is it likely to happen again? Otherwise I'm thinking that I will look into getting a "Gel Cell" battery, whatever that is.
There's a chance the bike had been sitting for a few months, and the battery probably wasn't stored properly, even though the bike started first time great.
Let me know what you think!
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