2021.12.02 19:27 SimoFIRE Consapevolezza
2021.12.02 19:27 maaandel Can somebody give me a reason to suffer through it all? Please?
Hey there. 17, got diagnosed with PTSD and depression last year, which might play into this. To the point, I see no point in living. There’s not much to do in life, to begin wit; why should I want to interact with others? Aside from the fact that most people are either superficial, malicious or both, the idea of interaction endlessly bores me. The only things people have wanted to talk about around me are what other people are doing, rumours, their own lives, arguing and obsessing over petty little details, etc. Of course, this isn’t everyone, and I’d expect that those on a subreddit like this are far from that type, but it’s the overwhelming majority.
Nothing is enjoyable to me anymore, and all of my previous interests fill me with dread; I can’t even like my interests anymore because most of them were niche, and now that they’re ‘mainstream’ I’m too much of an outcast to like them. Working sounds worse than death; you give up most of your free time to slave away at a job you (most likely) hate just for a chance to live? I don’t care what happens to myself, I’ll never work. I just have no goals or reasons to live, no friends, nothing.
The worst part is I like being like this; something about being so depraved and degenerate compared to the general population makes me feel so powerful. I get such a rush from being hated by people, and I really don’t know why. I’d can’t be an asshole because I’d feel terrible, but seeing the way people look at me for being such an outcast freak is the only reason I live on. I don’t have autism/any condition that affects socialising, but I genuinely think that I’m screwed up on a different level to the point where I can’t interact with people normally. It has to be genetics, because there’s no other reason why I get so uncomfortable when people are kind to me, or why I’m just incapable of fitting into society. It’s abnormal, and most people hate it when you’re abnormal.
I feel such resentment and anger towards everyone - why is it me who has to suffer when people who bullied and abused me get to live a normal life? I was such a good kid, I didn’t have any malicious intentions at all, and I still don’t. Yes, I may be a massive, irredeemable genetic fuckup who’s undeserving of any form of kindness, but I don’t want to hurt anyone; I just want this all to end. I’m so tired of this throbbing numbness and it just won’t stop.
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2021.12.02 19:27 ohlalaexpatinfrance Craving Philly cheesesteak
I’ve been living in the middle of nowhere in France for three years now. So there are no “American” food options here. In the past, whenever I’m craving something from the US, I’d challenge myself to make it at home. E.g. I missed my NY bagel and cream cheese so I made bagels from scratch and my friend sent me “everything” seasoning. Did the same thing when I was craving pretzels.
Now, I’m craving a Philly cheesesteak! The problem is, I can’t find thinly sliced beef or provolone cheese (I do my grocery shopping at carrefour). The cheese, I can substitute with other fromages but the beef…do I ask the butcher for tranches minces du boeuf?
Hopefully I’m not the only one with cravings hahaha 🤣 and someone can advise me! 🥖🧀🐮
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2021.12.02 19:27 Awfuckit69 Does RC battery low limit flight height/distance?
I went to fly my Mini 2 and noticed the rc battery was low. When I turned it on it started beeping at me. So I plugged it into my car charger which has enough power to fast charge my Galaxy S21 Plus. When I took off I was limited to around 94 feet in height and about 100 feet in distance. I am hoping that it's just a safety feature of a low RC battery level. Can anyone confirm?
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2021.12.02 19:27 Devari I hope she bought a Dob after this scene.
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2021.12.02 19:27 ward3203 FS Jordan 1 Hyper Royal (uabat), worn once. $125 shipped
2021.12.02 19:27 Cautious_Ad963 Here a little progress update of my httyd map for those interested:)
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2021.12.02 19:27 AcVideos The 10 Greatest Assassin's Creed Parkour Moves of All Time
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2021.12.02 19:27 LordKuroTheGreat92 Found in SW Louisiana. Large, palmate, toothed, with a thick leathery texture when dry. What tree is this from?
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2021.12.02 19:27 cinghialotto03 Duskblade or eclipse on lethality build?
2021.12.02 19:27 OnigiriFucker666 The apex of misery - starryai
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2021.12.02 19:27 Bonus1Fact [News Shorts] Hunt cautiously optimistic Omicron 'milder' than previous COVID-19 variants ¦ Sky News Australia
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2021.12.02 19:27 TheHadar Have you heard yet? Part 6 is out!
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2021.12.02 19:27 CalculatedCody9 What is your favorite core subject?
2021.12.02 19:27 johnwithcheese Another Day of Trading Sideways - Day 307
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2021.12.02 19:27 Mercymagic100 I can’t wait.🌺💝
To hear you tell me you love me. To always hold me close. To hear you say you will always protect me. To never let me go.
To always be overly protective but yet so loving to me. To always be your forever love. The only one you see.
To always allow me to hold onto you and squeeze you so very tight. To always look into my eyes everyday and so gently tell me that I will always be the love of your life.
I can’t wait to have these beautiful moments with you. Even if we haven’t met yet. But I will forever believe in my heart, that our beautiful future is already set.☺️🌺🌺
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2021.12.02 19:27 NewsElfForEnterprise The laugh-cry emoji may be uncool, but it's still the most-used emoji of 2021
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2021.12.02 19:27 Lovedd1 I had my exit interview and didn’t hold back
I was a top performer in the company so several higher ups are very surprised and sad that I’m leaving.
The HR lady said she was appalled after reading my account of events. I will be providing screenshot evidence too just trying to transfer it from my phone to work computer.
But anyway I hope the company takes a really hard look at itself and decides to be better. Because they’re losing employees faster than they can replace them.
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2021.12.02 19:27 Lightningrodc Looking to evolve my Seadra into Kingdra
2021.12.02 19:27 intaminslc43 [Hangtime, KBF] Unpopular opinion, but I like this more than Cannibal.
2021.12.02 19:27 smitbret [WTS] Edisaon Newark Satellite Diamondcast Broad Nib A2 $140
A gorgeous, once inked pen that is too small for me to love. I am more of an Edison Collier kind of guy. It is the limited edition Diamondcast from last February. I crammed as many photos in there as I could from a few different light sources. The tone is more towards the blue/green that you will see in the outdoor photos on the gray mat. The nib is a
I will ship free USPS First Class to the CONUS. If you want insurance or another shipping method, we can work that out.
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2021.12.02 19:27 xsynapseee [USA-NY] [H] PNY GTX 1660 SUPER, i7 9700F LGA 1151 CPU [W] Local Cash, PayPal
Have a PNY GTX 1660 SUPER Graphics Card and a Intel Core i7 9700F for sale. Both in perfect working condition.
PNY GTX 1660 SUPER - $350 Shipped
Intel Core i7 9700F - $200 Shipped
PM only, no chats please.
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2021.12.02 19:27 TheHigherCalling2 Morning good, The Union
2021.12.02 19:27 Kmoney10_ SOLAVERSE NFT'S BUY NOW <3
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2021.12.02 19:27 jankyladies Walnut MCM 9 drawer dresser. Oil finish.