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2021.12.01 23:45 madsbitch Issue with Psych Doctor
I wanted to talk about a really upsetting and almost disturbing interaction I had with my psychiatrist the other day which has made me not want to meet with her ever again.
I have had pretty intense anxiety since childhood and have always had up’s and down’s with trying to maintain it. The anxiety causes for a lot of depression since I strive so hard to reach normalcy but never quite get there. My panic attack fits definitely result in a depressive state for days following because I feel so down and ashamed that I can’t calm myself or bring myself out of the attacks.
Lately, my anxiety has been very bad and hard to handle. A day ago, I had a very intense panic attack in which I actually called and ambulance to my house in the middle of the night because I was convinced I was dying. I was so spooked afterwards, I stayed awake until the next morning when my psychiatrist was able to facetime and talk to me. I explained to her what happened and cried and hyperventilated for a little while while she tried to calm me down. I would get calm but then minutes later would get worked up again. We talked for maybe a half an hour or less and then she got very frustrated with me and was snapping at me. She said something I can’t get out of my head. “See this is why you’re such a hard patient to treat. You don’t listen to anything I say. You won’t move home. You won’t drop out of school. Thats why you feel this way, you won’t listen.” Immediately after she blurted this obscene shit, I ended the facetime call. I couldn’t believe my DOCTOR just complained to me that I’m such a hard patient to treat midst a panic attack. Am I wrong for thinking shes wrong for this?
The things I “dont listen to her to do” is for me to move across the country when I already have lived where I am now for five years. And she tells me to just move home like its going to fix all my issues? Same for school, she just tells me to drop out. I’m already late on getting my degree and I know if I just gave up on everything and didnt try would probably worsen my mental health. What I NEED is coping mechanisms to get through this, not to just give up on all ive worked to built. Not to mention, I havent felt anxiety like this in months. Now just because I’m going through a bad 4-8 week period of anxiety shes telling me to just give up on everything. Please give advice, I find this to be very odd. I don’t feel comfortable opening up to her ever again after she called me a “hard to treat patient”. I dont think that should be said to the patient.
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2021.12.01 23:45 mascoot_scootma Yin and Yang (aka Kodama and Scout)
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2021.12.01 23:45 Impossible-Bar-521 Fuse & Elk partnership! Yes!
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2021.12.01 23:45 mr_potatoface Electrician recommendation, or how to find one
Anyone know of, or is an electrician that is slightly bored?
I need to replace an exterior section of the wall my meter is on. Just looking for someone to pull the meter and take a paid nap while I relocate the meter panel to the new wall. Or they can relocate it themselves, I don't care. An hour at most I guess.
I already have permits pulled and will handle that side of things since I intended to do it myself. Trying this method to be a little more safe, and have someone else there in case the POCO gets dispatched. Location is outside Akron NY.
Can do it whenever. Not sure what the current going rate is, but I'll pay whatever. I'll offer up $100/hr incl. travel time + mileage extra. But not sure if that's enough these days.
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2021.12.01 23:45 Shabbysheek66 Puta
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2021.12.01 23:45 Redstar8194 Ape Interrogation a la Big Lebowski
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2021.12.01 23:45 laoninja Specialized Ankle Massage Therapist
As the title state, I am new to the area and wonder if anyone knows if there are any massage therapist that specialize in sports injury or the ankles. I have sprained my ankle and looking to see if I can get any scraping done as well to loosen the scar tissue.
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2021.12.01 23:45 R3TR0_W4V3 I really like Vicious in the Netflix adaptation (Spoilers of the anime and the series)
Sorry for the writing. English is not my first language and i think this is the first time i have written something this big in english.
It seems to me that the disgust with the adaptation of Vicious for netflix is almost unanimous even among people who liked the series (usually citing him as this point out of place and stating that he is the main reason for screwing up the whole thing) I honestly disagree, and I still think he is one of the main reasons for why I enjoyed this adaptation so much.
First of all, I wanted to talk about the "they screwed up Vicious's character" argument. It's usually accompanied by compliments about how the original Vicious was badass and mysterious, but, in my opnion, I think he's a pretty generic anime villain (intentionally, important to say) His background and motivations aren't mysterious, they're irrelevant, the anime clearly doesn't mind developing him as a character, he's just an idea, a representation of Spike's past chasing him and serving solely as a platform for his own development. When you take the "I want to see the spike dead" element out of his character, all that's left is an emo guy who poses like no one else, but nothing more than that.
It's the same argument peaple use for julia's character, which is weird, since her character is even less interesting than Vicious, also serving only for spike's character development (I mean, i feel like if they swapped her for a png image wouldn't make a difference, actually, in most of the scenes she appears, she's just a png image, i can count on my fingers the times they took the trouble to animate her).
And this is not a negative point in the original anime, for a story to be told, the person in charge has to know what deserves attention and what needs to be left out so as not to take up space unnecessarily.
My point is: as much as you don't like what was done in the netflix adaptation, there's no way to mess up Vicious's character, simply because he doesn't matter in the original anime (and Julie too)
It's funny to me because not even the Cowboy Bebop fanbase cares that much about him, I mean, I see people a lot more excited about Andy than about Vicious (After all, he's actually a lot more interesting).
And as the only thing the character has to offer itself is the badass anime villain look, this ends up being the main point that people pick up on when they complain about the adaptation, how weird and pathetic the character has become, how much they fail to show the elegance and mystery that his counterpart had.
And I agree, I just don't think that's a bad thing. Let me explain, Vicious is incompetent in practically everything, in his love, professional and family life, a wife who doesn't respect him, a job that requires skills he doesn't have and a father who despises him, wherever he looks he is Remembered how pathetic he is, it's this feeling of helplessness he has that makes him so aggressive, it's the abusive men's philosophy, "if I can't prove my worth through my skills then I'll use force and aggression for it ", that's the reason why he wanted to topple the Syndicate leadership, to show that he's not everything that people accuse him of being, that he's capable, that he has value. That's why he makes his father the last one to die, he wanted to look into his eyes and see him say how amazing he is, how wrong he was about Vicious and how he should have respected him when he had the chance, something he obviously doesn't get, instead, in his final moments, his father reminds Vicious that his act of taking over the Syndicate by killing everyone doesn't qualify him as admirable, but is just proof of how pathetic he is.
In the end, no one respects Vicious, and he hates it.
And then you have Spike, the perfect counterpart to Vicious, Someone who's good at his job, therefore, gets the approval of his superiors, and has Julia's love, basically, everything Vicious doesn't have but desires. Vicious thinks these Things were taken from him. that's where his hatred comes from whenever he's compared to Spike. "You will never be like the fearless" is said over and over to him.
His hatred for Spike doesn't come from "Holy moly, this guy fucked my girlfriend, I think I have to kill him now" it comes from everything Spike has and what he could never get is the envy of never being as talented and respected as the great Fearless. Spike is living proof of the Failure that is Vicious.
It's interesting how the original anime emphasizes how Spike and Vicious are equally talented, even in the final duel the two end up fatally injuring each other at the same time. message is clear, Vicious is the only one able to defeat Spike and vici versa. Here it doesn't, Spike is clearly superior to Vicious, the only reason he's still alive is because Spike didn't want to kill him. their final duel does not end in a draw, but in an obvious defeat.
I love the use of the phrase "Then why you still alive!?" in this adaptation, there in the last episode. What looks like just a Fanservice is actually a lot stronger in this version of Vicious than in the original. it's this outburst of hate that has been building since the day he left on his quest to kill Spike. it's like he says "I thought I got rid of you, finally proved my superiority by killing you, but then you come back from the dead just to torment me, why are you still alive!?"
Because in fact, spike never died, and Vicious knows it. He was always there, stuck in his head, alive among the people who compared them to one another, just to remind him of the miserable person he is, someone almost pitiful if he weren't so obnoxious
Other things I liked about Vicious
- I like this scene in the last episode when he forcefully pulls Spike's face so he looks him in the eye as he speaks, it's again the series showing us how much he wants the attention and respect and when he doesn't get it he uses the strength to do this in the most childish way possible.
- When he walks towards Mao in her final moments, believing he would see her begging for life or bewildered by how "badass" he is, but in the end she just laughs in his face. He looks like: You sassy bitch, how dare you?
- I like the "Moshimoshi" scene.
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2021.12.01 23:45 mrmoonglow SOS
I've had severe dandruff and an itchy scalp for about a year now. I used to have long hair, but I shaved it all off because I thought it would help lessen the itchiness and the flakes but it didn't really. Now I have mid length hair and it's killing me. I've tried CLEAR men anti dandruf shampoo and head and shoulders but the anti itch effect only lasts for a short time. I shampoo once a day, and when I don't shampoo my scalp becomes unbearably itchy. What should I do?
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2021.12.01 23:45 petter12346 PITCH FINANCE NEW GENERATION DECENTRALIZED ECOSYSTEM
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2021.12.01 23:45 Carlosude [Udemy] Data Manipulation in Python: Master Python, Numpy & Pandas
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2021.12.01 23:45 diamondd-ddogs constant problems with bubbles!
bit of background, i mostly do patching on old plaster walls, and crack repair. im not a plasterer, just a handyman who does a fair amount of plaster work. i typically use durabond for the base coats and easy sand for the top coats, usually all in the same day. i mix with a drill paddle. i prep the painted walls with thinned down white glue. i wet the bottom layer of plaster before putting top coats on usually. i have CONSTANT bubbles. with crack repair i try to go as thin as i can feathering out. i go over it multiple times often but they sometimes still pop up. what am i missing / doing wrong?
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2021.12.01 23:45 sky68guitar Electricity question will a 7.5hp 40amp magnetic starter work on a. 5hp 30amp motor
2021.12.01 23:45 dpsweeper I'm thinking of buying stardew valley for switch but my friend is telling me to get it for PC because of updates.
I will be totally new to the series. I figure I can wait on updates. I know another downside of buying it for the switch is I wont be able to do mods but i think I am ok with that too cuz quite frankly I'm not sure I'm going to end up being one of those people that plays this for hundreds of hours. i looked and the switch version is 1.54 and the PC version is 1.5.5. Is it really THAT big a difference?
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